A pair of blue eyes
their inner parts; young oaks are still of a neutral green; Scotch firs
and hollies are nearly blue; whilst occasional dottings of other
varieties give maroons and purples of every tinge.
The river—such as it was—here pursued its course amid flagstones as
level as a pavement, but divided by crevices of irregular width. With
the summer drought the torrent had narrowed till it was now but a
thread of crystal clearness, meandering along a central channel in the
rocky bed of the winter current. Knight scrambled through the bushes
which at this point nearly covered the brook from sight, and leapt down
upon the dry portion of the river bottom.
“Elfride, I never saw such a sight!” he exclaimed. “The hazels overhang
the river’s course in a perfect arch, and the floor is beautifully
paved. The place reminds one of the passages of a cloister. Let me help
you down.”
He assisted her through the marginal underwood and down to the stones.
They walked on together to a tiny cascade about a foot wide and high,
and sat down beside it on the flags that for nine months in the year
were submerged beneath a gushing bourne. From their feet trickled the
attenuated thread of water which alone remained to tell the intent and
reason of this leaf-covered aisle, and journeyed on in a zigzag line
till lost in the shade.
Knight, leaning on his elbow, after contemplating all this, looked
critically at Elfride.
“Does not such a luxuriant head of hair exhaust itself and get thin as
the years go on from eighteen to eight-and-twenty?” he asked at length.
“Oh no!” she said quickly, with a visible disinclination to harbour
such a thought, which came upon her with an unpleasantness whose force
it would be difficult for men to understand. She added afterwards, with
smouldering uneasiness, “Do you really think that a great abundance of
hair is more likely to get thin than a moderate quantity?”
“Yes, I really do. I believe—am almost sure, in fact—that if statistics
could be obtained on the subject, you would find the persons with thin
hair were those who had a superabundance originally, and that those who
start with a moderate quantity retain it without much loss.”
Elfride’s troubles sat upon her face as well as in her heart. Perhaps
to a woman it is almost as dreadful to think of losing her beauty as of
losing her reputation. At any rate, she looked quite as gloomy as she
had looked at any minute that day.
“You shouldn’t be so troubled about a mere personal adornment,” said
Knight, with some of the severity of tone that had been customary
before she had beguiled him into softness.
“I think it is a woman’s duty to be as beautiful as she can. If I were
a scholar, I would give you chapter and verse for it from one of your
own Latin authors. I know there is such a passage, for papa has alluded
to it.”
‘“Munditiae, et ornatus, et cultus,’ &c.—is that it? A passage in Livy
which is no defence at all.”
“No, it is not that.”
“Never mind, then; for I have a reason for not taking up my old cudgels
against you, Elfie. Can you guess what the reason is?”
“No; but I am glad to hear it,” she said thankfully. “For it is
dreadful when you talk so. For whatever dreadful name the weakness may
deserve, I must candidly own that I am terrified to think my hair may
ever get thin.”
“Of course; a sensible woman would rather lose her wits than her
beauty.”
“I don’t care if you do say satire and judge me cruelly. I know my hair
is beautiful; everybody says so.”
“Why, my dear Miss Swancourt,” he tenderly replied, “I have not said
anything against it. But you know what is said about handsome being and
handsome doing.”
“Poor Miss Handsome-does cuts but a sorry figure beside Miss
Handsome-is in every man’s eyes, your own not excepted, Mr. Knight,
though it pleases you to throw off so,” said Elfride saucily. And
lowering her voice: “You ought not to have taken so much trouble to
save me from falling over the cliff, for you don’t think mine a life
worth much trouble evidently.”
“Perhaps you think mine was not worth yours.”
“It was worth anybody’s!”
Her hand was plashing in the little waterfall, and her eyes were bent
the same way.
“You talk about my severity with you, Elfride. You are unkind to me,
you know.”
“How?” she asked, looking up from her idle occupation.
“After my taking trouble to get jewellery to please you, you wouldn’t
accept it.”
“Perhaps I would now; perhaps I want to.”
“Do!” said Knight.
And the packet was withdrawn from his pocket and presented the third
time. Elfride took it with delight. The obstacle was rent in twain, and
the significant gift was hers.
“I’ll take out these ugly ones at once,” she exclaimed, “and I’ll wear
yours—shall I?”
“I should be gratified.”
Now, though it may seem unlikely, considering how far the two had gone
in converse, Knight had never yet ventured to kiss Elfride. Far slower
was he than Stephen Smith in matters like that. The utmost advance he
had made in such demonstrations had been to the degree witnessed by
Stephen in the summer-house. So Elfride’s cheek being still forbidden
fruit to him, he said impulsively.
“Elfie, I should like to touch that seductive ear of yours. Those are
my gifts; so let me dress you in them.”
She hesitated with a stimulating hesitation.
“Let me put just one in its place, then?”
Her face grew much warmer.
“I don’t think it would be quite the usual or proper course,” she said,
suddenly turning and resuming her operation of plashing in the
miniature cataract.
The stillness of things was disturbed by a bird coming to the streamlet
to drink. After watching him dip his bill, sprinkle himself, and fly
into a tree, Knight replied, with the courteous brusqueness she so much
liked to hear—
“Elfride, now you may as well be fair. You would mind my doing it but
little, I think; so give me leave, do.”
“I will be fair, then,” she said confidingly, and looking him full in
the face. It was a particular pleasure to her to be able to do a little
honesty without fear. “I should not mind your doing so—I should like
such an attention. My thought was, would it be right to let you?”
“Then I will!” he rejoined, with that singular earnestness about a
small matter—in the eyes of a ladies’ man but a momentary peg for
flirtation or jest—which is only found in deep natures who have been
wholly unused to toying with womankind, and which, from its
unwontedness, is in itself a tribute the most precious that can be
rendered, and homage the most exquisite to be received.
“And you shall,” she whispered, without reserve, and no longer mistress
of the ceremonies. And then Elfride inclined herself towards him,
thrust back her hair, and poised her head sideways. In doing this her
arm and shoulder necessarily rested against his breast.
At the touch, the sensation of both seemed to be concentrated at the
point of contact. All the time he was performing the delicate manoeuvre
Knight trembled like a young surgeon in his first operation.
“Now the other,” said Knight in a whisper.
“No, no.”
“Why not?”
“I don’t know exactly.”
“You must know.”
“Your touch agitates me so. Let us go home.”
“Don’t say that, Elfride. What is it, after all? A mere nothing. Now
turn round, dearest.”
She was powerless to disobey, and turned forthwith; and then, without
any defined intention in either’s mind, his face and hers drew closer
together; and he supported her there, and kissed her.
Knight was at once the most ardent and the coolest man alive. When his
emotions slumbered he appeared almost phlegmatic; when they were moved
he was no less than passionate. And now, without having quite intended
an early marriage, he put the question plainly. It came with all the
ardour which was the accumulation of long years behind a natural
reserve.
“Elfride, when shall we be married?”
The words were sweet to her; but there was a bitter in the sweet. These
newly-overt acts of his, which had culminated in this plain question,
coming on the very day of Mrs. Jethway’s blasting reproaches, painted
distinctly her fickleness as an enormity. Loving him in secret had not
seemed such thorough-going inconstancy as the same love recognized and
acted upon in the face of threats. Her distraction was interpreted by
him at her side as the outward signs of an unwonted experience.
“I don’t press you for an answer now, darling,” he said, seeing she was
not likely to give a lucid reply. “Take your time.”
Knight was as honourable a man as was ever loved and deluded by woman.
It may be said that his blindness in love proved the point, for
shrewdness in love usually goes with meanness in general. Once the
passion had mastered him, the intellect had gone for naught. Knight, as
a lover, was more single-minded and far simpler than his friend
Stephen, who in other capacities was shallow beside him.
Without saying more on the subject of their marriage, Knight held her
at arm’s length, as if she had been a large bouquet, and looked at her
with critical affection.
“Does your pretty gift become me?” she inquired, with tears of
excitement on the fringes of her eyes.
“Undoubtedly, perfectly!” said her lover, adopting a lighter tone to
put her at her ease. “Ah, you should see them; you look shinier than
ever. Fancy that I have been able to improve you!”
“Am I really so nice? I am glad for your sake. I wish I could see
myself.”
“You can’t. You must wait till we get home.”
“I shall never be able,” she said, laughing. “Look: here’s a way.”
“So there is. Well done, woman’s wit!”
“Hold me steady!”
“Oh yes.”
“And don’t let me fall, will you?”
“By no means.”
Below their seat the thread of water paused to spread out into a smooth
small pool. Knight supported her whilst she knelt down and leant over
it.
“I can see myself. Really, try as religiously as I will, I cannot help
admiring my appearance in them.”
“Doubtless. How can you be so fond of finery? I believe you are
corrupting me into a taste for it. I used to hate every such thing
before I knew you.”
“I like ornaments, because I want people to admire what you possess,
and envy you, and say, ‘I wish I was he.’”
“I suppose I ought not to object after that. And how much longer are
you going to look in there at yourself?”
“Until you are tired of holding me? Oh, I want to ask you something.”
And she turned round. “Now tell truly, won’t you? What colour of hair
do you like best now?”
Knight did not answer at the moment.
“Say light, do!” she whispered coaxingly. “Don’t say dark, as you did
that time.”
“Light-brown, then. Exactly the colour of my sweetheart’s.”
“Really?” said Elfride, enjoying as truth what she knew to be flattery.
“Yes.”
“And blue eyes, too, not hazel? Say yes, say yes!”
“One recantation is enough for to-day.”
“No, no.”
“Very well, blue eyes.” And Knight laughed, and drew her close and
kissed her the second time, which operations he performed with the
carefulness of a fruiterer touching a bunch of grapes so as not to
disturb their bloom.
Elfride objected to a second, and flung away her face, the movement
causing a slight disarrangement of hat and hair. Hardly thinking what
she said in the trepidation of the moment, she exclaimed, clapping her
hand to her ear—
“Ah, we must be careful! I lost the other earring doing like this.”
No sooner did she realise the significant words than a troubled look
passed across her face, and she shut her lips as if to keep them back.
“Doing like what?” said Knight, perplexed.
“Oh, sitting down out of doors,” she replied hastily.
Chapter XXIX
“Care, thou canker.”
It is an evening at the beginning of October, and the mellowest of
autumn sunsets irradiates London, even to its uttermost eastern end.