Marigold A story
“Why--why didn’t you come for me?”
“The Master’s orders. No one was to be disturbed at night.”
“And his mother--is she here?”
“No--another order. She was not to be kept from her work on any
account. I thought she would have wished to stay, but she did not seem
to notice that the child was worse.”
“Have you not been nervous all alone?”
“No. I’m used to it. Would you care for me to stay with you?”
“Yes, I should like you to. I don’t understand much about it. I think
it would be best for us both to stay--I--I----”
She did not finish, but moved over to the bedside.
Patches’ half-closed eyes opened for the second, and he smiled--that
smile that almost breaks the heart of the hungering watcher--and he
moved his arm feebly along the folded sheet for her to take his hand.
She took the hand and kissed it, then held it in her own, and her heart
seemed bound in by a strong band of iron that prevented her moving or
crying at all.
Thus for a long time they sat in silence, the nurse back in her
accustomed seat, only the quick, troubled breathing, with its
occasional pause and jerking, sounding through the little house.
Then the door downstairs opened, a step on the staircase, the nurse
rose again, Marigold sat still, her back to the bedroom door, and with
the doctor’s entry the tension seemed broken--perhaps because he spoke
naturally enough, not in a whisper.
“You here still, Nurse? I thought you went off duty at nine o’clock.”
“He is so much worse I thought I had better stay till the end.”
“You will not be needed--or, if so, I’ll send on for you. Good-morning!”
She took up her belongings, and quietly retired.
Patches still lay with his eyes closed, Marigold sitting by him.
The doctor knelt down by the bedside, and she half-turned her head to
look at him--jealously, yet with admiration.
For what a contrast there was in these two figures before her! One,
broad-shouldered, tall, the very embodiment of life and strength
and intellect; the other, tiny and feeble, past thought, past all
exertion--only a few little sparks of love left in his tiny frame.
The doctor took his other hand and bent over him carefully, so as not
to exclude what air there was in the room.
“Timothy,” he said very clearly, and a little louder than he generally
spoke, “I’ve come for you--to take you. Won’t you give me both your
hands?”
Again the feeble smile and the half-opening of his eyes, and then he
raised his hand with Marigold’s, and drew it across.
Her heart beat with a certain triumphant pleasure, for his fingers had
tightened over hers, almost miraculously, considering his weak state.
And the doctor took the two clasped hands, and he smiled, and very
gently, very firmly, unclasped them from each other. It was the first
time that her hand had come in contact with his, and in the thrill, as
he took her hand in both of his, Marigold forgot the harsh presence of
Death, and scarcely understood what he was doing, till her hand fell
almost heavily upon the bed, and the little hand she coveted was lost
within another’s.
The chamber of death is rightly judged the place for one emotion only.
A hundred surged through her, pricked into life by the touch of the
strong, gentle hand, and the subsequent heartlessness. Yet she sat
still, her big eyes fixed on the dying face, her cheeks white as the
pillow that encircled it.
“You may go,” said the doctor to her firmly, yet in a lower voice
again. “You will not be needed. When I leave I will knock for you.”
But Marigold’s face had set hard and white.
“I won’t go,” she said. “I promised him once I’d stay till the end, and
I will stay.”
“You are a nuisance,” he answered, evenly as before--no trace of
passion in his voice.
“So are you,” and all the world of subdued passion was in hers, and
with big, gleaming eyes she looked across at him.
Then, for the first time since she had known him, a change came into
the doctor’s eyes as he knelt there looking at her. It was that
dangerous light that brought no fear to Marigold, only a throbbing
pleasure, seeing that she loved him.
And then the room went very, very still, and they both of them looked
back at Timothy.
Yet there was more than the presence of Death in the room now--the
presence of Love.
Marigold felt it hovering round the little child, sinking so
peacefully--felt it round herself, the room full of it, and Death being
vanquished. She forgot she did not hold the other hand, content to
clasp her own trembling fingers each within each, and wait.
Very slowly and gradually, without hurry or haste of any kind, his
breathing weakened. And then at last a little smile lit up the wan
face, and he turned, with the last faint yearning of a child’s love,
towards the Master.
“I’m sleepy!” From his look and attitude it was as if he asked to be
taken once more in the strong arms that had so often cradled him. And
very tenderly, for the last time on Lucifram, the Master drew him to
him--the little head against his breast, sheltered from death and every
other evil.
And so the dreamy shadows of silence crept over the fragile body--a
smile of childish peace and contentment on the tender mouth. Some time
passed so--Marigold watching; her whole soul in her eyes, having no
thought for anything but them.
What was she expecting? She scarcely knew, but her clasped hands rested
on the bed, as she leant forward, eagerly waiting. The dark head was
bent over the child’s, so that she could only see one face.
Then suddenly the little face fell back slightly from the doctor’s
shoulder, and, with a feeling of surprise and shock and utter pain, she
realised that he was dead.
But very gently the doctor laid him back upon the bed, drawing the
sheet; and then he rose to his feet, Marigold watching him.
Every emotion of love and tenderness and triumph was on his face--yet
not for her, he had forgotten her--it was for Timothy.
And suddenly it was all more than she could bear, and from
understanding nothing a quickened instinct taught her everything.
“I want him! I want him! He is my little baby! Take me too!”
Her own voice sounded scarcely more than that of a child, though all
the abandonment of long pent-up nature rang in it--yet so pure and
sweet.
And now again, for the second time that morning, the Master became
aware of her presence there. Again, her eyes riveted on his, she saw
the stronger light of passion rising up in them, and almost as Timothy
had done, she smiled.
Then, as if she had been no heavier than a little child, he lifted
her from her kneeling-place upon the bed, and all the happiness in
Marigold’s nature burst out in a sweet and merry, yet half-trembling
laugh--for she did not care in this moment of abandonment whether
he crushed every bone in her body, or smothered her with kisses, or
anything, so long as he held her close up to him in this first paroxysm
of love.
How long passed thus she never knew, till suddenly she felt the strong
arms slacken as by some electric chilling shock.
She knew instinctively (though how she knew--perhaps there had been
some rays of triumph mixed with Marigold’s laugh) that his head had
turned in the direction of the picture, but even she was not prepared
for the reaction.
For the scorn and anger in his eyes were terrible, as for the moment he
held her roughly at arm’s length, looking at her--scorn and anger and
hatred, that sent all Marigold’s blood chilled to her heart.
And then, with a savage sound of fury, he caught hold of her white
throat (the throat he had so lately kissed) with his strong fingers,
and flung her from him, dashing against the wall and ground--no more.
For now Silence reigned--Silence and Death--over two lifeless
forms--one on the bed, face upwards; one in a huddled heap, face down,
upon the floor.
CHAPTER XIX
A little while later, Alice, coming upstairs, found her mistress lying
unconscious, and Timothy quite dead upon the bed. It was a shock to
her, but Alice left to herself was somewhat phlegmatic, and, having
lived with Marigold over five years, had got into the admirable habit
of never being too surprised.
Timothy was dead, laid out peacefully upon the bed, just as when the
Master put him there. For him nothing further could be done. With
strange misgivings she turned to her mistress, kneeling down and
turning her round towards the light.
A tiny stream of blood was running from a wound upon her throat--her
face was white as death, and she unconscious. Alice brought water,
smelling-salts, rubbed and chafed her hands, till gradually a little
colour came to her cheeks, and the eyelids quivered. And suddenly she
sat up with wild, open eyes, and her head turned in the direction
of the picture. It had gone. Alice, looking too in the same
direction, perceived its absence, and to her mind came the one thought
“thieves”--thus accounting for the disorder in the little room. For,
miraculously, she had never seen the doctor pass that morning, coming
or going away; and if she had seen, she would never have connected
him with this sight before her--she believed so in his humanity and
kindliness.
But Marigold shivered, and then looked towards the bed, and Alice
thought she would have fainted again. But instead, she staggered to her
feet and put her hand in Alice’s arm, leaning heavily against her.
“Take me away from here,” she whispered huskily; “take me away.”
So Alice led her down the stairs and into their own tidy kitchen with
the bright fire burning, and set her down beside it, and put the kettle
on.
“I’ll make you some tea, and then you’ll feel better,” she said
soothingly. “Nothing like something hot when you’re chill and faint.”
“You must go back and look to--to--to him, Alice. I am quite right now.
Go and get somebody to look to him, and then come back again.”
So Alice, being commanded, went as she was told, and left Marigold
alone.
And, when the door was shut, Marigold got up, still trembling,
and crept towards the looking-glass. Her neck was bandaged with a
handkerchief, and with trembling fingers she untied the clumsy knot,
and there--yes, there--smarting and burning, was the torn wound,
discolouring the shapely neck.
“What long finger-nails!” she said, and went back to her chair
unevenly, and sat down in it. And then she laid her head against the
back, and laughed--laughed and held her sides with laughing, unable to
stop. And it was perhaps as well Alice was not there--or anybody, for
it was worse than the most heartrending sobs.
When Alice returned, nearly an hour later, she found her mistress
exhausted, yet feverish and restless, with flushed cheeks and burning
eyes.
“Alice,” she said petulantly, “how soon you’re back. I don’t want you
yet, I want to be all alone for a time. Go and tell Mrs Wiggs that her
son is dead.”
“We don’t know where she’s working.”
“Number 7 Crescent Park. She must certainly be told at once.”
And Alice went out silently--apparently to go; but said she to herself
when on the pavement:
“I’ll go for Mrs Wiggs, but I’ll go for Dr Quack as well. I won’t take
the responsibility of her any longer. She’s nothing but a skeleton, and
that colour’s worse than none.”
So saying, she hurried off in the direction of Marble House, sure of a
sympathetic welcome.
CHAPTER XX
But as Alice went up the many steps towards the gloomy entrance, she
felt unaccountably somewhat less assured. There was no mistaking the
house, because a policeman had directed her to the very steps; and with
some surprise she noticed there was no plate explaining the doctor’s
whereabouts.
“Let’s see,” said Alice to herself. “A doctor writes ‘doctor’ before
his name. And what are those other men--‘surgeons’? They’ve less about