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Success

Una L. Silberrad

She would much rather he had arrived at his own conclusions by himself, but she did her best, trying to speak as impersonally as possible, to state the matter in the unbiassed way they talked of most things. On the whole she succeeded wonderfully well, seeing the nature of the subject, curiously well; so well that in itself it was something of an argument of the truth of what she said. People who could so logically investigate feeling and impersonally weigh situations were hardly in the normal condition of those contemplating the marriage of choice. But if Michael began to suspect that he did not say so then, Miss Janet came in before Nan had much more than stated her views, and before he had had a chance to refute or consider them. But that was no disadvantage in Nan’s eyes; she would rather he thought over what she had said alone. “You think about it,” she said later. “We must each think about it; we must each be quite sure, and I’m not—or, rather, I’m nearly sure it had better not be.” The next day was the funeral, and so no opportunity during the earlier part of the day for any private talk. Mr. Annarly came to the funeral; also one of the Barmister relations, and two of the business friends, the others were Jews and so debarred by religion. To Mr. Annarly’s surprise his brother-in-law, Mr. Giles Cordover, was present. He remembered to have heard his wife or daughters remark that Uncle Giles had taken Nan Barmister for a motor ride; beyond that nothing had ever been said, or known, of any acquaintance between them. It was odd Giles should be at the funeral, Mr. Annarly thought, though, when one came to think of it, perhaps not odder than plenty of other things he did. Mr. Annarly did not get any speech with him; he did not come with the funeral party, nor did he leave with them; he said a few words to Nan at the graveside, squeezed her hand hard, and went about his business. It is quite possible Mr. Annarly would like to have gone about his too; he was rather busy just now; also not at all at ease in scenes of family emotion: weddings, funerals, or similar times when the tenor of ordinary life and feeling is broken. But he did not go; Nan was his dead wife’s niece and a lonely girl, so far as relatives were concerned; he must return to the house with her, he was too kind-hearted to think of anything else. So he went with the Foregoods and Michael. Robert Barmister’s will was read to this small party in the brown upper room. It was commendably brief, and contained little or no indication of the amount, small or otherwise, of property to be disposed of; but it rather surprised Mr. Annarly. He had always heard the women of his household speak, kindly but condescendingly, of Nan as a person of very modest attainments, and by this will Robert Barmister, a shrewd man, bequeathed to her the management of his beloved business! Josiah Foregood was to have a third share, she to have the other two-thirds and the control, also everything else of which the testator stood possessed, with a very free hand in the management of it. There was, however, a condition attached; or, rather, as the lawyer explained, it was an expressed wish, not a legal restraint, for it was contained in a private letter to Nan and not in the will itself, and so not legally binding upon her. “My late client,” the lawyer said, “wished to include this private condition in the will, embodying it in a codicil while keeping its nature private. But, as I pointed out to him, it was impossible to make it legally binding without publishing its nature; on that he decided to leave the will as it originally stood, expressing his wishes respecting the condition to the inheritrix, and leaving her to carry them out as her conscience should direct.” “Most extraordinary,” Mr. Annarly said, “most extraordinary!” He meant the disposal of the business quite as much as the unknown condition. “Of course, it’s not like a City concern, anything big; it’s only trade certainly, and smallish at that, but it’s one that wants technical knowledge, I should have thought, and proper handling.” The lawyer, to whom these remarks were addressed in a decorously lowered voice, bowed, but answered in the same. “I believe Miss Barmister is considered, by those who know, a finer expert in this particular business and a truer virtuoso than her father.” “You don’t say so?” Mr. Annarly said, and looked in some bewilderment towards Nan, who now rose from where she sat at the far end of the room and came towards them. “Have you the letter for me?” she asked the lawyer. He produced it. “You will perceive,” he said, “that it was your father’s wish you should open and read it when you were alone.” She glanced at the sealed envelope and saw that instruction written upon it. “He knew it would be easiest for me,” she said. “I think so slowly and never at all properly, if there are people talking; I could not really make up my mind, if I were not quiet and alone.” “I hope,” the lawyer spoke impressively, “you will not do anything rashly or hastily. Since it was your father’s desire, I took charge of the letter, and told you his original instructions in the matter, but it was under protest; I could not personally approve an effort—as this was—to give a private and personal expression the force of law. No doubt you will wish to carry out your father’s instructions, no doubt they are such as can with ease and propriety be carried out; but it is my duty to tell you, as I told him, that you are not legally compelled to do so. You inherit in any case.” “Thank you,” Nan said. “Yes, I understand. I don’t think father would have wanted me to do what he thought wrong or impossible. And I expect he knew that I would not do it, if I thought it so, no matter what depended on it. We were very good friends, you know, we understood——” Her eyes filled with tears as she spoke. Mr. Annarly’s grew misty too; he patted her arm kindly. “You must come down to Hurstbury,” he said, “the girls will be pleased to have you; you must come and stay a long time.” She thanked him, and then slipped away to read her letter. “A good girl,” he said to the lawyer, “an affectionate daughter. I suppose there won’t be much for her, poor thing, when all’s said and done?” The lawyer looked surprised. “She inherits a two-thirds interest in the business, and all that her father had saved,” he said. “Yes, yes, so I understood—but what’s that? Not much I’m afraid. Enough to live on in a small way, if they manage the business properly, and with Foregood, who knows it through and through, interested one may reckon on that. There will be enough to keep her from want, I suppose, but not much more—though that’s more than I anticipated. Fact, I was prepared to have to do something for her myself. She was my dead wife’s niece, you know; I shouldn’t like her to want.” The lawyer applauded such generous intentions, but said there was no need to anticipate any necessity for them. “I cannot,” he said, “speak with perfect accuracy on the subject, but I believe I may safely say that Miss Barmister’s income will be very much nearer two thousand a year than one.” “What!” Mr. Annarly exclaimed. “You don’t mean it! You can’t mean it!” He looked round the room and, very incorrectly, appraised the things in it. “I should never have thought it!” he said. “I had no notion. Why, he didn’t live at the rate of three hundred a year!” He repeated it once or twice to himself; he could not get used to the idea at all. He spoke of it to Michael, to whom it was as much news as it was to him; also to Josiah Foregood, who was not very surprised. “Yes,” the latter said in his gentle way, “he made a good deal of late years; he was a clever man, a very shrewd man. It’s wonderful he should have left me a share in the business; a great honour, I feel it, a responsibility too. I hope I’ll prove worthy.” He accompanied Mr. Annarly and the lawyer to the door, and then went to the dolphin room to look rather wistfully at the dead man’s desk, and try to realise his own new position. Miss Janet, in the meantime, went to superintend domestic affairs. The fact that Nan had inherited more than anyone anticipated did not make any difference to her, or prevent her from going to see that the wine and cake were properly disposed of. Michael was left alone when he had said good-bye to his father. He hesitated a moment in the hall, then went slowly upstairs. The fact of Nan’s inheritance did make some difference to him. Nan with two thousand a year and her father’s business to manage was a different person from Nan penniless and homeless, crying alone in the twilight; at least, different in so far that he would not have proposed marriage to her. Of course, Nan was Nan, whatever she had or whatever she was; and she would always be Nan, a thing apart, one to come back to, less a person than a comfort and a sense of rest, from which one drew support and found the best of oneself and things. But it was not for that reason he had proposed marriage to her, marriage had nothing to do with that, nor that with marriage. He had proposed it to her because she was crying alone in the twilight. She had divined it quicker than he had, and divined too that the other, that which they really were to each other, did not depend on it, would exist without it, possibly better without it. She had doubted yesterday whether they were right to marry; he doubted now that he knew she was to have two thousand a year and her father’s business. Nan was standing by the window in the upper room when he came in. She held her father’s letter open in her hand, and though she turned as he entered, he could not tell from her face how the contents had affected her. “Do you know you will be a comparatively rich woman?” he said, suddenly remembering that she was the only person with whom the amount of the inheritance had not been discussed. “Shall I?” she said. “I rather fancied from the letter there must be more than we thought, a good deal more.” “It is a good deal,” he said, and told her. “As much as that?” she asked, but without excitement. She took the letter from its envelope. “I want you to read it,” she said. “Are you sure?” he hesitated. “Is it what he wished?” “I am sure it is what I do,” she answered, “and in this case I am the best judge; he generally trusted me to decide what concerned me. Read it; it touches you as well as me.” He unfolded it and read: DEAR NAN, _I am told that I cannot legally limit my bequests to you by any conditions not made public. As I do not choose to have your affairs and my actions talked over by those not concerned, to the possible bringing about of what I want to avoid, I do not make this condition public, but I expect you to act as if it were legally binding, none the less._ _The condition on which I leave you practically all I have—and you will find it a good deal more than you expect—is that you do not marry Michael Annarly. Should you do so, I wish everything to go to Josiah Foregood._ _Your affectionate father,_ ROBERT BARMISTER. So Barmister had foreseen the position and determined to decide it for them; at least, so it seemed to Michael as he read the letter. Not very flattering to him himself, perhaps, but none the less a wise decision, the one they must inevitably have come to. He felt it, and felt it so completely fitted in with the thoughts which had occupied him as he came upstairs that he found himself saying, “That settles it,” as if he had already discussed them aloud. “Settles what?” Nan asked. “The question of our marrying or not.” “Does it?” “Certainly. I could not marry you in the face of that.”