Forest Days: A Romance of Old Times
with a look of terror, upon the face before her, and asking herself
whether it was real, or some frightful vision of her own imagination.
"It is the boy!" she cried, at length, "it is the dwarf boy I saw with
them in the wood!" and, running forward with an unsteady step, she
undid the great bolt of the casement.
Tangel instantly forced himself through, and sprang in, exclaiming,
"Ha! ha! I watched them all out, and then climbed to tell you----"
But, before he could end his sentence, Kate Greenly sank fainting upon
the floor beside him.
CHAPTER XXXII.
There was a low deserted house, standing far back from the road, in a
piece of common ground skirting the forest between Lindwell and
Nottingham. There were some trees before it, and some bushes, which
screened all but the thatched roof from observation as the traveller
passed along. There was a dull pond, too, covered with green weed,
between it and the trees, which, exhaling unwholesome dews, covered the
front of the miserable-looking place with yellow lichens, and filled
the air with myriads of droning gnats: and there it stood, with the
holes, where door and window had been, gaping vacantly, like the places
of eyes and nose in a dead man's skull. All the woodwork had been
carried away, and part even of the thatch, so that a more desolate and
miserable place could not be met with, perhaps, in all the world,
though, at that time, there was many a deserted house in England; and
many a hearth, which had once blazed brightly amidst a circle of happy
faces, was then dark and cold.
It was a fit haunt for a murderer; and before the door appeared Richard
de Ashby, a few moments after he had parted from his fell companions,
sending them onward to perform the bloody task he had allotted them.
His dark countenance was anxious and thoughtful. There was a look of
uncertainty and hesitation about his face; ay, and his heart was
quivering with that agony of doubt and fear which is almost sure to
occupy some space between the scheme and the execution of crime. The
ill deed in which he was now engaged was one that he was not used to.
It was no longer some strong bad passion hurrying him on, step by step,
from vice to vice, and sin to sin; but it was a headlong leap over one
of those great barriers, raised up by conscience, and supported by law,
divine and human, in order to stop the criminal on his course to death,
destruction, and eternal punishment.
He sprang from his horse at the door--he entered the cottage--he stood
for a moment in the midst--he held his hands tightly clasped together,
and then he strode towards the door again, murmuring, "I will call them
back--I can overtake them yet."
But then he thought of the bond that he had given--of the objects that
he had in view--of rank, and wealth, and station--of Lucy de Ashby, and
her beauty--of triumph over the hated Monthermer.
Never, never, did Satan, with all his wiles and artifices, more
splendidly bring up before the eye of imagination all the inducements
that could tempt a selfish, licentious, heartless man, to the
commission of a great crime, than the fiend did then for the
destruction of Richard de Ashby.
He paused ere he re-crossed the threshold--he paused and hesitated. "It
is too late," he thought, "they will but scoff at me. It is too late;
the die is cast, and I must abide by what it turns up. This is but
sorry firmness after all! Did I not resolve on calm deliberation, and
shall I regret now?"
He paced up and down the chamber for a while, and then again murmured,
"I wish I had brought Kate with me. I might have toyed or teased away
this dreary hour with her--But no, I could not trust her in such deeds
as this.--They must be at the hawthorn by this time. I hope they will
take care to conceal themselves well, or the old man will get
frightened; he is of a suspicious nature. There's plenty of cover to
hide them.--I will go tie the horse behind the house that no one may
see him."
His true motive was to occupy the time, for thought was very heavy upon
him, and he contrived to spend some ten minutes in the task, speaking
to the charger, and patting him; not that he was a kindly master, even
to a beast, but for the time the animal was a companion to him, and
that was the relief which he most desired. He then turned into the
cottage again, and once more stood with his arms folded over his chest
in the midst.
"What if they fail?" he asked himself. "What if he suspect something,
and come with help at hand? They might be taken, and my bond found upon
them--They might confess, and, to save themselves, destroy me--'Twere a
deed well worthy of Ellerby.--No, no, 'tis not likely--he will never
suspect anything--Hark! there is a horse! I will look out and see;"
and, creeping round the pond to the side of the bushes, he peered
through upon the road.
But he was mistaken, there was no horse there. The sound was in his own
imagination, and he returned to his place of shelter, feeling the
autumnal air chilly, though the day was in no degree cold. It was that
the blood in his own veins had, in every drop, the feverish thrill of
anxiety and dreadful expectation.
No words can tell the state of that miserable man's mind during the
space of two hours, which elapsed while he remained in that cottage.
Remorse and fear had possession of him altogether--ay, fear; for
although we have acknowledged that perhaps the only good quality he
possessed was courage, yet as resolution is a very different thing from
bravery, so were the terrors that possessed his mind at that moment of
a very distinct character from those which seize the trembling coward
on the battlefield.
There was the dread of detection, shame, exposure, the hissing scorn of
the whole world, everlasting infamy as well as punishment. Death was
the least part indeed of what he feared, and could he have been sure
that means would be afforded him to terminate his own existence in case
of failure, the chance of such a result would have lost half its
terror.
But there was remorse besides--remorse which he had stifled till it was
too late. He saw his kinsman's white hair; he saw his countenance. He
endeavoured in vain to call it up before his eyes, with some of those
frowns or haughty looks upon it, which his own vices and follies had
very often produced. There was nothing there now but the smile of
kindness, but the look of generous satisfaction with which from time to
time the old earl had bestowed upon him some favour, or afforded him
some assistance. Memory would not perform the task he wished to put
upon it. She gave him up to the anguish of conscience, without even
awakening the bad passions of the past to palliate the deeds of the
present. He leaned on the dismantled window-frame with his heart
scorched and seared, without a tear to moisten his burning lid, without
one place on which the mind could rest in peace. The hell of the wicked
always begins upon earth, and the foul fiend had already the spirit in
his grasp, and revelled in the luxury of torture.
At length there came a distant sound, and starting up, he ran forth to
look out. His ears no longer deceived him, the noise increased each
moment, it was horses' feet coming rapidly along the road. He gazed
earnestly towards Lindwell; but instead of those whom he expected to
see, he beheld a large party of cavalry riding by at full speed, and as
they passed on before him, galloping away towards Nottingham, the
towering form of Prince Edward rising by the full head above any of his
train, caught the eye of the watcher, and explained their appearance
there. The rapid tramp died away, and all was silent again.
Some twenty minutes more elapsed, and then there was a duller sound;
but still it was like the footfalls of horses coming quick. Once more
he gazed forth, and now he beheld, much nearer than he expected, four
mounted men approaching the cottage, but avoiding the hard road, and
riding over the turf of the common. One of them seemed to be supporting
another by the arm, who bent somewhat feebly towards his horse's head,
and appeared ready to fall. In a minute they came round, and
Ellerby--springing to the ground, while the man they had called Parson,
held the rein of Dighton's horse--aided the latter to dismount, and led
him into the cottage.
"It is done," said Ellerby, in a low voice, "it is done, but Dighton is
badly hurt. The old man passed his sword through him, when first he
struck him, and would have killed him outright, if I had not stabbed
the savage old boar behind. We cast him into the little sandpit
there--but poor Dighton is bad, and can scarce sit his horse."
"Yes, yes, I can," said Dighton, in a faint tone; "if I had a little
wine I could get on."
"I have some here in a bottle," cried one of the others.
Dighton drank, and it seemed to revive him. "I have had worse than this
before now," he said, "I can go on now; and we had better make haste,
for there were certainly people coming."
"Away, then," said Richard de Ashby, "away then to Lenton, and then run
down to Bridgeford. If you could get to Thorp to-night, you would be
safe. I will to the castle, and be ready to console my fair cousin when
the news reaches her."
"She will have heard it before that," murmured Dighton, "for I tell you
there were certainly people coming," and taking another deep draught of
the wine, he contrived to walk, almost unassisted, to the horse's side,
and mount. There was a black look, however, under his eyes, a bloodless
paleness about his face, and a livid hue in his lips, which told that
his wound, though "not so deep as a well, nor so wide as a church
door," to use the words of Mercutio, "was enough."
"Fail not to give me tidings of you," said Richard de Ashby, speaking
to Ellerby; and going round to the back of the cottage, he mounted his
horse--which by his pawing, seemed to show that the long delay had not
been less tedious to himself than to his master--and galloped away to
Lindwell, anxious to reach the castle before the news.
Even at the rapid pace at which he went, he could not escape thought.
Black care was behind him; and eagerly he turned in his mind all the
consequences of the deed that had been done. His own conduct was the
first consideration, and a strange consideration it was. What was he to
say? what was he to do? At every step he must act a part: ay, and--like
the poor player, who sometimes, distressed in circumstances, pained
in body, or grieved in mind, has to go laughing through the merry
comedy--the character which Richard de Ashby had now to play, was the
direct reverse of all the feelings of his heart.
Crime, however, produces an excitement of a certain kind independent of
the very gratification obtained. We have, in our own day, seen
murderers laugh and sing and make merry, with hands scarcely washed
from the blood of their victim; and, strange to say, when Richard de
Ashby resolved to assume a face of cheerful gaiety on arriving at
Lindwell Castle, the only danger was that he would over-act the part.
In truth, remorse, like a tiger, lay waiting to spring upon him the
moment action ceased; but for the time his mind was much relieved, and
more buoyant than it had been while watching in the cottage. Doubt,
hesitation, apprehensions regarding the failure of the deed, were all
gone: it was done irretrievably. It was accomplished, not only without
any mischance, but with a circumstance which promised to remove one of
his accomplices, and that was no slight satisfaction. So smooth does
one crime make the way for another, that he who had lately pondered
with no small hesitation the very deed in which he was engaged, now
felt glancing through his mind with satisfaction the thought of