That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
"I am sure of that!" He added, mastering that inward impulse: "I shall
not forbid the flight if Bawne is set on it. But first, I must speak to
him!"
And the great form with the stern thoughtful face and scholar's stoop
moved across the greensward, followed by the tall young figures of
Sherbrand and Patrine. Of the two, the man was by a bare inch the
taller. This Patrine realised in a swift side-glance. Certain featural
characteristics of him, personal impressions received
half-unconsciously, retained their clear sharpness then and for many
days....
The silvery-yellow hair toning into the pale brown skin. The powerful
sweep of the brows over eyes set flush with their large orbits,
prominent, brilliant, mobile as the eyes of a bird of flight. The nose,
arched and jutting like a kite's beak, with large sensitive nostrils,
the somewhat sunken cheek and the sharply-angled jaw, the little ear and
the rounded skull superbly set upon the full muscular neck rising out of
the collar of the gabardine, made up a portrait upon which some happy
woman might well dote and dream.
It was five o'clock and the breeze that smelt of heather and clover-hay
and strawberries blew more strongly, straight from under the westering
sun. Patrine drank in deep draughts of the buoyant sweetness. The
leaden gyves had fallen from her limbs, the leaden weight had lifted
from her bosom. She had recovered something of her old, elastic grace
of movement, that even the sheath-skirt could not spoil. Looking at
her, Sherbrand said to himself:
"She walks like a Highland hill-woman or a native girl of the
Philippines. And--did Heaven or a Bond Street specialist give her that
extraordinary hair? I rather hate it, and yet I have to go on looking
at it. Does she know? I wonder if she knows?"
She felt his eyes on her. And the buoyant sense of well-being that his
presence brought to her was mingled with an agony of apprehension. Her
heart clamoured, like a brooding thrush attacked by the owl, that Bawne
should not be permitted to risk himself with von Herrnung. "_Does any
other living being know him as I know him?_" she asked herself. "_If by
some misadventure it came to a question of one life or the other, would
he scruple--no! he would not scruple for an instant to sacrifice the
child?_"
Three words to Uncle Owen--if one only dared to speak them--would have
put the thing out of the question. But at the thought of the dreadful
avowal to which such an utterance might lead, Patrine was stricken dumb.
She could not face the music. This was one little ear of wild oats out
of the full field that waited for her reaping, sown in the hours that
lie between the midnight of pleasure and the dawn of the Day of Remorse.
Perhaps she and Sherbrand had walked more slowly than it had seemed to
her. She saw Saxham and his son meet, heard, indistinctly the exchange
of a few brief sentences, and then the boy, with a jump to hug his
father round the neck, ran to her as she came up.
"Cousin Pat, I'm going to get into my flying-kit in a minute." His
heart was thumping so that it shook him, and the short upper lip with
the gold-brown dust of freckles on it quivered, hard as he tried to keep
it stiff: "One doesn't do it before people generally--but I'd rather
like you to kiss me now!"
"My precious, a dozen times!"
She said it impetuously in the deep womanly baritone that Bawne loved,
and Sherbrand started as he heard it. She dropped her tall-sticked
sunshade, and caught the little boyish figure to her broad womanly
bosom, hugged him until he panted, and kissed his pale cheeks red. You
do not need to be reminded that Patrine was a galumpher. "Don't go!
don't go!" she whispered in her darling's neck. "I hate your going! and
I don't believe Uncle Owen likes it.... Say you've been up once and
you're 'nuffy! Pretend you funk it. Do, for my sake!"
"I--can't. Ouch! You tickle! Please let me go. This is business!"
He squirmed, and she burst out laughing, and released him. The act was
a wrench that tore her bleeding heart anew.
He bounded instantly after Sherbrand, seeing him go forward to join von
Herrnung, who was standing watching Davis fill the Bird's tank with
petrol, and her reservoir with oil.
There was no spurring these lazy devils of English into movement....
The accursed pig-dogs, the stupid sheep's heads! If that fragmentary
Wireless message had really to do with _the business_, within the next
ten minutes everything might be ruined. One walked perilously, as
amongst pebbles, holding a watch-glass of High Explosive in one's hand.
Here came the man and the boy. He joined them with a noisy burst of
forced laughter. Presently you saw all three moving in the direction of
a building where the "flying-kits of all sorts and shapes and sizes," of
which Sherbrand had boasted, were kept for the use of the patrons of
Fanshaw's School. As they went in, Bawne cast a wistful glance up at
the clock on the front gable of the cafe restaurant, now supplying
afternoon tea served in brown teapots, and rolls and butter on thick
white platters, to a thin sprinkling of customers.
"Three minutes to the half-hour," said the clock.
Would the Chief come, or must this thing be carried out by a small boy
whose heart lay, a palpable lump of cold lead in the pit of his stomach,
and whose knees were turning to jelly as he went?
If Cousin Pat, when she begged him not to go, had known how badly he,
Bawne, had wanted to hold her round the neck and beg her not to let him,
he would at this moment have been unheroically safe.
She was so big. He had most dreadfully wanted to cling to her and
cry--imagine a fellow of twelve doing anything so kiddish. But he had
swallowed the unmanly tears, and wriggled out of her strong protecting
arms.
He looked back and saw her tall white figure, standing near the hulking
black-clad shape of the Doctor, who had pulled his hat-brim low down
over his eyes, and did not seem to be talking or laughing at all. Davis
was doing something with a spanner to the Bird's under-carriage, and the
long, thin shadow of her in combination with the squat shadow of the
little stooping Welshman, stretched eastwards over the dry green grass.
He heaved a big sigh and followed his man in. Von Herrnung was already
trying on pneumatic coats, swearing in nervous German when they were not
big enough. At last he was caparisoned, in a heavy suit of
flannel-lined Carberrys and a buttonless hooded jacket. He had stripped
the burst glove from his wounded hand, thrown it away, and replaced the
magpie pearl ring upon his little finger. He had put on a woollen helmet
and tied over that a flapped cap with goggles and ear-pieces. While he
attended to his outfit, the leather satchel lay at his feet, or
sometimes between them, or he would keep a boot-toe on a corner of it.
And his hard blue eyes were vigilantly watchful against surprise.
Sherbrand and the dresser--who presided over a long room of shelves and
pegs laden with queer garments, and who looked like a washed mechanic in
spotless blue overalls--put Bawne into a woollen sweater, and added to
the panoply he had worn already that morning, and which consisted of
leggings, slip-strapped to a webbing waistbelt, a pneumatic jacket, a
knitted helmet such as von Herrnung wore, and a pair of goggles. They
looked like the Eskimo hunter and his little boy in the "Book of The
Arctic"--a volume specially beloved of Saxham's small son.
It was five minutes past the half-hour when they emerged from the
dressing-shed. Saxham came to meet them, turned and walked by his son's
side. Davis, whose weakness as regards the sex we know, had pinched
from the visitor's enclosure a green-painted iron chair for Patrine. She
half-rose, stung by an impulse of escape, when she saw von Herrnung
approaching, and then controlled herself and sat down again.
Nothing escaped her long eyes. They saw Sherbrand glance from Saxham to
von Herrnung, and read the intention of an introduction in his look. He
had just begun:
"Doctor, I don't think you have met Captain----" when von Herrnung
lengthened his long stride, outstripped his companions, and went over
swiftly and stood beside Patrine.
*CHAPTER XXXI*
*VON HERRNUNG BAITS THE HOOK*
She knew that he had interpreted her movement as an invitation.
He saluted her and said, speaking thickly:
"It is necessary that I have a word with you. Walk with me for one
moment. I shall not keep you more!"
He bulked huge in his rig-out, but looked thoroughly at home, and deadly
workmanlike. He pushed up his goggles as though conscious that they
discounted his personal attractions, and his blue eyes were stony and
glittering, and his full mouth showed pale and hard-set under the
scarlet roll of his moustache.
"I shall not see you again to-day, and I have something important to
tell you." He spoke rapidly and his breathing was harsh and loud. "I
have been recalled by my Chiefs and return to Germany in--another two or
three days. That we do not meet again before I leave is possible,
therefore I wish to give you my address."
She did not look up. A white hand with red hairs growing thick on the
back of it offered her a pencilled card. She made no movement to take
it. He said, thrusting the card underneath her eyes:
"It is printed here in German letters. You read and speak my language
badly, so I will translate for you--'Squadron-Captain-Pilot Count
Theodor von Herrnung, Imperial Field Flying Service, Flight Station
XXX., Taubefeld, near Diebrich, West Hessen, Germany.' Write your
letter to me in English. The address copy from this. Will you not take
the card?"
"There is no need to. I do not mean to write to you!"
"_Danke_. You are candid," he said, "at least. You give me to
understand that whatever happens--" he repeated the words with a
singular inflection "_whatever happens!_--you will have no more to do
with me?"
"Have I not told you so twice already?"
He gritted his teeth and said, controlling furious anger:
"_Erklaeren Sie_! _Was giebt es_? Why are you so--rottenly furious
with me? You have yourself to thank for--what has happened! You led me
on. You made me crazy about you. And the devil of it is I am so still!
The sight of you maddens me! Listen! Do not be stupid--unkind to
yourself and to me! In three days from now, you will get an envelope at
your Club with plenty of money. Join me at my headquarters at Taubefeld
and then--you will see! We will be happy--you shall have plenty of
money to throw about when we visit Berlin and other big cities, and
jewels, dresses, pleasure, admiration--everything a beautiful woman
wants! _Grosse Gott_! Can I offer anything more tempting? What are
you saying? 'Yes!' or 'No!'"
Her narrowed eyes looked like long black slits in her white face. The
pale lips barely moved to answer:
"Neither! Are you proposing to marry me?"
He laughed woodenly, and repeated:
"Marry you! Ha, ha! What _verdammt_ nonsense are you talking? What
has love to do with getting married? Nothing that I have ever heard! Of
course I shall marry--my family have arranged all that for me. But my
Countess will not interfere with my mistress--that I promise you! Come,
be kind, my beautiful Isis! Whisper now that you agree!"
He bent his head to hear. The whisper came from the pale lips:
"I will see you in Hell first!"
He started, taken aback. Her own utterance had shocked her. "Am I a
street-walker already," she asked herself, "that I begin to curse and
swear?"
A whistle trilled. He started and said:
"So then, all is over between us?"
She bent her head assentingly, and her glance fell guiltily on Bawne who