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Hungry Hearts

Anzia Yezierska

The voices of her neighbors rose from every corner, but Hanneh Hayyeh, deaf to all, projected herself forward. "What are you pushing yourself so wild? You ain't going to get your meat first. Ain't it, Mr. Sopkin, all got to wait their turn?" Mr. Sopkin glanced up in the midst of cutting apart a quarter of meat. He wiped his knife on his greasy apron and leaned across the counter. "Nu? Hanneh Hayyeh?" his ruddy face beamed. "Have you another letter from little Aby in France? What good news have you got to tell us?" "No--it's not a letter," she retorted, with a gesture of impatience. "The good news is that I got done with the painting of my kitchen--and you all got to come and give a look how it shines in my house like in a palace." Mr. Sopkin resumed cutting the meat. "Oi weh!" clamored Hanneh Hayyeh, with feverish breathlessness. "Stop with your meat already and quick come. The store ain't going to run away from you! It will take only a minute. With one step you are upstairs in my house." She flung out her hands. "And everybody got to come along." "Do you think I can make a living from looking on the wonders you turn over in your house?" remonstrated the butcher, with a twinkle in his eye. "Making money ain't everything in life. My new-painted kitchen will light up your heart with joy." Seeing that Mr. Sopkin still made no move, she began to coax and wheedle, woman-fashion. "Oi weh! Mr. Sopkin! Don't be so mean. Come only. Your customers ain't going to run away from you. If they do, they only got to come back, because you ain't a skinner. You weigh the meat honest." How could Mr. Sopkin resist such seductive flattery? "Hanneh Hayyeh!" he laughed. "You're crazy up in the air, but nobody can say no to anything you take into your head." He tossed his knife down on the counter. "Everybody!" he called; "let us do her the pleasure and give a look on what she got to show us." "Oi weh! I ain't got no time," protested one. "I left my baby alone in the house locked in." "And I left a pot of eating on the stove boiling. It must be all burned away by this time." "But you all got time to stand around here and chatter like a box of monkeys, for hours," admonished Mr. Sopkin. "This will only take a minute. You know Hanneh Hayyeh. We can't tear ourselves away from her till we do what wills itself in her mind." Protesting and gesticulating, they all followed Mr. Sopkin as Hanneh Hayyeh led the way. Through the hallway of a dark, ill-smelling tenement, up two flights of crooked, rickety stairs, they filed. When Hanneh Hayyeh opened the door there were exclamations of wonder and joy: "Oi! Oi!" and "Ay! Ay! Takeh! Takeh!" "Gold is shining from every corner!" "Like for a holiday!" "You don't need to light up the gas, so it shines!" "I wish I could only have it so grand!" "You ain't got worries on your head, so it lays in your mind to make it so fancy." Mr. Sopkin stood with mouth open, stunned with wonder at the transformation. Hanneh Hayyeh shook him by the sleeve exultantly. "Nu? Why ain't you saying something?" "Grand ain't the word for it! What a whiteness! And what a cleanliness! It tears out the eyes from the head! Such a tenant the landlord ought to give out a medal or let down the rent free. I saw the rooms before and I see them now. What a difference from one house to another." "Ain't you coming in?" Hanneh Hayyeh besought her neighbors. "God from the world! To step with our feet on this new painted floor?" "Shah!" said the butcher, taking off his apron and spreading it on the floor. "You can all give a step on my apron. It's dirty, anyhow." They crowded in on the outspread apron and vied with one another in their words of praise. "May you live to see your son married from this kitchen, and may we all be invited to the wedding!" "May you live to eat here cake and wine on the feasts of your grandchildren!" "May you have the luck to get rich and move from here into your own bought house!" "Amen!" breathed Hanneh Hayyeh. "May we all forget from our worries for rent!" * * * * * Mrs. Preston followed with keen delight Hanneh Hayyeh's every movement as she lifted the wash from the basket and spread it on the bed. Hanneh Hayyeh's rough, toil-worn hands lingered lovingly, caressingly over each garment. It was as though the fabrics held something subtly animate in their texture that penetrated to her very finger-tips. "Hanneh Hayyeh! You're an artist!" There was reverence in Mrs. Preston's low voice that pierced the other woman's inmost being. "You do my laces and batistes as no one else ever has. It's as if you breathed part of your soul into it." The hungry-eyed, ghetto woman drank in thirstily the beauty and goodness that radiated from Mrs. Preston's person. None of the cultured elegance of her adored friend escaped Hanneh Hayyeh. Her glance traveled from the exquisite shoes to the flawless hair of the well-poised head. "Your things got so much fineness. I'm crazy for the feel from them. I do them up so light in my hands like it was thin air I was handling." Hanneh Hayyeh pantomimed as she spoke and Mrs. Preston, roused from her habitual reserve, put her fine, white hand affectionately over Hanneh Hayyeh's gnarled, roughened ones. "Oi-i-i-i! Mrs. Preston! You always make me feel so grand!" said Hanneh Hayyeh, a mist of tears in her wistful eyes. "When I go away from you I could just sit down and cry. I can't give it out in words what it is. It chokes me so--how good you are to me--You ain't at all like a rich lady. You're so plain from the heart. You make the lowest nobody feel he's somebody." "You are not a 'nobody,' Hanneh Hayyeh. You are an artist--an artist laundress." "What mean you an artist?" "An artist is so filled with love for the beautiful that he has to express it in some way. You express it in your washing just as a painter paints it in a picture." "Paint?" exclaimed Hanneh Hayyeh. "If you could only give a look how I painted up my kitchen! It lights up the whole tenement house for blocks around. The grocer and the butcher and all the neighbors were jumping in the air from wonder and joy when they seen how I shined up my house." "And all in honor of Aby's home-coming?" Mrs. Preston smiled, her thoughts for a moment on her own son, the youngest captain in his regiment whose home-coming had been delayed from week to week. "Everything I do is done for my Aby," breathed Hanneh Hayyeh, her hands clasping her bosom as if feeling again the throb of his babyhood at her heart. "But this painting was already dreaming itself in my head for years. You remember the time the hot iron fell on my foot and you came to see me and brought me a red flower-pot wrapped around with green crepe paper? That flower-pot opened up the sky in my kitchen." The words surged from the seething soul of her. "Right away I saw before my eyes how I could shine up my kitchen like a parlor by painting the walls and sewing up new curtains for the window. It was like seeing before me your face every time I looked on your flowers. I used to talk to it like it could hear and feel and see. And I said to it: 'I'll show you what's in me. I'll show you that I know what beautiful is.'" Her face was aglow with an enthusiasm that made it seem young, like a young girl's face. "I begged myself by the landlord to paint up my kitchen, but he wouldn't listen to me. So I seen that if I ever hoped to fix up my house, I'd have to spend out my own money. And I began to save a penny to a penny to have for the paint. And when I seen the painters, I always stopped them to ask where and how to buy it so that it should come out the cheapest. By day and by night it burned in me the picture--my kitchen shining all white like yours, till I couldn't rest till I done it." With all her breeding, with all the restraint of her Anglo-Saxon forbears, Mrs. Preston was strangely shaken by Hanneh Hayyeh's consuming passion for beauty. She looked deep into the eyes of the Russian Jewess as if drinking in the secret of their hidden glow. "I am eager to see that wonderful kitchen of yours," she said, as Hanneh Hayyeh bade her good-bye. Hanneh Hayyeh walked home, her thoughts in a whirl with the glad anticipation of Mrs. Preston's promised visit. She wondered how she might share the joy of Mrs. Preston's presence with the butcher and all the neighbors. "I'll bake up a shtrudel cake," she thought to herself. "They will all want to come to get a taste of the cake and then they'll give a look on Mrs. Preston." Thus smiling and talking to herself she went about her work. As she bent over the wash-tub rubbing the clothes, she visualized the hot, steaming shtrudel just out of the oven and the exclamations of pleasure as Mrs. Preston and the neighbors tasted it. All at once there was a knock at the door. Wiping her soapy hands on the corner of her apron, she hastened to open it. "Oi! Mr. Landlord! Come only inside," she urged. "I got the rent for you, but I want you to give a look around how I shined up my flat." The Prince Albert that bound the protruding stomach of Mr. Benjamin Rosenblatt was no tighter than the skin that encased the smooth-shaven face. His mouth was tight. Even the small, popping eyes held a tight gleam. "I got no time. The minutes is money," he said, extending a claw-like hand for the rent. "But I only want you for a half a minute." And Hanneh Hayyeh dragged the owner of her palace across the threshold. "Nu? Ain't I a good painter? And all this I done while other people were sleeping themselves, after I'd come home from my day's work." "Very nice," condescended Mr. Benjamin Rosenblatt, with a hasty glance around the room. "You certainly done a good job. But I got to go. Here's your receipt." And the fingers that seized Hanneh Hayyeh's rent-money seemed like pincers for grasping molars. Two weeks later Jake Safransky and his wife Hanneh Hayyeh sat eating their dinner, when the janitor came in with a note. "From the landlord," he said, handing it to Hanneh Hayyeh, and walked out. "The landlord?" she cried, excitedly. "What for can it be?" With trembling fingers she tore open the note. The slip dropped from her hand. Her face grew livid, her eyes bulged with terror. "Oi weh!" she exclaimed, as she fell back against the wall. "Gewalt!" cried her husband, seizing her limp hand, "you look like struck dead." "Oi-i-i! The murderer! He raised me the rent five dollars a month." "Good for you! I told you to listen to me. Maybe he thinks we got money laying in the bank when you got so many dollars to give out on paint." She turned savagely on her husband. "What are you tearing yet my flesh? Such a money-grabber! How could I imagine for myself that so he would thank me for laying in my money to painting up his house?" She seized her shawl, threw it over her head, and rushed to the landlord's office. "Oi weh! Mr. Landlord! Where is your heart? How could you raise me my rent when you know my son is yet in France? And even with the extra washing I take in I don't get enough when the eating is so dear?" "The flat is worth five dollars more," answered Mr. Rosenblatt, impatiently. "I can get another tenant any minute." "Have pity on me! I beg you! From where I can squeeze out the five dollars more for you?" "That don't concern me. If you can't pay, somebody else will. I got to look out for myself. In America everybody looks out for himself." "Is it nothing by you how I painted up your house with my own blood-money?" "You didn't do it for me. You done it for yourself," he sneered. "It's nothing to me how the house looks, so long as I