Bleak House
unworthy woman on whom you have wasted a most generous
devotion—who avoids you only with a deeper shame than
that with which she hurries from herself—and who writes
this last adieu.
She veils and dresses quickly, leaves all her jewels and her money,
listens, goes downstairs at a moment when the hall is empty, opens
and shuts the great door, flutters away in the shrill frosty wind.
CHAPTER LVI
Pursuit
Impassive, as behoves its high breeding, the Dedlock town house
stares at the other houses in the street of dismal grandeur and gives
no outward sign of anything going wrong within. Carriages rattle,
doors are battered at, the world exchanges calls; ancient charmers
with skeleton throats, and peachy cheeks that have a rather ghastly
bloom upon them seen by daylight, when indeed these fascinating
creatures look like Death and the Lady fused together, dazzle the
eyes of men. Forth from the frigid mews come easily swinging
carriages guided by short-legged coachmen in flaxen wigs, deep sunk
into downy hammercloths, and up behind mount luscious Mercuries
bearing sticks of state and wearing cocked hats broadwise, a
spectacle for the angels.
The Dedlock town house changes not externally, and hours pass before
its exalted dullness is disturbed within. But Volumnia the fair,
being subject to the prevalent complaint of boredom and finding that
disorder attacking her spirits with some virulence, ventures at
length to repair to the library for change of scene. Her gentle
tapping at the door producing no response, she opens it and peeps in;
seeing no one there, takes possession.
The sprightly Dedlock is reputed, in that grass-grown city of the
ancients, Bath, to be stimulated by an urgent curiosity which impels
her on all convenient and inconvenient occasions to sidle about with
a golden glass at her eye, peering into objects of every description.
Certain it is that she avails herself of the present opportunity of
hovering over her kinsman’s letters and papers like a bird, taking a
short peck at this document and a blink with her head on one side at
that document, and hopping about from table to table with her glass
at her eye in an inquisitive and restless manner. In the course of
these researches she stumbles over something, and turning her glass
in that direction, sees her kinsman lying on the ground like a felled
tree.
Volumnia’s pet little scream acquires a considerable augmentation of
reality from this surprise, and the house is quickly in commotion.
Servants tear up and down stairs, bells are violently rung, doctors
are sent for, and Lady Dedlock is sought in all directions, but not
found. Nobody has seen or heard her since she last rang her bell. Her
letter to Sir Leicester is discovered on her table, but it is
doubtful yet whether he has not received another missive from another
world requiring to be personally answered, and all the living
languages, and all the dead, are as one to him.
They lay him down upon his bed, and chafe, and rub, and fan, and put
ice to his head, and try every means of restoration. Howbeit, the day
has ebbed away, and it is night in his room before his stertorous
breathing lulls or his fixed eyes show any consciousness of the
candle that is occasionally passed before them. But when this change
begins, it goes on; and by and by he nods or moves his eyes or even
his hand in token that he hears and comprehends.
He fell down, this morning, a handsome stately gentleman, somewhat
infirm, but of a fine presence, and with a well-filled face. He lies
upon his bed, an aged man with sunken cheeks, the decrepit shadow of
himself. His voice was rich and mellow and he had so long been
thoroughly persuaded of the weight and import to mankind of any word
he said that his words really had come to sound as if there were
something in them. But now he can only whisper, and what he whispers
sounds like what it is—mere jumble and jargon.
His favourite and faithful housekeeper stands at his bedside. It is
the first act he notices, and he clearly derives pleasure from it.
After vainly trying to make himself understood in speech, he makes
signs for a pencil. So inexpressively that they cannot at first
understand him; it is his old housekeeper who makes out what he wants
and brings in a slate.
After pausing for some time, he slowly scrawls upon it in a hand that
is not his, “Chesney Wold?”
No, she tells him; he is in London. He was taken ill in the library
this morning. Right thankful she is that she happened to come to
London and is able to attend upon him.
“It is not an illness of any serious consequence, Sir Leicester. You
will be much better to-morrow, Sir Leicester. All the gentlemen say
so.” This, with the tears coursing down her fair old face.
After making a survey of the room and looking with particular
attention all round the bed where the doctors stand, he writes, “My
Lady.”
“My Lady went out, Sir Leicester, before you were taken ill, and
don’t know of your illness yet.”
He points again, in great agitation, at the two words. They all try
to quiet him, but he points again with increased agitation. On their
looking at one another, not knowing what to say, he takes the slate
once more and writes “My Lady. For God’s sake, where?” And makes an
imploring moan.
It is thought better that his old housekeeper should give him Lady
Dedlock’s letter, the contents of which no one knows or can surmise.
She opens it for him and puts it out for his perusal. Having read it
twice by a great effort, he turns it down so that it shall not be
seen and lies moaning. He passes into a kind of relapse or into a
swoon, and it is an hour before he opens his eyes, reclining on his
faithful and attached old servant’s arm. The doctors know that he is
best with her, and when not actively engaged about him, stand aloof.
The slate comes into requisition again, but the word he wants to
write he cannot remember. His anxiety, his eagerness, and affliction
at this pass are pitiable to behold. It seems as if he must go mad in
the necessity he feels for haste and the inability under which he
labours of expressing to do what or to fetch whom. He has written the
letter B, and there stopped. Of a sudden, in the height of his
misery, he puts Mr. before it. The old housekeeper suggests Bucket.
Thank heaven! That’s his meaning.
Mr. Bucket is found to be downstairs, by appointment. Shall he come
up?
There is no possibility of misconstruing Sir Leicester’s burning wish
to see him or the desire he signifies to have the room cleared of
every one but the housekeeper. It is speedily done, and Mr. Bucket
appears. Of all men upon earth, Sir Leicester seems fallen from his
high estate to place his sole trust and reliance upon this man.
“Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet, I’m sorry to see you like this. I
hope you’ll cheer up. I’m sure you will, on account of the family
credit.”
Sir Leicester puts her letter in his hands and looks intently in his
face while he reads it. A new intelligence comes into Mr. Bucket’s
eye as he reads on; with one hook of his finger, while that eye is
still glancing over the words, he indicates, “Sir Leicester Dedlock,
Baronet, I understand you.”
Sir Leicester writes upon the slate. “Full forgiveness. Find—” Mr.
Bucket stops his hand.
“Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet, I’ll find her. But my search after
her must be begun out of hand. Not a minute must be lost.”
With the quickness of thought, he follows Sir Leicester Dedlock’s
look towards a little box upon a table.
“Bring it here, Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet? Certainly. Open it
with one of these here keys? Certainly. The littlest key? TO be sure.
Take the notes out? So I will. Count ’em? That’s soon done. Twenty
and thirty’s fifty, and twenty’s seventy, and fifty’s one twenty, and
forty’s one sixty. Take ’em for expenses? That I’ll do, and render an
account of course. Don’t spare money? No I won’t.”
The velocity and certainty of Mr. Bucket’s interpretation on all
these heads is little short of miraculous. Mrs. Rouncewell, who holds
the light, is giddy with the swiftness of his eyes and hands as he
starts up, furnished for his journey.
“You’re George’s mother, old lady; that’s about what you are, I
believe?” says Mr. Bucket aside, with his hat already on and
buttoning his coat.
“Yes, sir, I am his distressed mother.”
“So I thought, according to what he mentioned to me just now. Well,
then, I’ll tell you something. You needn’t be distressed no more.
Your son’s all right. Now, don’t you begin a-crying, because what
you’ve got to do is to take care of Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet,
and you won’t do that by crying. As to your son, he’s all right, I
tell you; and he sends his loving duty, and hoping you’re the same.
He’s discharged honourable; that’s about what HE is; with no more
imputation on his character than there is on yours, and yours is a
tidy one, I’LL bet a pound. You may trust me, for I took your son. He
conducted himself in a game way, too, on that occasion; and he’s a
fine-made man, and you’re a fine-made old lady, and you’re a mother
and son, the pair of you, as might be showed for models in a caravan.
Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet, what you’ve trusted to me I’ll go
through with. Don’t you be afraid of my turning out of my way, right
or left, or taking a sleep, or a wash, or a shave till I have found
what I go in search of. Say everything as is kind and forgiving on
your part? Sir Leicester Dedlock, Baronet, I will. And I wish you
better, and these family affairs smoothed over—as, Lord, many other
family affairs equally has been, and equally will be, to the end of
time.”
With this peroration, Mr. Bucket, buttoned up, goes quietly out,
looking steadily before him as if he were already piercing the night
in quest of the fugitive.
His first step is to take himself to Lady Dedlock’s rooms and look
all over them for any trifling indication that may help him. The
rooms are in darkness now; and to see Mr. Bucket with a wax-light in
his hand, holding it above his head and taking a sharp mental
inventory of the many delicate objects so curiously at variance with
himself, would be to see a sight—which nobody DOES see, as he is
particular to lock himself in.
“A spicy boudoir, this,” says Mr. Bucket, who feels in a manner
furbished up in his French by the blow of the morning. “Must have
cost a sight of money. Rum articles to cut away from, these; she must
have been hard put to it!”
Opening and shutting table-drawers and looking into caskets and
jewel-cases, he sees the reflection of himself in various mirrors,
and moralizes thereon.
“One might suppose I was a-moving in the fashionable circles and
getting myself up for Almack’s,” says Mr. Bucket. “I begin to think I
must be a swell in the Guards without knowing it.”
Ever looking about, he has opened a dainty little chest in an inner
drawer. His great hand, turning over some gloves which it can
scarcely feel, they are so light and soft within it, comes upon a
white handkerchief.
“Hum! Let’s have a look at YOU,” says Mr. Bucket, putting down the
light. “What should YOU be kept by yourself for? What’s YOUR motive?
Are you her ladyship’s property, or somebody else’s? You’ve got a
mark upon you somewheres or another, I suppose?”
He finds it as he speaks, “Esther Summerson.”
“Oh!” says Mr. Bucket, pausing, with his finger at his ear. “Come,
I’ll take YOU.”
He completes his observations as quietly and carefully as he has
carried them on, leaves everything else precisely as he found it,
glides away after some five minutes in all, and passes into the
street. With a glance upward at the dimly lighted windows of Sir
Leicester’s room, he sets off, full-swing, to the nearest