Short Stories by Chekhov
country, the fragrance of pines. And suddenly there rose up before the
bishop's eyes a white turreted wall, and behind it a tall belfry in the
full moonlight, and beside it five shining, golden cupolas: this was the
Pankratievsky Monastery, in which Bishop Pyotr lived. And here, too,
high above the monastery, was the silent, dreamy moon. The carriage
drove in at the gate, crunching over the sand; here and there in the
moonlight there were glimpses of dark monastic figures, and there was
the sound of footsteps on the flag-stones. . . .
"You know, your holiness, your mamma arrived while you were away," the
lay brother informed the bishop as he went into his cell.
"My mother? When did she come?"
"Before the evening service. She asked first where you were and then she
went to the convent."
"Then it was her I saw in the church, just now! Oh, Lord!"
And the bishop laughed with joy.
"She bade me tell your holiness," the lay brother went on, "that she
would come to-morrow. She had a little girl with her--her grandchild, I
suppose. They are staying at Ovsyannikov's inn."
"What time is it now?"
"A little after eleven."
"Oh, how vexing!"
The bishop sat for a little while in the parlour, hesitating, and as it
were refusing to believe it was so late. His arms and legs were stiff,
his head ached. He was hot and uncomfortable. After resting a little he
went into his bedroom, and there, too, he sat a little, still thinking
of his mother; he could hear the lay brother going away, and Father
Sisoy coughing the other side of the wall. The monastery clock struck a
quarter.
The bishop changed his clothes and began reading the prayers before
sleep. He read attentively those old, long familiar prayers, and at the
same time thought about his mother. She had nine children and about
forty grandchildren. At one time, she had lived with her husband, the
deacon, in a poor village; she had lived there a very long time from the
age of seventeen to sixty. The bishop remembered her from early
childhood, almost from the age of three, and--how he had loved her!
Sweet, precious childhood, always fondly remembered! Why did it, that
long-past time that could never return, why did it seem brighter,
fuller, and more festive than it had really been? When in his childhood
or youth he had been ill, how tender and sympathetic his mother had
been! And now his prayers mingled with the memories, which gleamed more
and more brightly like a flame, and the prayers did not hinder his
thinking of his mother.
When he had finished his prayers he undressed and lay down, and at once,
as soon as it was dark, there rose before his mind his dead father, his
mother, his native village Lesopolye . . . the creak of wheels, the
bleat of sheep, the church bells on bright summer mornings, the gypsies
under the window--oh, how sweet to think of it! He remembered the priest
of Lesopolye, Father Simeon--mild, gentle, kindly; he was a lean little
man, while his son, a divinity student, was a huge fellow and talked in
a roaring bass voice. The priest's son had flown into a rage with the
cook and abused her: "Ah, you Jehud's ass!" and Father Simeon
overhearing it, said not a word, and was only ashamed because he could
not remember where such an ass was mentioned in the Bible. After him the
priest at Lesopolye had been Father Demyan, who used to drink heavily,
and at times drank till he saw green snakes, and was even nicknamed
Demyan Snakeseer. The schoolmaster at Lesopolye was Matvey Nikolaitch,
who had been a divinity student, a kind and intelligent man, but he,
too, was a drunkard; he never beat the schoolchildren, but for some
reason he always had hanging on his wall a bunch of birch-twigs, and
below it an utterly meaningless inscription in Latin: "Betula
kinderbalsamica secuta." He had a shaggy black dog whom he called
Syntax.
And his holiness laughed. Six miles from Lesopolye was the village
Obnino with a wonder-working ikon. In the summer they used to carry the
ikon in procession about the neighbouring villages and ring the bells
the whole day long; first in one village and then in another, and it
used to seem to the bishop then that joy was quivering in the air, and
he (in those days his name was Pavlusha) used to follow the ikon,
bareheaded and barefoot, with naïve faith, with a naïve smile,
infinitely happy. In Obnino, he remembered now, there were always a lot
of people, and the priest there, Father Alexey, to save time during
mass, used to make his deaf nephew Ilarion read the names of those for
whose health or whose souls' peace prayers were asked. Ilarion used to
read them, now and then getting a five or ten kopeck piece for the
service, and only when he was grey and bald, when life was nearly over,
he suddenly saw written on one of the pieces of paper: "What a fool you
are, Ilarion." Up to fifteen at least Pavlusha was undeveloped and idle
at his lessons, so much so that they thought of taking him away from the
clerical school and putting him into a shop; one day, going to the post
at Obnino for letters, he had stared a long time at the post-office
clerks and asked: "Allow me to ask, how do you get your salary, every
month or every day?"
His holiness crossed himself and turned over on the other side, trying
to stop thinking and go to sleep.
"My mother has come," he remembered and laughed.
The moon peeped in at the window, the floor was lighted up, and there
were shadows on it. A cricket was chirping. Through the wall Father
Sisoy was snoring in the next room, and his aged snore had a sound that
suggested loneliness, forlornness, even vagrancy. Sisoy had once been
housekeeper to the bishop of the diocese, and was called now "the former
Father Housekeeper"; he was seventy years old, he lived in a monastery
twelve miles from the town and stayed sometimes in the town, too. He had
come to the Pankratievsky Monastery three days before, and the bishop
had kept him that he might talk to him at his leisure about matters of
business, about the arrangements here. . . .
At half-past one they began ringing for matins. Father Sisoy could be
heard coughing, muttering something in a discontented voice, then he got
up and walked barefoot about the rooms.
"Father Sisoy," the bishop called.
Sisoy went back to his room and a little later made his appearance in
his boots, with a candle; he had on his cassock over his underclothes
and on his head was an old faded skull-cap.
"I can't sleep," said the bishop, sitting up. "I must be unwell. And
what it is I don't know. Fever!"
"You must have caught cold, your holiness. You must be rubbed with
tallow." Sisoy stood a little and yawned. "O Lord, forgive me, a
sinner."
"They had the electric lights on at Erakin's today," he said; "I don't
like it!"
Father Sisoy was old, lean, bent, always dissatisfied with something,
and his eyes were angry-looking and prominent as a crab's.
"I don't like it," he said, going away. "I don't like it. Bother it!" II
Next day, Palm Sunday, the bishop took the service in the cathedral in
the town, then he visited the bishop of the diocese, then visited a very
sick old lady, the widow of a general, and at last drove home. Between
one and two o'clock he had welcome visitors dining with him--his mother
and his niece Katya, a child of eight years old. All dinner-time the
spring sunshine was streaming in at the windows, throwing bright light
on the white tablecloth and on Katya's red hair. Through the double
windows they could hear the noise of the rooks and the notes of the
starlings in the garden.
"It is nine years since we have met," said the old lady. "And when I
looked at you in the monastery yesterday, good Lord! you've not changed
a bit, except maybe you are thinner and your beard is a little longer.
Holy Mother, Queen of Heaven! Yesterday at the evening service no one
could help crying. I, too, as I looked at you, suddenly began crying,
though I couldn't say why. His Holy Will!"
And in spite of the affectionate tone in which she said this, he could
see she was constrained as though she were uncertain whether to address
him formally or familiarly, to laugh or not, and that she felt herself
more a deacon's widow than his mother. And Katya gazed without blinking
at her uncle, his holiness, as though trying to discover what sort of a
person he was. Her hair sprang up from under the comb and the velvet
ribbon and stood out like a halo; she had a turned-up nose and sly eyes.
The child had broken a glass before sitting down to dinner, and now her
grandmother, as she talked, moved away from Katya first a wineglass and
then a tumbler. The bishop listened to his mother and remembered how
many, many years ago she used to take him and his brothers and sisters
to relations whom she considered rich; in those days she was taken up
with the care of her children, now with her grandchildren, and she had
brought Katya. . . .
"Your sister, Varenka, has four children," she told him; "Katya, here,
is the eldest. And your brother-in-law Father Ivan fell sick, God knows
of what, and died three days before the Assumption; and my poor Varenka
is left a beggar."
"And how is Nikanor getting on?" the bishop asked about his eldest
brother.
"He is all right, thank God. Though he has nothing much, yet he can
live. Only there is one thing: his son, my grandson Nikolasha, did not
want to go into the Church; he has gone to the university to be a
doctor. He thinks it is better; but who knows! His Holy Will!"
"Nikolasha cuts up dead people," said Katya, spilling water over her
knees.
"Sit still, child," her grandmother observed calmly, and took the glass
out of her hand. "Say a prayer, and go on eating."
"How long it is since we have seen each other!" said the bishop, and he
tenderly stroked his mother's hand and shoulder; "and I missed you
abroad, mother, I missed you dreadfully."
"Thank you."
"I used to sit in the evenings at the open window, lonely and alone;
often there was music playing, and all at once I used to be overcome
with homesickness and felt as though I would give everything only to be
at home and see you."
His mother smiled, beamed, but at once she made a grave face and said:
"Thank you."
His mood suddenly changed. He looked at his mother and could not
understand how she had come by that respectfulness, that timid
expression of face: what was it for? And he did not recognize her. He
felt sad and vexed. And then his head ached just as it had the day
before; his legs felt fearfully tired, and the fish seemed to him stale
and tasteless; he felt thirsty all the time. . . .
After dinner two rich ladies, landowners, arrived and sat for an hour
and a half in silence with rigid countenances; the archimandrite, a
silent, rather deaf man, came to see him about business. Then they began
ringing for vespers; the sun was setting behind the wood and the day was
over. When he returned from church, he hurriedly said his prayers, got
into bed, and wrapped himself up as warm as possible.
It was disagreeable to remember the fish he had eaten at dinner. The
moonlight worried him, and then he heard talking. In an adjoining room,
probably in the parlour, Father Sisoy was talking politics:
"There's war among the Japanese now. They are fighting. The Japanese, my
good soul, are the same as the Montenegrins; they are the same race.
They were under the Turkish yoke together."
And then he heard the voice of Marya Timofyevna:
"So, having said our prayers and drunk tea, we went, you know, to Father
Yegor at Novokatnoye, so. . ."
And she kept on saying, "having had tea" or "having drunk tea," and it
seemed as though the only thing she had done in her life was to drink
tea.
The bishop slowly, languidly, recalled the seminary, the academy. For