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Success

Una L. Silberrad

pleasing as the mid-Victorian china in which it was served. Nan and the old lady became good friends. “My dear,” she said at parting, “I hope you will come and see us again; it will be a great pleasure to me if you will. You remind me of the girls of my own young days, if I may say it; you don’t mind me saying it? You are so much quieter—you fill the room so much less than the girls of to-day. You will forgive me for making the personal remark?” Nan assured her that she would, and said she would be very pleased to come again, if she might. Mr. Cordover sent her back to town in the car, with strict injunctions not to tip the chauffeur. “I pay my servants half as much again as other people,” he said, “on the understanding that they take tips from nobody. They’d get the sack if they did, so they don’t, and it’s just as well to know that beforehand, for if it’s something to be ashamed of to give a tip which is taken—as it seems to be, seeing the way most men do it—it’s twenty times worse when it’s not taken.” Nan said she would remember, and held out her hand for good-bye. Mr. Cordover tucked the rug round her, “I’ll fetch you again some day soon,” he said. “Will you come?” “If I may.” “All right, that’s a bargain.” He gave a final tuck. “You and I’ll be friends before we’ve done, I foresee,” he said. She thanked him with smiling eyes; she had not many friends; and the car went away. She looked back once at the square house, and the thought of the inmates made the smile in her eyes misty. She looked back again when they slowed near the top of a steep rise further along the road. An old house stood on the left of the way here, a long, low house deep bowered in trees. The hill was so steep that the pace had slackened considerably; she was able to see it well, to observe the sense of peace and space that seemed to cling about it in the evening light, even to read the board by the wall, which notified that it was to let. “I should like to live there,” she thought. And when she reached home, so much was the fancy in her mind that she told her father she had seen the house she wanted to live in. “Oh?” he said. “Maybe you will one day—if you really want to. It’s my experience that one pretty much gets what one wants, if one does really want it—and’s prepared to pay.” Nan suggested that it was not the usual opinion. “I dare say not,” he answered dryly, “plenty of people can neither really want nor are really willing to pay, though they wouldn’t believe it if you told them so. Folks make about as many mistakes in estimating their powers that way as they do in valuing their antiques. Show me a man who wants a thing all the time, and keeps on wanting it and is prepared to sacrifice to get it, and I’ll show you one that’s going to get it.” “I don’t know if I want my house all that,” Nan said, “perhaps I don’t; perhaps I’m one of those who can’t really want.” “Then you aren’t my daughter,” her father retorted. “I know what I want and always have. I want to live and die here in this place and at this work, and I shall be very surprised if I don’t do it. Now go and get your hat off; are you too tired to do a bit of work to-night?” She was not, and came quickly and spent the rest of the evening at work. And not being finished then, went to it again on Sunday morning. By the afternoon she had done, and when Michael, having travelled by a tediously slow Sunday train, returned she was sitting alone reading. Barmister was downstairs in the room with the dolphin mantelpiece; he usually spent Sunday afternoons there, more often in looking at past records of work than actually at work, enjoying the companionship of its near presence, much as a book-lover imbibes joy from the presence of his books and the mere sight and smell of them. Nan and Michael had an undisturbed hour upstairs, and in it Nan heard about the warp-winding machinery and the accident at the power station. It was characteristic of Michael that he told her of the winding machinery first; it had been in his mind since the other, and was to him the more interesting of the two. “I believe I have solved that problem,” he said. And when she asked if he had found it as difficult as he had expected, he answered: “In a way, yes. The real difficulty was the poverty of the land; the principal problem was to get a satisfactory improvement which would not cost too much.” “Have you done that?” “I think so: I got at something more or less satisfactory on Saturday evening. I was half inclined to let it go at that, though I knew there must be something better, if I could hit on it. In the small hours this morning I did hit on it. Funny how things come to you sometimes! I hadn’t been thinking of the winding machines at all—couldn’t, my hands were too full then: all of a sudden they came back to me, when I was busy with the dynamos, and I saw right away at once what it was I wanted and had really been trying to get at all the time. The extraordinary thing is that I didn’t see before; it’s so perfectly obvious.” Nan, by this time, knew something about this kind of obviousness and its liability to show extremely abstruse to the lay mind. She asked about the idea now, and he explained with notes and diagrams made on pieces of paper in the train. “I worked it out on the way down,” he said; “it’s a bit indistinct in places, I got sleepy before I was through. I slept most of the rest of the way. There was a fool of a commercial traveller in the carriage, a chatty chap who would talk about screws and bolts and boiler-joints. I told him they didn’t interest me, I didn’t know one end of a screw from another, except by sitting on it, and then I went to sleep.” Nan laughed. “Dull for him,” she said. “He got somebody else to talk to pretty soon. At all events, there was somebody else in the carriage when I woke, and they were talking away like anything. I roused just as we were running through Enfield, or some such place, and heard them at it. They were talking about a reversible turbine, a thing that’s badly wanted, but about as likely to be accomplished as thought transference by Act of Parliament; theirs, the turbine they were speaking of, I mean, was the purest bunkum.” “Did you tell them so?” Nan asked. “Not in so many words; I asked them about it, and afterwards we talked about turbines in general.” “Did they mind?” “Oh, no, they were quite pleased; in fact, rather grateful—seemed to look upon me as a mine of useful information at the end. One of them gave me his card.” He pulled it out, but the name was quite indecipherable. “Oh, those are some notes I made in the Tube on an automatic switch for alternating currents. I don’t know if anything could be done in that way. It would be a good thing if it could; it might have been a help in such a smash as last night’s.” And from that he went on to speak of the accident at the power station, and to tell her about it. She listened with the greatest interest and a certain thrill of satisfaction, asking questions now and then. Among them was one which he had not asked himself. “What will they give you for this?” “I don’t know; I hadn’t thought of that.” “You saved them a great deal in money, perhaps in life too.” “Maybe. Yes, I suppose so; but if it hadn’t been me it would have been someone else; I just happened to be there at the moment.” She said “Yes,” though she may not have entirely agreed. “I suppose you rather put their backs up,” she remarked. He had told her of Mr. Heath and his own answer to the inquiry of the new engineer, and various other incidents; also she knew something of his fatal gift for making enemies. “Still, even if you did do that, even if you made them feel very foolish, the fact remains, you saved them. They must make some recognition of it.” “What? A column in the local newspaper saying that, as a consequence of the council neglecting to repair their chimney, which any decent bricklayer would have condemned, there had been a disaster; scope and size of which were minimised by the action of an interfering stranger, name unknown. No one but Milligen knew who I was, and he was out of the way. That would be recognition, wouldn’t it?” “I didn’t mean that sort, you know I didn’t. I never see that fame, even real fame, is worth much, though it might be a little helpful to you now; that sort of thing, of course, is nothing at all. I was thinking of money, rather; they must give you something, I should think.” He shrugged his shoulders. “Overtime pay?” he suggested. “They might, but there is no must about it that I see; a certain amount of doubt, rather.” And it seemed almost as if Michael were right, for, as time went on, nothing was heard of the council one way or the other. There was, no doubt, some report of the affair in the local newspapers, but he did not see them; and in them the part he played, reported on by the incoming engineer, whose business it was to please the council and not emphasise the extent of the disaster, was hardly likely to be made too glowing. The matter slipped from his mind and Nan’s too, and life went on much as before. The usual routine of daily work, the drawings for the patent agent, the occasional times of quiet companionship, and the occasional times—growing rarer—of fretting against the monotony of it all. So through the summer, with little or no change except that sometimes, more often than he used, he went to Hurstbury to see his father. “I believe the poor old chap begins to feel a little left,” he once explained to Nan. “It never struck me before, but after that wedding it did; he seems somehow to be rather out of it, to be getting old. I don’t suppose it’s any particular pleasure to him to see me, I don’t see how it can be, considering what a mess I have made of things, and that we haven’t a point in common; but I think I’ll go. He’s on the shady side now—so am I, another way. It gives one a sort of fellow feeling; there may be some comfort in that.” So he went when he could spare the time, though going meant sacrificing a scanty leisure, and when he was there he was able to do little besides sit and smoke with his father and rather laboriously make conversation. How laborious it was the father never knew; he thought the son enjoyed the talks, and looked forward to the visits—as he himself did, saving up little bits of information and little pieces of work over against Michael’s coming and for his delectation. One Sunday afternoon they overhauled the garden water-supply system; Mr. Annarly used to be fond of doing such things. That afternoon they made several alterations, Michael standing by handing the tools. Another Sunday, when the servants were all out, they examined a defective flue in the kitchener, and Michael, working under his father’s directions, made it worse than it was before. A third they spent in the old workshop, Mr. Annarly explaining various of his former contrivances to his son. At parting, he pressed some of the remaining tools on him, with an entirely erroneous idea of their value. “You take them, my boy,” he said with the awkwardness of a man giving a considerable present. “Take them—here, take this too—I don’t suppose I shall ever use them again, I haven’t the fancy for things that I had. It’s a pity they should lie here; they’ll be useful to you.” Michael took them: he carried them back to town with him in an unwieldy parcel, and put them carefully away. He never spoke of them to anyone, but he would not have parted with them for a good deal. Towards the end of July it happened that he was able to tell his father a piece of news which gave the elder man great satisfaction. He hesitated some time before telling it on account of that very