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Only a clod

M. E. Braddon

small trumps. Play as he will, he can scarcely throw me out. What does it matter _how_ the game is won, so long as one scores the odd trick?” The day after this Richmond dinner was Sunday; but even that circumstance did not prevent Francis Tredethlyn from taking preliminary steps towards finding the missing girl whom he fancied quite within his reach now; since it seemed certain that the face he had seen on the stage of Drury Lane was the face of his uncle Oliver’s daughter, and no other. It had been his habit until very lately to accompany Maude every Sunday morning to a certain fashionable place of worship not very far from Sloane Street, where miserable sinners lamented their iniquities and their wretchedness amid the subdued rustling of silk at a guinea a yard, and in an atmosphere that was odorous with Jockey Club and Ess Bouquet. But Star-and-Garter dinners, and evenings “finished” in mysterious localities at the West-end, are by no means conducive to early rising; and now the Sabbath bells that Mr. Tredethlyn had been wont to hear ringing blithely in the morning air while he breakfasted with his wife, were apt to mingle with his feverish morning dreams, and to transform themselves into the shrill peal of an alarm-bell summoning the fireman’s succour for perishing wretches in some blazing habitation, or the bell on board a boat leaving a pier--a boat which the dreamer was--oh, so eagerly--striving to reach, but never, never could; for just as his foot was going to step upon the deck, the plank on which he trod would give way and tilt him into the waking world; with a raging headache, perhaps, and a dull ceaseless pain in his breast, which he scarcely cared to acknowledge by its ugly name of Remorse. So now Mr. Tredethlyn was apt to spend the earlier part of his Sunday morning in fitful slumbers, and the later portion of his day in the society of his devoted friends. Unhappily Mephistopheles has such a knack of making himself useful, that after once enjoying his society, Faust is apt to find life very dreary without that fatal companionship. Drifted away from the simple life that was natural to him, Francis was only a helpless creature, with all the dismal blank of existence to be filled up somehow or other. But upon this particular Sunday he had a purpose of his own, and the honest energy with which he set about the achievement of that purpose transformed him into a new being. Harcourt Lowther might have felt a little twinge of alarm had he seen his pupil, as he walked away from the stuccoed district, with the old light in his eyes, the old lightness in his firm tread. Francis forgot that he had an empty life to drag out, and an idolized wife who did _not_ love him. He forgot everything, except that he had to redeem his half-forgotten vow, to fulfil a long-neglected duty. “My uncle Oliver’s money brought _her_ peace of mind, and prosperity for the father she loves so dearly,” thought Mr. Tredethlyn. “Let me remember that, when I think of his disinherited daughter.” Crumpled in one of the pockets of his overcoat, Francis had found the programme of the performances at Drury Lane, and in the long list of names crowded together at the bottom of the programme, he discovered half hidden amongst Percies and Vavasours, Vane Tempests and Leveson Gowers, and such appellations as the _corps de ballet_ modestly chooses for its own--the vulgar name of Turner. He concluded, therefore, that his cousin had called herself Turner at the Drury Lane Theatre, as well as at Coltonslough, and he did not anticipate much difficulty in finding her. The search after any information upon theatrical matters might have seemed rather a hopeless thing on a Sunday, but Francis Tredethlyn’s energy was not to be damped by small difficulties. “I have wasted too many hours already,” he thought; “where my poor lost girl is concerned, every moment of delay seems a new wrong.” He took a hansom and drove straight to the theatre; but Drury Lane on a Sunday seems an utterly hopeless and impracticable place. The stage-door was closed. The box-office might have been the tomb of the Pharaohs for any appearance of life within its portals. Happily Francis was not to be disheartened. He walked up and down the street until the clocks struck one, and a dense crowd began to pour out of a chapel in Crown Court, and disgorge itself into Little Russell Street. Then, when the doors of the public-houses were opened, he entered a tavern nearly opposite the stage-door, and made his inquiries. The barmaid at the tavern was able to tell him where the stage-doorkeeper lived, but she was not able to give him any information as to the habitations of the ladies of the _ballet_. “Most of them live out at Camberwell, or up Islington way; though how they manage it, poor things, walking backwards and forwards through all sorts of weather, is more than I can tell. They send over here when there’s a long rehearsal for their half pint of porter and their sandwich, and that’s about all the dinner they get on such days, I dare say.” Thus, discursively, the barmaid. Francis left her, and made his way to the adjacent court in which the doorkeeper was to be found in his private capacity. That gentleman was in the midst of a very greasy dinner and in the bosom of his family when Mr. Tredethlyn intruded on him, and was at first inclined to resent the interruption. “I don’t carry two hundred and forty-nine addresses in my blessed head,” he remarked, in an injured tone; “which our company at the beginning of this season was over two hundred and forty-nine; and I don’t care to be hunted upon Sundays when I’m eating of my dinner, for a pack of ballet-girls. I don’t get paid for _that_ when I take my salary. If any young swell wants to find out one of our ladies’ address, to leave ’em a bokay, or to take a ticket for their benefit or such-like, I should think they could find it out of a week-day, and not come chivying of a man over his Sunday wittles.” But a judiciously-administered half-sovereign had a very soothing effect upon the mind and manners of the doorkeeper. There are so few things in a small way which cannot be done with half-a-sovereign. The man laid down his knife and fork, and applied himself to serious reflection, while his wife and family suspended their operations to stare admiringly at the fashionably-dressed intruder. “Let me see,” said the doorkeeper, scraping his stubbly chin as he mused, “there’s such a many of ’em, that I may sit here trying to remember where this here Miss Turner lives till doomsday, and not be no wiser. I’ll tell you what I’ll do with you, sir; I’ve got the addresses of every member of the company in my book over the way. I’ll slip over and get Miss Turner’s direction, while you wait here if you like.” “Over the way” was Drury Lane Theatre. The doorkeeper took some ponderous keys from a nail over the mantel-piece, and put on his hat. Francis Tredethlyn went with him. “Turner,” said the man; “Turner? A pale-faced young woman, ain’t she? looks as if she’d gone through no end of trouble. She’s only an extra, took on for this here great piece that’s just done with.” “An extra?” inquired Francis. “Yes; a sort of supernume’ry; not a reg’lar ballet-girl,--can’t dance, or anything of that sort, only fit to go on in crowds, and so on. I remember her, a very quiet, civil-spoken young person.” The address was soon found; it was at a house in Brydges Street. Francis left the doorkeeper with his heart beating tumultuously; his face pale with emotion that was half joy, half pain--joy at finding her at last, when hope had almost died out into forgetfulness--pain at finding her thus. Ah, yes! it was very painful to remember the innocent rosy face peeping out of a dimity bonnet, and to know that sorrow had set its undefaceable hand upon that rustic beauty, and that the face he remembered had no more a place upon this earth. “Miss Turner and Miss Willoughby live together over an eating-house in Brydges Street,” the doorkeeper had told Francis, with the further information that he was to pull the top bell twice. Mr. Tredethlyn found the eating-house, which was ostensibly closed; but the door of the shop was ajar, and the atmosphere about and around it seemed greasy with the steam of suet-pudding and boiled meat. The bell which Francis rang was answered by a careworn-looking woman of doubtful age, who had an air of faded gentility, a flimsy smartness of apparel, which was more plainly demonstrative of poverty than the shabbiest garments that ever hung together loosely upon the figure of a slattern. “Miss Turner lives here, I believe?” Francis said eagerly; “I wish to see her, if you please.” “Miss Turner _did_ live here,” the woman answered, “but she has left.” “Left? Why I saw her at the theatre only the night before last, and the doorkeeper has just directed me here.” “Miss Turner’s engagement expired last night, sir, and she left London this morning.” “This morning, only this morning! But of course you can tell me where she has gone? I am her first-cousin, her only surviving relative. If I had known that there was the least chance of her leaving London, I should have tried to find her last night. Will you be good enough to direct me to her?” The woman shook her head. “I don’t know where Miss Turner has gone,” she said. Francis Tredethlyn’s face whitened to the very lips. “My God!” he exclaimed, “is there a fatality in this business? am I never to find her?” Then addressing himself to the woman with sudden earnestness, he said,-- “For pity’s sake, if you can help me in my difficulty, do so with all your might. You do not know how much depends on my finding her. I scarcely think I should say too much, if I were to tell you that it is a matter of life and death; for I saw my cousin’s face the night before last, and it looked to me like a face that is fading away from this earth. You have been told, perhaps, to give no one her address; but she did not think her cousin Francis would come to ask for it. Pray trust me and believe in me; I am the only friend that poor girl has in all this world.” “I have told you the truth, sir,” answered the woman, quietly; “I do not know where Miss Turner has gone. Anything I can tell you about her, I shall be happy to tell,” she added, as if answering the look of blank despair in Francis Tredethlyn’s face; “but it is very little. Will you step upstairs to my room? It is only a humble place, but it will be quieter there than here.” This could scarcely fail to be true; for during the very brief interview which had just taken place, Francis had been brushed against and flouted some half-dozen times by young persons with jugs and door-keys, going to and from a neighbouring public-house. It was the popular dinner-hour in Drury Lane, and four separate floors, with their minor divisions of backs and fronts, were more or less engaged in the business of dining. Francis followed his cousin’s late associate, Miss Willoughby, up three steps of rather dingy stairs, upon which little colonies of children had established themselves here and there with their toys. One young gentleman of tender years was trying to fly a kite in the well of the staircase, with a persevering disregard of atmospheric difficulties and the heads of the passers below; while a young lady, belonging to an adjacent tribe of settlers, took her doll for an airing in a lobster-shell, drawn by a string which wound itself about Mr. Tredethlyn’s legs, and had to be unwound like a bandage. Occasional skirmishers from distant settlements came sliding down the banisters--which, compared to the stairs, were as the modern railroad to