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Emily of New Moon

L. M. Montgomery

singing in the trees, and drifted into sleep wishing intensely that she could solve the dark old mystery and dissolve its legend of shame and bitterness. Emily went rather languidly upstairs to the lookout. She meant to write some more of her story, _The Ghost of the Well_, wherein she was weaving the old legend of the well in the Lee field; but somehow interest was lacking; she put the manuscript back into the mantel cupboard; she read over a letter from Dean Priest which had come that day, one of his fat, jolly, whimsical, delightful letters wherein he had told her that he was coming to stay a month with his sister at Blair Water. She wondered why this announcement did not excite her more. She was tired--her head was aching. Emily couldn’t remember ever having had a headache before. Since she could not write she decided to lie down and be _Lady Trevanion_ for awhile. Emily was _Lady Trevanion_ very often that summer, in one of the dream lives she had begun to build up for herself. _Lady Trevanion_ was the wife of an English earl and, besides being a famous novelist, was a member of the British House of Commons--where she always appeared in black velvet with a stately coronet of pearls on her dark hair. She was the only woman in the House and, as this was before the days of the suffragettes, she had to endure many sneers and innuendoes and insults from the ungallant males around her. Emily’s favourite dream scene was where she rose to make her first speech--a wonderfully thrilling event. As Emily found it difficult to do justice to the scene in any ideas of her own, she always fell back on “Pitt’s reply to Walpole,” which she had found in her _Royal Reader_, and declaimed it, with suitable variations. The insolent speaker who had provoked _Lady Trevanion_ into speech had sneered at her as a _woman_, and _Lady Trevanion_, a magnificent creature in her velvet and pearls, rose to her feet, amid hushed and dramatic silence, and said, “The atrocious crime of being a _woman_ which the honourable member has, with such spirit and decency, charged upon me, I shall attempt neither to palliate nor deny, but shall content myself with wishing that I may be one of those whose follies cease with their _sex_ and _not_ one of that number who are ignorant in spite of _manhood_ and experience.” (Here she was always interrupted by thunders of applause.) But the savour was entirely lacking in this scene today and by the time Emily had reached the line, “But _womanhood_, Sir, is not my only crime”--she gave up in disgust and fell to worrying over Ilse’s mother again, mixed up with some uneasy speculations regarding the climax of her story about the ghost of the well, mingled with her unpleasant physical sensations. Her eyes hurt her when she moved them. She was chilly, although the July day was hot. She was still lying there when Aunt Elizabeth came up to ask why she hadn’t gone to bring the cows home from the pasture. “I--I didn’t know it was so late,” said Emily confusedly. “I--my head aches, Aunt Elizabeth.” Aunt Elizabeth rolled up the white cotton blind and looked at Emily. She noted her flushed face--she felt her pulse. Then she bade her shortly to stay where she was, went down, and sent Perry for Dr. Burnley. “Probably she’s got the measles,” said the doctor as gruffly as usual. Emily was not yet sick enough to be gentle over. “There’s an outbreak of them at Derry Pond. Has she had any chance to catch them?” “Jimmy Joe Belle’s two children were here one afternoon about ten days ago. She played with them--she’s always playing round with people she’s no business to associate with. I haven’t heard that they were or have been sick though.” Jimmy Joe Belle, when asked plainly, confessed that his “young ones” had come out with measles the very day after they had been at New Moon. There was therefore not much doubt as to Emily’s malady. “It’s a bad kind of measles apparently,” the doctor said. “Quite a number of the Derry Pond children have died of it. Mostly French though--the kids would be out of bed when they had no business to be and caught cold. I don’t think you need worry about Emily. She might as well have measles and be done with it. Keep her warm and keep the room dark. I’ll run over in the morning.” For three or four days nobody was much alarmed. Measles was a disease everybody had to have. Aunt Elizabeth looked after Emily well and slept on a sofa which had been moved into the lookout. She even left the window open at night. In spite of this--perhaps Aunt Elizabeth thought because of it--Emily grew steadily sicker, and on the fifth day a sharp change for the worse took place. Her fever went up rapidly, delirium set in; Dr. Burnley came, looked anxious, scowled, changed the medicine. “I’m sent for to a bad case of pneumonia at White Cross,” he said, “and I have to go to Charlottetown in the morning to be present at Mrs. Jackwell’s operation. I promised her I would go. I’ll be back in the evening. Emily is very restless--that high-strung system of hers is evidently very sensitive to fever. What’s that nonsense she’s talking about the Wind Woman?” “Oh, I don’t know,” said Aunt Elizabeth worriedly. “She’s always talking nonsense like that, even when she’s well. Allan, tell me plainly--is there any danger?” “There’s always danger in this type of measles. I don’t like these symptoms--the eruption should be out by now and there’s no sign of it. Her fever is very high--but I don’t think we need be alarmed yet. If I thought otherwise I wouldn’t go to town. Keep her as quiet as possible--humour her whims if you can--I don’t like that mental disturbance. She looks terribly distressed--seems to be worrying over something. Has she had anything on her mind of late?” “Not that I know of,” said Aunt Elizabeth. She had a sudden bitter realisation that she really did not know much about the child’s mind. Emily would never have come to her with any of her little troubles and worries. “Emily, what is bothering you?” asked Dr. Burnley softly--very softly. He took the hot, tossing, little hand gently, oh, so gently, in his big one. Emily looked up with wild, fever-bright eyes. “She couldn’t have done it--she _couldn’t_ have done it.” “Of course she couldn’t,” said the doctor cheerily. “Don’t worry--she didn’t do it.” His eyes telegraphed, “What does she mean?” to Elizabeth, but Elizabeth shook her head. “Who are you talking about--dear?” she asked Emily. It was the first time she had called Emily “dear.” But Emily was off on another tack. The well in Mr. Lee’s field was open, she declared. Someone would be sure to fall into it. Why didn’t Mr. Lee shut it up? Dr. Burnley left Aunt Elizabeth trying to reassure Emily on that point and hurried away to White Cross. At the door he nearly fell over Perry who was curled up on the sandstone slab, hugging his sunburned legs desperately. “How is Emily?” he demanded, grasping the skirt of the doctor’s coat. “Don’t bother me--I’m in a hurry,” growled the doctor. “You tell me how Emily is or I’ll hang on to your coat till the seams go,” said Perry stubbornly. “I can’t get one word of sense out of them old maids. _You_ tell me.” “She’s a sick child but I’m not seriously alarmed about her yet.” The doctor gave his coat another tug--but Perry held on for a last word. “You’ve _got_ to cure her,” he said. “If anything happens to Emily I’ll drown myself in the pond--mind that.” He let go so suddenly that Dr. Burnley nearly went headlong on the ground. Then Perry curled up on the doorstep again. He watched there until Laura and Cousin Jimmy had gone to bed and then he sneaked through the house and sat on the stairs, where he could hear any sound in Emily’s room. He sat there all night, with his fists clenched, as if keeping guard against an unseen foe. Elizabeth Murray watched by Emily until two o’clock, and then Laura took her place. “She has raved a great deal,” said Aunt Elizabeth. “I wish I knew what is worrying her--there _is_ something, I feel sure. It isn’t all mere delirium. She keeps repeating ‘She couldn’t have done it’ in such imploring tones. I wonder oh, Laura, you remember the time I read her letters? Do you think she means me?” Laura shook her head. She had never seen Elizabeth so moved. “If the child--doesn’t get--better--” said Aunt Elizabeth. She said no more but went quickly out of the room. Laura sat down by the bed. She was pale and drawn with her own worry and fatigue--for she had not been able to sleep. She loved Emily as her own child and the awful dread that had possessed her heart would not lift for an instant. She sat there and prayed mutely. Emily fell into a troubled slumber which lasted until the grey dawn crept into the lookout. Then she opened her eyes and looked at Aunt Laura--looked through her--looked beyond her. “I see her coming over the fields,” she said in a high, clear voice. “She is coming so gladly--she is singing--she is thinking of her baby--oh, keep her back--keep her back--she doesn’t see the well--it’s so dark she doesn’t see it--oh, she’s gone into it--she’s gone into it!” Emily’s voice rose in a piercing shriek which penetrated to Aunt Elizabeth’s room and brought her flying across the hall in her flannel nightgown. “What is wrong, Laura?” she gasped. Laura was trying to soothe Emily, who was struggling to sit up in bed. Her cheeks were crimson and her eyes had still the same far, wild look. “Emily--Emily, darling, you’ve just had a bad dream. The old Lee well isn’t open--nobody has fallen into it.” “Yes, somebody has,” said Emily shrilly. “_She_ has--I saw her--I saw her--with the ace of hearts on her forehead. Do you think I don’t know her?” She fell back on her pillow, moaned, and tossed the hands which Laura Murray had loosened in her surprise. The two ladies of New Moon looked at each other across her bed in dismay--and something like terror. “Who did you see, Emily?” asked Aunt Elizabeth. “Ilse’s mother--of course. I always knew she didn’t do that dreadful thing. She fell into the old well--she’s there now--go--go and get her out, Aunt Laura. _Please._” “Yes--yes, of course we’ll get her out, darling,” said Aunt Laura, soothingly. Emily sat up in bed and looked at Aunt Laura again. This time she did not look through her--she looked into her. Laura Murray felt that those burning eyes read her soul. “You are lying to me,” cried Emily. “You don’t mean to try to get her out. You are only saying it to put me off. Aunt Elizabeth,” she suddenly turned and caught Aunt Elizabeth’s hand, “you’ll do it for me, won’t you? You’ll go and get her out of the old well, won’t you?” Elizabeth remembered that Dr. Burnley had said that Emily’s whims must be humoured. She was terrified by the child’s condition. “Yes, I’ll get her out if she is in there,” she said. Emily released her hand and sank down. The wild glare left her eyes. A great sudden calm fell over her anguished little face. “I know _you’ll_ keep your word,” she said. “You are very hard--but _you_ never lie, Aunt Elizabeth.” Elizabeth Murray went back to her own room and dressed herself with her shaking fingers. A little later, when Emily had fallen into a quiet sleep, Laura went down stairs and heard Elizabeth giving Cousin Jimmy some orders in the kitchen. “Elizabeth, you don’t really mean to have that old well searched?” “I do,” said Elizabeth resolutely. “I know it’s nonsense as well as you do. But I had to promise it to quiet her down--and I’ll keep my promise. You heard what she said--she believed I wouldn’t lie to her. Nor will I. Jimmy, you will go over to James Lee’s after breakfast and ask him to come here.” “How has she heard the story?” said Laura.