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Success

Una L. Silberrad

which, for him, it entailed. “I should have that man of Wallaby’s, if I ever did get in,” he said. “I don’t suppose he knows anything about marine engines, but that doesn’t matter, he’s a good man; I don’t think much of specialised knowledge _per se_; after all, it’s less what a man knows that matters in real problems, than how he sets about dealing with what he doesn’t know.” Nan agreed and said nothing about air-castles and the previousness of arranging the staff of them before the first brick is laid; she knew that that childish faculty sometimes goes with the constructive mathematical mind. But the enthusiasm did not remain with the builder now. “I don’t know that we need spend time talking of what I’ll do if I do make a success of it,” he said, “quite likely I shan’t make anything of the kind.” But she did not believe that; nor did he really, although at times he insisted on it, speaking of the enormous difficulties of the hitherto unsolved problem presented by the big engines. That same day he wrote to the steamship company, saying he was willing to undertake their work, suggesting terms and other arrangements. He did not mention the matter to Barmister; although he and Nan thought a great deal about it, neither mentioned it to her father, there would be time enough for that when all was settled. And as it happened events justified this reticence. Two days later there came another letter from the company. Michael’s reply had been received, but after further consideration, the board had decided not to proceed on the lines originally indicated. Their own engineers hoped to be equal to doing all that was necessary, so they would not trouble him further in the matter. “Are they equal to it?” Nan asked. “How can they be now if they weren’t four days ago?” Michael shrugged his shoulders. “They may have hit on something,” he said, “though I hardly think so.” “Nor do I,” she said significantly. He took the blow, and blow it certainly was, very quietly. “After all,” he said, “it’s not really surprising; it’s only what we might have expected. The wonder is, not that they have backed out now, but that they appealed to me in the first instance. Most of the directors of this are in two or three kindred companies and thoroughly mixed in that lot; if they don’t absolutely know any of Galhardy’s directors personally they do indirectly; they must have known something about that affair.” “Of course,” Nan said, “they would hardly have applied to you if they had not; it’s only because of that that you are free and willing to do what they wanted, and they know it; besides, if, as you say, it was through Mr. Blake they did apply to you, he would probably have said something about it to them, very likely not to your discredit.” “Blake’s a good sort,” Michael said; “he’d have made the best tale he could; he believes the best, I think; he was awfully decent to me.” His face brightened for a moment, as he recalled the afternoon with the oil presses. “What has caused this change, then?” Nan asked. “Why have they altered their minds now?” Michael did not know. “Possibly,” he suggested, “one director, more nervous or more suspicious or more punctilious than the rest, who was not there at the first discussion, came along afterwards and upset the others. Or perhaps some one of them has heard a fresh yarn about me. Or it might even be that someone in Galhardy’s, hearing there was a chance of me getting in there, has taken the trouble to talk to them. I don’t know how much interest Galhardy’s take in me and my proceedings, I should hardly have thought so much as that, still they may; they had a rather exalted opinion of the work I might do for other people, and the consequent damage to them. Anyway, I don’t see that it matters how it happened; it has happened, as it was likely to, and there’s an end.” Nan nodded: there was an end, there was nothing to be gained by speculating on the reason or the manner of it. “And after all,” he said, “perhaps it’s just as well. I dare say I shouldn’t have done any good with the thing, if I had had the chance; it’s a subject on which I have worked very little; probably I should have made a muddle of it. And working for people like that again—working that way——” He did not finish the sentence, but it was plain that he shrank from the idea as he had before welcomed it, doubting his own ability and everything else. CHAPTER IX Rosalind Annarly was to be married just after Easter: the wedding, which was to have taken place in the winter, was postponed until then on account of a death in the Wharton family—not in the immediate family circle, but since the deceased was the only daughter of the weighty relative from whom Dick had expectations, it was thought advisable to pay proper respect. “Besides,” so Rosalind said, “I hate a wedding with one family in mourning or half mourning. And, after all, April is a much better time to get frocks than the winter, and a new house, and curtains, and everything look nicer then.” So she supported the postponement with equanimity. She was very comfortable at home; her father’s favourite, and an acknowledged beauty, which, in connection with her satisfactory engagement, gave her some prestige and even more liberty to have what she liked than would otherwise have fallen to her share. If Dick was more impatient for a change of condition, and had no sartorial consolations to pass the time, he could at least reflect that the postponement was his doing, or rather his relatives’, and dictated by wisdom if not by feeling. But in the spring there was a period put to the time of waiting; the date for the wedding was fixed, and the business of preparation went forward with enthusiasm. Michael, naturally, was expected to be home for the wedding. He had been home very little during the winter and spring; he had really no time for it. The family at Hurstbury were sorry, of course; but, since he had never been there much, they cannot be said to have missed him. For the wedding, however, they expected him: there is a definite part allotted to the bride’s brothers on such occasions; Michael would come and fill it. Constance wrote and told him so. “What a pity he isn’t as good-looking as Jack,” Rosalind said. Jack was home now, and a really satisfactory brother the sisters found: tall, good-looking, and sociable—a masculine edition of themselves. “Michael is nothing like Jack,” Rosalind said, thinking of her bridal procession; “it’s rather a pity.” “I don’t think that matters,” Mabel said. “The sort of thing I should have thought a pity would have been if he had not been able to keep Mr. Barmister away.” “Mabel!” Constance protested. “How can you say such a thing? I am sure he had nothing to do with Mr. Barmister stopping away.” But Mabel thought he had. “The Barmisters would expect him to look after them,” she said. “They wouldn’t know anyone else here, and they’d stick to him. I guess he felt two of them would be too much for him, and so persuaded Nan to accept without her father.” Constance did not think so. “At all events,” she said, “I am glad Nan is coming; she is a good little thing and must have a dull time. I should have been pleased if her father had come with her.” Mabel was sceptical. “He might have been all right,” she said; “on the other hand, he might have worn a three-foot gold watch-chain and five diamond rings, and gone round valuing the wedding presents in the hearing of the givers.” “Mabel!” Constance said, shocked; but Rosalind laughed, though she reminded her sister that Barmister was not a pawnbroker. “No,” Mabel agreed, “he might have given you something good from among the pledges, if he were.” Rosalind laughed again, and the subject was dropped in favour of the more interesting one of wedding presents—who had given them; who was yet to give; who had shown themselves more generous than was to be expected, and who less; not omitting the irritating question of duplicates, and what was to be done with them. “Three half-dozens of afternoon tea-knives!” Rosalind said with a little grimace. “You’ll have to exchange some,” was Mabel’s opinion; “though you won’t get much for them: they are as thin as paper, and really no use to anyone—except to give away. Shall you keep all the salt-cellars?” Rosalind could not make up her mind, and Constance said she was rather surprised Uncle Giles chose those articles for his present. “He ought to have sent a cheque, and a big one,” Mabel said, more outspokenly. “I dare say he would if he and father had not fallen out over the Budget.” Rosalind observed pathetically that she had nothing to do with the Budget, and did not see why, since she knew nothing about it, Uncle Giles should have been mean to her. After that she was called away to speak to her sisters-in-law-elect, and left Constance and Mabel to finish setting out the wedding presents without her. “There certainly are rather many tea-knives,” Constance regretted, as she arranged the cases on the dining-room table. “Even more teaspoons,” Mabel said; “though I should think we might reckon them all in by now: there can’t be much more to come, so late as this.” The wedding itself was to-morrow. The house by this time was in something of a flutter. For days past there had been a growing excitement and tendency to disruption of ordinary life; now, almost all pretence of routine had gone. People ran up and down stairs constantly, friends and acquaintances looked in at all manner of times, the dressmaker was interviewed in the drawing-room, meals were unpunctual, the servants could be sent to the post at any hour, and anyone could have a cup of tea whenever she wanted it. A wedding, like spring-cleaning, brings maids and mistresses to the level of mere women, and deranges the whole domestic organisation. Jack went to see friends a good deal at that time, bestowing, however, a certain amount of patronising interest on the presents between whiles. Mr. Annarly retired as much as possible to the little room at the back. It had of late been much littered with paper, and string, and milliners’ boxes, and parcels of things sent on approval, or ready to return for alterations to shops and dressmakers. But they were gone now. Constance, an orderly spirit, comparatively little affected by the general excitement, had seen to that. It was she who had arranged that the boxes and parcels should all find their way there, so keeping the house clear, and things where they could be found, as long as possible. It was she who saw that they were removed this morning, so as to be ready for the furniture from the drawing-room, which was to be put there. The drawing-room was cleared of all superfluous chairs and small tables; everything which could increase the difficulty of getting three times as many people into it as it would naturally be expected to hold. Mrs. Annarly went round the denuded room, while Rosalind, assisted by her sisters-in-law-elect, was arranging flowers on a table, belonging somewhere else, placed temporarily in the centre. Everyone in Hurstbury had some flowers in bloom at this time, and everyone acquainted with the Annarlys seemed to have sent some for the occasion: it looked as if it would be impossible for the girls to deal with all the choice ones, let alone the masses of daffodils, and primroses, and violets that were piled about them. Fortunately, the recalcitrant Mary, who had returned for a day or two to oblige her former mistress at the interesting time, was clever with flowers—as she was with most other things. She took the work over when the girls grew tired of it. “I think things are nicely forward,” Mrs. Annarly said with