Addie's Husband; or, Through clouds to sunshine
the honeymoon.
"Be a man, be a man, Everard!" he urges vehemently. "Show her and
him of what stuff you are made. Why in the world should you go and
leave your place in the middle of the hunting-season and wander over
the world, bellowing your woes and labeling yourself a jilted man,
an object of pity and derision to the whole county? Stay and face
them--stay and face them, my boy."
"I'll try--I'll try, by Jove, I will!" he answers, fervently wringing
his friend's hand. "I say, Armstrong, do you know, you're a thundering
good fellow, you are. And you'll come and look me up sometimes at Broom
Hill if I screw up my courage to stay, won't you? There's a bond of
union between us, you know. I'm in as bad a boat as you, any day, say
what you like. But--but there's justice and mercy somewhere, isn't
there, old fellow--if we believe what the parsons tell us--eh?"
"I hope so," says Armstrong, a little wearily. "Good-night!"
CHAPTER XXVII.
Everard does not go abroad. He hears the cheers of the tenantry
assembled to greet the bride and bridegroom as they sweep past his gate
to the park, and scarcely winces. He hunts almost daily, and appears in
society just as usual; but he does not meet Lady Saunderson, half to
his relief, half to his disappointment, for the county has decreed that
for some time at least her ladyship is to reside in Coventry.
Her escapade has followed that of her sister too quickly for even the
most forward sycophant to overlook it; and so day after day the bride
sits waiting in her beautiful drawing-room for the visitors that do not
come, vowing vengeance silently, determined to give back slight for
slight, snub for snub, while her husband, scowling, wanders through
the still stately house to which he is for a few weeks confined with a
sharp attack of rheumatism.
The officers of the Kelvick garrison give a large ball toward the
middle of February, to which every one is invited. Everard dutifully
puts in an appearance, though he is half dead with fatigue after a
heavy day's hunting. He throws himself into an easy-chair in a cool
corner behind a curtain, and is just dropping into a pleasant slumber,
when one of his hosts, who has but lately joined the garrison, awakes
him with a vehement nudge.
"I say, Everard, you know every one here; tell me who is that girl
coming in at the door with the big yellow man? By Jove, she is a
stunner! Who is she--eh, eh?"
Everard turns languidly, and then the blood rushes to his face, for
within half a dozen yards of him stands Pauline, her dusky head erect,
looking at him with eyes lustrous, calm, superbly indifferent--a look
that seems to say, "Forgive me, if you like. Come to my side again. I
do not want you; but I will not repel you. Come!"
He stands rooted to the spot as she passes him by, her dress brushing
his knees. Her lovely face softens for a moment; she smiles half sadly,
half contemptuously, as she whispers--
"Not a word, Jack? Well, perhaps you are right. Do not wear the willow,
though; I am not worth it."
"Who is she--eh, Everard? Can't you speak?"
"Oh, she is a--a Lady Saunderson! I say, Archer, introduce me to that
girl in pink over there, will you? Jolly-looking girl!"
His fatigue forgotten, unfelt, Everard is soon whirling quickly round
the room, whispering nonsense into his partner's ear, but feeling
everywhere, though he looks not directly at her again, the cold
beautiful face of the woman he loves, watching him, reading the tempest
of his mind.
"Very good--very good indeed, Jack; but take care not to overdo it.
Take your pleasure a little more languidly; it will be much more
effective," says Miss Wynyard, laying her hand encouragingly on her
cousin's shoulder.
"Have you spoken to her, Florry?" he asks eagerly.
"No, I have only bowed and half smiled; but in a month or two," says
Miss Wynyard frankly, "I guess our hands will meet in amity. You won't
mind, will you, Jack? But you know the principle of my life has always
been to make friends with the mammon of iniquity; and it is a principle
that I have found to pay in the long run. How well she is looking, and
how grandly she carries it off, doesn't she? I always knew there was a
spice of the fiend in Pauline Lefroy. Do you know, Jack, I rather pity
Sir Arthur, ill-conditioned animal that he is. He must have loved her
to--"
"Loved her! Pshaw! He never meant to marry her from the beginning; he
actually said so one day at the club to a fellow I know; and it was
only when he found I was in possession that he appeared on the scene
and took to dogging her again."
"Well, never mind, Jack; you have come out of the business capitally,
with a dignity and a reserve that quite astonished me."
"Oh," says Everard candidly, "I wear well before the world! But I don't
mind telling you, Flo, that I was pretty well bowled over at first,
raved like the victim of a melodrama, wanted to pursue the guilty pair,
brain the bridegroom, _et cætera_. Fortunately a friend of sterner
stuff than I am, who had also been tried by the fire, steadied me in
time, and made me acknowledge that there is not a woman living worth
the sigh of an honest man; and so I dried up."
"Not a woman living?" repeats Miss Wynyard, with an earnestness very
foreign to that young person's tone in a ball-room or elsewhere.
"Stuff, Jack, stuff! Loose statements of that kind do not patent your
good sense or your cure, let me tell you. You were born of a woman,
were you not--a woman whom, as well as I can remember, you loved,
reverenced, and mourned--"
"Shut up, Flo," he says roughly, his face flushing; "I won't stand
preaching from you! As if--as if I would compare my mother--"
"That's just the point, dear boy, I wish to lead you to. The memory
of your mother ought to save you from falling into the deep cant, the
twopenny cynicism of the jilted man who labels every woman worthless
because he happens to be ill-used by an ambitious flirt. No, all women
are not worthless; and there are many in the world too good for you,
Jack--ay, too good for men ten times better than you. I know of one who
once loved a man--Jack, are you listening? I am going to tell you a
most interesting story."
He turns listlessly.
"Ay, Flo? A woman you once knew of, who loved a man. And what was her
history?"
"'A blank, my lord; she never told her love,
But let concealment, like a worm i' the bud.
Feed on her damask cheek.'"
"More fool she! Was he well off?"
"But, being a little lady," continues Flo, needless of the
interruption, "as proud, shy, sensitive, as she was loving, she did
not, Viola-wise, sit, like Patience on a monument, smiling at grief,
but moved among her fellow-men with placid unconcern and a heart-whole
surface, did her duties bravely, took her pleasures as gayly as any
other girl of her age, and even trained herself to smile in the face
of the man she loved when the dolt was chanting the praises of another
woman. Her mother even did not know her secret."
"And yet she confided in you! You must have a fund of sympathy in
reserve somewhere, Flo, that I could never reach."
"She never confided in me. I found it out in an unguarded moment, when
she believed herself alone. The man had been twisting a bit of scented
weed around his finger, and, when he left her, carelessly threw it into
her lap; then she--"
"Glued it to her quivering lips, watered its limpness with her tears,
_et cætera_. A very piteous tale! Flo, the question is, Was the man
worth such a Spartan struggle? What was he like? Had he twelve thousand
a year?"
"The man?" she repeats carelessly. "Oh, well, he wouldn't have caused
me a heart-ache! He was much like other men, commonplace, selfish, yet
good-natured in the main, young, fairly good-looking, and worth about
three thousand a year. You know him better than I."
"Do I?"--stifling a yawn.
"Yes, for that man's father is your father's son."
"Let me see. Sisters and brother I have none, but that man's father
is my father's son. That's a disputed problem, Flo; it disturbed the
intellects of the Royal Nutshire for three hours at mess. The real
answer is 'My son,' you know."
"You have no son, I believe."
"Then the solution is myself--eh? You mean to intimate that I am the
hero of this touching minor tale. Who is Viola, pray?
"Find out."
"Not I," he says, with a short laugh. "I don't believe in her
existence. Come along, Flo; we're missing a capital waltz."
They revolve in silence. When the music ceases, he leads her to a
retired corner of the refreshment-room, and, while they are sipping
ices, he says, with a sneaky tone of would-be indifference--
"Well, you might as well tell me who she is, Flo."
"Who is who?" she asks, turning her head aside to hide her triumphant
smile. "Oh, Viola! What is the good of telling you anything about her
if you believe she is a myth?"
"I should have the opportunity of proving the truth of your flattering
tale."
"But why should I betray the secret she has guarded so gallantly? It is
very mean and unmanly of you to try to worm it out of me, Jack."
"Why did you tell me anything about it? I gave you no opening for the
anecdote," he says rather warmly.
"I told you, old boy," Miss Flo replies, laying her hand with a
sisterly gesture on his shoulder, "because I like you and--and
wish to do you good. I fancied that the contemplation of another's
disappointment might alleviate yours, and perhaps distract your mind
from--from other people," she winds up rather lamely.
"I see--I see. You're a good girl, Flo--thanks, thanks, my dear--but
you must have thought me a precious fool to accept a legend of the
kind as gospel, to fancy any woman nourishing a hopeless passion for
a commonplace, selfish, soft-headed simpleton with an income of only
three thousand a year!"
"Believe it or not as you like," she answers hotly. "What I tell you is
true and the girl is here in this room--not a dozen yards from us."
He looks eagerly to right and left, and shrugs his shoulder impatiently.
"There are about forty smiling virgins within a dozen yards of me. How
am I to pick out the stricken one? As you have gone so far, Florrie,"
he whispers coaxingly, "you might as well commit yourself altogether."
"Well, Jack," she answers, with well-feigned reluctance, "whatever your
faults may be, you are a gentleman, and--and, if I do you'll take no
advantage, or betray--"
"Of course not. What do you take me for?"
"The girl is Cicely Deane."
"Cicely Deane!" he echoes, with an incredulous laugh. "Well, Flo, I
think you might have made a better shot than that. Cicely Deane! Why,
she looks on me as a sort of elder brother! I've known her since she
was a baby. It's too preposterous, you know. Why, I should rather
suspect you, _ma belle_, of falling in love with--with me than that
self-possessed, cold-blooded little saint, the legitimate prey of the
Church!"
"The Church has not had much success as yet. Last week she refused the
Honorable and Reverend Basil Wendrop, Lord Hareford's second son, a
divine with the profile of an Antoninus and the tongue of a Chrysostom;
her parents are in despair about it. Ah, there is my partner at the
door looking for me--Major Newton! I want you to look at him rather
particularly, Jack, because I'm half contemplating matrimony with that
lucky individual."
"Newton? O, I know him well! He's a very good fellow--just returned
from India, has he not?"
"Yes; he has been away six years. He turned up the other day and calmly
informed me that I had solemnly promised long ago to marry him if he
could make a certain competence--a most ridiculous sum! I don't think
I could have mentioned it, even in the school-room. Seven thousand
pounds--absurd, you know! I don't remember the circumstance--in fact, I