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Only a clod

M. E. Braddon

the little ovation that came with the close of the drama, he followed Maude Hillary into the ante-room, where the rest of the amateurs were discussing the night’s business, and flirting with the splendid Julia, and thence to an inner room, less brilliantly lighted, and quite unoccupied. Beyond this inner room there was another apartment--the study in which Francis had fallen an easy victim to the wiles of the Hibernian enchantress--and it was to this room that Maude hurried, still followed by Mr. Tredethlyn. He had no business to follow her. He knew that very well. His business was with Julia, who had acted _Madame Deschappelles_ with wonderful spirit, and for whom the evening had been one long triumph, inasmuch as her lace, and diamonds, and brocade, and dark eyes, and white teeth, had been the subjects of universal admiration. Mr. Tredethlyn’s business lay in that brilliantly-lighted ante-chamber where Julia sat amongst the government clerks, and barristers, and grand military dandies, while an accompaniment of perpetually popping champagne-corks mingled pleasantly with the noise of their laughter. He knew this, and yet he followed Maude to the dimly-lighted study, where the red glow of the fire flickered on the bindings of the books and the frames of the pictures. He could not leave off being _Claude Melnotte_ all in a moment. The exaltation of the mimic scene was still upon him. Just now he had been carried quite away by the influence of the poetic situation; and when he flung down the sham money, which was to release the merchant’s daughter from her hated suitor, a warmer thrill of triumph had stirred his breast than had ever been engendered by the possession of Oliver Tredethlyn’s thousands. And now he could not fall back to his old position all at once. Only a minute or two ago Maude Hillary had been sobbing on his breast,--his bride, his wife; and he half fancied he had some kind of right to sympathize with her emotion. He stopped suddenly on the threshold of the study, quite unmanned by the sight of Mr. Hillary’s daughter, half kneeling, half lying on the ground, with her face buried in the cushions of a sofa, and her hands clasped in a despairing attitude above the fair tangled hair that had so lately lain upon his breast. Her whole frame was shaken by the vehemence of her sobs; and before such a picture as this it was scarcely strange if poor country-bred Francis Tredethlyn quite forgot that he was _not_ Claude Melnotte. He bent over the prostrate girl, and laid his big fingers gently upon one of those little bejewelled hands clasped so convulsively above the fair head. “Miss Hillary,” he exclaimed, “dear Miss Hillary, for pity’s sake, tell me what distresses you--what has happened--what is wrong--or--I--I beg your pardon--you have over-fatigued yourself, and you are hysterical; let me send for your maid.” “Oh, no, no, no!” cried the girl, rising to her feet, and standing before him, but with her face still hidden from him, hidden by her outspread hands and her dishevelled hair. “Shall I call Julia? she is in the room yonder.” “Oh, no! I--I want to speak to you, Mr. Tredethlyn; stay just a little, please. Ah! it is so hard, so cruel, but the last chance! In all the world there is no one else who can save me--and my father--my poor, miserable, bankrupt father!” Francis looked at Miss Hillary in complete bewilderment. Her father--her bankrupt father! Why, then she was still thinking of the scene that was just finished, and the commercial troubles of Monsieur Deschappelles; which character, by the way, had been enacted by a very young man of a sickly cast of countenance, and an inclination to hang his head dejectedly throughout the performance of the drama. It is a rule amongst amateurs to assign the elderly and ineligible characters to the youngest and meekest members of the company; whereby Monsieur Deschappelles is usually represented as a young person of some nineteen summers, with flour in his hair, dirty streaks, supposed to represent wrinkles, upon his face, and a tendency to squeakiness in his voice. “I am sure you are over-fatigued, over-excited by the play,” urged Francis; “do let me call Julia.” “No!” cried Miss Hillary, dropping her hands from before her face. “Oh, Mr. Tredethlyn,” she exclaimed, almost passionately, “can’t you understand--can’t you see that I am in earnest? Do you think that scene just now would have made me cry as it did, if it had not reminded me of my own sorrow? Mr. Tredethlyn--I--I know you are a good man, that you would not be slow to do a kindness for anyone who needed your help; I know that; and I--I thought I should have courage to speak to you, but now the words won’t come--I----” Her dry lips moved, but made no sound. She clasped her hands once more before her face. Heaven knows how desperate was the effort that she made. It is not such an easy matter to borrow twenty thousand pounds; even though the borrower may be young and beautiful, and accustomed to perpetual adoration. “Miss Hillary, you speak of help--needing help--from _me_. For mercy’s sake, tell me how I can help you. Do you think there is anything upon earth that would give me such pride and delight as to be of service to you?” The enthusiasm of the moment lighted up Francis Tredethlyn’s countenance like a sudden glow of summer sunshine. Maude uncovered her face and looked at him, and saw at once that her cause was gained; her father’s preserver was found. She had not counted in vain upon Francis Tredethlyn. “I want you to lend papa twenty thousand pounds,” she said; “I know that he will repay you honourably. He has some difficulties--terrible difficulties in his business,--but the loan of twenty thousand pounds would smooth them all away. I know that you are very, very rich, Mr. Tredethlyn, and that you can afford to lend such a sum of money, or I should never have dared----” “You would not have dared, Miss Hillary? Oh, can you doubt that I would give the last sixpence I have in the world, the last drop of my heart’s-blood, to save you from one pang? Twenty thousand pounds! Take forty--fifty thousand--the utmost farthing of my fortune, if you will; squander it--throw it into the river yonder, if the waste of it can give you a moment’s pleasure. Oh, you don’t know, you don’t know how I love you!” He had been acting _Claude Melnotte_, and the intoxication of the sweet sentimental poetry was strong upon him; beyond which it is just possible that he may have taken a little more sparkling Moselle in the course of his dramatic exertions than can safely be taken by a young man of sanguine temperament. All prudence, all power of reticence, left him in that moment, and he dropped on his knees at Miss Hillary’s feet, like a lover in a stage-play. She was so beautiful--she seemed so far away from him even now, when her distress had brought her a little nearer than of old,--that this attitude of adoration seemed quite natural to him, almost the only attitude in which he dared address her. “Oh, if you knew how I love you,” he cried, passionately,--“if you could only believe or understand! But I am so ignorant--so unworthy--so far beneath you!” Miss Hillary drew herself away from him with a gesture of mingled surprise and disgust. “You dare to talk to me like this, and you are the affianced husband of my friend!” she cried. “O, Mr. Tredethlyn, you take a very mean advantage of my father’s difficulties and my distress.” “Yes!” answered Julia Desmond from the doorway. She had been standing on the threshold for the last few moments, watching this interview behind the scenes. “Yes! it is altogether mean and shameful, Maude Hillary. You have taken a noble course, I think, when you fling your father’s debts upon the man who was to be my husband, and coolly ask him for the trifling loan of twenty thousand pounds.” She laughed bitterly as she named the sum. “Twenty thousand pounds--and you ask your friend’s lover to turn money-lender; and you bring your tears and hysterical sobs, and a thousand pretty amateur dramatic devices to bear, in order to obtain what you want, and all in the most childish innocence, of course. And then you turn upon the man whom you have lured to your feet by a hundred tricks and artifices, and make a charming show of surprise and indignation. Ah! it is shameful, Maude Hillary--mean and cruel and false; and bitter shame shall come to you for this night’s work.” The Irishwoman was superb in her indignation. Those flashing eyes and glittering teeth, hereditary in the race of the Desmonds, seemed to light her face with an infernal kind of splendour: such a splendour had many a fated victim seen upon the countenance of the duelling Irish colonel, just before he fell prone on some lonely field beside the Shannon. It was against Maude that the fuller fury of Julia Desmond’s rage was directed,--against Maude, of whom she had always been jealous, in whom she had continually found a triumphant rival. It was only after that outburst of jealous rage that Julia turned upon her recreant lover. Francis had risen from his knees, and stood a little way from the two girls, with a dogged moodiness upon his face: he was sobered by Maude’s indignation and Julia’s passion, and he was dimly aware that he had acted like a scoundrel. “As for you, Mr. Francis Tredethlyn,” Miss Desmond said presently, “I suppose I have no need to tell you that all is over between us, and that I bitterly repent the humiliation my own folly has brought upon me. I should have known how much I risked when I stooped to regard a person whose code of honour belongs to a different world from that in which I have been reared. I suppose amongst _your_ people it is the fashion for a man to pledge himself to one woman and then make love to another; but such is _not_ the custom in the circles where the Desmonds have been used to be welcome. I should have known what I had to expect when I came into this house. I should have known what I had to anticipate when I trusted in the truth and loyalty of a man who is not a gentleman.” Throughout this speech Julia’s hands had been moving rapidly, but with unfailing purpose, though they trembled a little all the while. One by one she had unfastened the diamond ornaments that had glittered upon her head and wrists, her throat and bosom; and now the jewels lay in a little heap at the feet of Francis Tredethlyn. One by one she had thrown them there during that passionate speech. She _could_ not act her play out. She had been unable to support the character she had undertaken. The fiery blood of the Ryan O’Brien Desmond had asserted itself in spite of all the promptings of prudence, all the bitter schooling of experience. It was very dreadful to be poor and dependent; it would have been delightful to be mistress of thirty thousand a year: but Julia Desmond, coming to the threshold of the study, had heard Maude’s appeal for the twenty thousand pounds, and Francis Tredethlyn’s impassioned avowal; and patience and policy had alike deserted her. Carried away by the impulse of the moment, she renounced everything. At last Francis Tredethlyn spoke for himself. “I know that I have acted very badly,” he said. “I had no right to speak; I never should have spoken but for that play. I think I must have almost fancied myself that poor gardener’s son, who dared to worship the brightest creature that ever crossed his pathway, and in an evil hour told her of his madness. Ah, forgive me, Miss Hillary; do not hate or despise me for what I said just now; let it pass like the play in which we acted to-night. And you, Julia--Miss Desmond, I am not too proud to ask your forgiveness for the wrong I have done you. I have been very