From Kingdom to Colony
last, for Lexington was two days old. The news was brought into town
before the morning of the twentieth, and had resulted in the sudden
departure of many of the younger men for the immediate scene of action.
Among these was John Devereux; and Mary was to accompany her husband to
the town, in order that she might be with him until the very last
moment.
The parting between father and son was full of solemnity, for each felt
it to be the last time they would meet on earth.
"God bless and keep you, my dear boy," said Joseph Devereux, showing
more of his natural vigor than for many weeks past, as he fixed his
large eyes upon the handsome young face, pale, but filled with
resolution and high purpose. "God bless and keep you in the struggle
in which I know you will do your part unflinchingly. Never be guilty
of aught in the future, as you have never in the past, to stain the
good name you bear."
Fearing that which he deemed a reflection upon his manhood, the young
man did not reply in words, but threw his arms about his father's neck
in a way he had not done since boyhood; and the old man alone knew how
something wet still lay upon his withered cheek after his son had left
him.
The last person to whom Jack said farewell was his sister. She had
stolen away to her own room, and there he found her weeping.
"Little Dot," he said in a choking voice, opening his arms to her as he
paused just across the threshold.
She looked up, and with a low cry--half of pain, half joy--fled to him;
and with this the shadow, almost estrangement, that had come between
them was swept away forever.
He held her tight against his breast, and let her weep silently for a
time, before he said very gently, "Dot, my little girl, I must speak to
you on a certain matter before I go away."
She raised her head and kissed him; and this he took as permission to
tell her what was upon his mind.
"Dot, I cannot go from you without having everything between us the
same as has been all our lives, until these past few sad months."
At this she clung all the closer to him.
"You were badly treated, little one," he continued, "shamefully
treated; and it was a great grief to me that you did not come and trust
your brother to the end of telling him the whole matter at the very
first. But 't is all past now, and words are of no worth. Only this I
must know from your own lips,--if you love this man who has forced
himself to be your husband, and if you love him sufficiently to leave
us all, should he so bid you?"
"That he will never do," Dorothy answered, her voice full of sad
conviction. "He has gone, thinking I hate him."
"And why did you send him away with such a notion as that?"
"Oh, Jack," the girl cried piteously, "cannot you see--can you not
understand? I could not go and leave you all. I dared not tell at the
time all that had happened--I did not know what to do."
"And you love not the cause he fights for, though you love the man
himself?" And a faint smile touched his lips.
"That is it, Jack," she answered, relieved at being understood. "You
have spoken my own feelings. I could not leave father; had I done so,
think of what would have come to me now."
"Poor father, 't is well he will never need to know. Well, Dot," and
he tried to speak cheerily, "although 't is a sad tangle now, perhaps
time will straighten it somewhat; and all we can do is to wait and
hope."
"And you'll never say aught to--him, should you two meet?" Dorothy
asked wistfully, a burning color deepening in her cheeks.
"Should he and I meet," the young man said with a scowl, "it is not
likely to be in a fashion that will permit discourse of any sort."
Then he regretted his words, for his sister shivered and hid her face
over his heart.
"Come, Dot,"--and now he spoke more calmly, while he caressed the curly
head lying against his breast--"try to keep a brave heart. You have
done no wrong, little one, and we are all in God's hands. Pray you to
Him for your brother while he is from home; and pray as well that all
these sad matters will come right in the end."
He pressed a kiss upon her tearful face, and was gone.
Arriving in the town, he found his companions ready to depart; and
before sunset he was upon the road to Boston, leaving his wife to stop
for a day with Mistress Horton.
The following evening it was apparent that the end was coming fast to
Joseph Devereux.
Dorothy was alone with the stricken man, Aunt Lettice, who took 'Bitha
with her, having gone into the town early that afternoon, to make some
purchases, intending to return later with Mary.
Dr. Paine had told them how the end would probably come; and it was as
he had said. He himself was away toward Boston, where his services
were most needed, and there was no other physician for Dorothy to
summon, even had she felt it necessary.
But she well knew the uselessness of this. No human skill could
prolong the life of him who had been stricken down late in the
afternoon, and now lay unconscious, breathing heavily, like a strong
swimmer breasting heavy seas. And what sea beats so relentlessly as do
the black waters of Death?
Dorothy had stolen for a moment to the window, scarcely able to endure
to sit longer by the bed, listening to those gasping breaths that wrung
her heart with the passionate sense of impotence to help, or even ease,
the dying man.
Curled up in the broad window-seat, her face turned from the dimly
lighted room to the fast-falling night outside, the past, and its
contrast with the present, seemed to unroll before her with a vividness
of detail such as we are told comes to one who is drowning.
All that was happy seemed to lie behind her; all the cheer and comfort
of the old home were gone, never to return--no more than would her
father's protecting love.
And he--her father--was now drawing nigh to the day that knows no
darkness, no dawning; while for her the night shadows of the bitter
parting were closing about, dark and cold.
The incoming tide was almost at the full, and the surf sounded like a
moaning voice from the sea. It was to the young girl's tortured
imagination a warning voice, bidding her heed that the fashion of this
world must pass away, and with it the souls of its children, who, like
merry little ones gathering flowers in fair fields, unheeding,
unthinking, grow grave only as the day draws on. It told her that they
grow wise--sad, perhaps--as the sun sinks; and that when the darkness
falls they lie down to sleep, with tired brains and heavy hearts, all
their buoyancy gone with the day's brightness. They have come to know
its bitter lesson of weary struggle, of sore disappointment and
heart-breaks.
The sky was filled with broken banks of ragged clouds that sent great
tattered streamers across the zenith, entangling the glittering stars
that seemed struggling to push them away, as if they were smothering
draperies, from before their silvery faces.
Over in the east a faint spot of dusky red was showing in a cloud-rift.
It was the rising moon, seeming to battle, like the stars, with the
black hosts seeking to envelop it. It fought bravely, like a valiant
soldier, and emerging triumphantly at last, threw a bar of dull red,
like a pathway, across the sullen floor of the ocean.
This reached from the shore, out over the water, far away, to end in
the heavy shadows looming against the horizon like the walls of the
City of Death, whose angel keeper was even now unbarring the gates for
the call that should bring the soul of Joseph Devereux within their
misty portals.
Dwellers by the sea have a belief that the souls of those who are
called, go ever with the turning of the tide. It was now only an hour,
or less, to that; and Dorothy was waiting with a trembling heart for
the ebb of the sea to carry her father away to the world of shadows.
He lay motionless, as though his soul were already departed, save for
that same heavy breathing.
There was no change in this. It was as regular in its hoarse panting
as the swinging of the pendulum in the clock outside the door,--the old
clock that had seen both joy and sorrow passing before it through many
generations, and had seemed to look with friendliness upon every
eye--blue, black, gray, or brown--uplifted to its great face,--eyes
that had long since been closed, some of them not even having time to
grow dim with age or be moistened by tears of grief.
"Gone--gone--going," it sighed in Dorothy's ears, until she covered
them with her hands to shut out the sound, and with it the moaning of
the surf.
"Dot, my little girl!" A faint voice broke the stillness as the heavy
breathing was hushed.
She flew to the bedside and knelt there, while she pressed her warm
mouth against the nerveless hand, whose chill seemed to strike her very
heart. Her father felt the quivering of her lips, and tried to lift
his other hand to her head.
She knew this without seeing it, and moving yet closer to him, she laid
her face over his heart, her head fitting into the hollow of his arm as
she clasped his hand with her small fingers.
"Dot, my baby--oh, my little girl!"
The words came with all his old strength of voice, and she felt that he
was weeping.
Startled at this outbreak, and alarmed for fear of some injury it might
do him, all the girl's grief became swallowed up in the new energy that
now surged through her.
"Hush!" she said soothingly, placing her face against his own. "Hush,
dear! Never mind me; I shall be well enough. I know--I know," choking
back a sob that rose in her throat like a stinging blow, "that all is
for the best, 'that He doeth all things well.'"
"Yes, yes," her father murmured drowsily, as though calmed by her words
and caresses. "Aye, my child, 'though I walk through the valley of the
shadow of death, I will fear no evil.' God is on the other side,
waiting--waiting--for me."
His eyelids had fallen again, and the closing words came in a faint
whisper. He was now breathing heavily as before, and was seemingly
unconscious; and Dorothy felt that he had come back for a moment from
out the dark shadows gathering to shut them apart, so that he might
speak to her once more in the voice she loved so dearly.
She did not stir, but remained kneeling by the bed, his arm around her,
and his hand clasping her fingers with marvellous firmness.
She could feel and hear the feeble beating of the loving heart that had
ever held her so tenderly. Throbbing against her cheek, its pulses
seemed to keep rhythm with the mournful booming of the surf on the
shore.
Suddenly, like a mighty ocean of falling waters, there came, to
overwhelm her unnatural calm, the thought of what her world would be
when that true, loyal heart was stilled,--when she could only lay her
cheek against the earth that shut it away from her.
A giant hand seemed clutching at her throat; the grief, rising in
mighty bursts, could find no vent in tears, and a gasping cry sprang
from her lips, causing her to stir unconsciously within his arm.
His grasp tightened upon her hand, and her acutely listening ears heard
him whisper brokenly, "'Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end.'"
The words brought to her a strange comfort. And now his feeble hand
caressed her head in a wandering, fluttering way, and she felt as in
her baby days when he used to rock her to sleep; for his failing voice
began to croon the old hymn he so often sang to her then.
She crept still closer to him. She was quieted for the moment, and
filled with an awe as if angels were all about them. Her wild grief
was hushed,--the agony of clutching pain in her throat dissolved itself
in silent tears, and the sound of the surf now seemed a peaceful,
soothing voice.