That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
A moment since they had walked like lovers. Now the spell was
broken--at all events, for the time.
"Pray--pray!" she mocked. "Am I a sneak?--to pray when I don't believe
in prayer! And if I did believe, God--if He exists--would not hear me.
Even the parsons own He has His favourites. I am not one of them.... I
am one of His forgets!"
*CHAPTER XL*
*MACROMBIE IS SACKED*
Tall, lithe, vigorous, masterful, they confronted each other across the
gulf that suddenly opened between them--the bottomless chasm that yawns
between Faith and Unbelief.
In the fitful uncanny light, the darker side of Patrine started into
sinister prominence. Her defiant face was masked by shadow, but the
fierce vibrating voice and towering shape had something of the fallen
angel. Had wide sable pinions sprung and bannered from her shoulders,
Sherbrand would hardly have been surprised.
"Let us draw the line at that. If we are to be friends--and I would
like us to be!--agree to it! But since you have what I have not--you
would call it Faith, no doubt," he guessed the wide mouth curving in a
jeering smile, "there is nothing to prevent _you_ from praying for Aunt
Lynette and for Bawne too! Unless you are the kind of physician who
draws the line at taking his own drugs!"
If she had thought to disconcert Sherbrand she erred. He said instantly:
"I give you my word of Honour that I will pray for them! But there is
one other person much dearer to me than either. You don't ask me for
_her_, but all the same..."
"You kind, dear boy! Pray for me all you want to!"
She was his big, smiling girl of the Milles Plaisirs, and the Pat young
Bawne worshipped, as she stretched out her beautiful, massive arm and
offered him a cordial hand.
"Shake, Mister! Making love to me one minute and bally-ragging me the
next! ... Great Scott! Ah!--I've said it again--and I gave you my word
I'd not!"
He took the hand in a close grasp, sought for the other and took it
also....
"Thank you! Why, how you're shivering! You have nothing but that
feather thing over your thin gown! Wait half a minute--I'll get you a
wrap!"
He was gone in an instant, leaving her standing on the border-line of
one of the oases of black-velvet shadow, swayed by the violence of her
emotion as some tall young birch might have been shaken by the fury of a
south-west gale.
His touch.... She had not dreamed.... Her head drooped, and a long
sigh went fluttering after him into the darkness, like some night-moth
whose wings are wrought of hues more gorgeous than the peacock
butterfly's, whose scent is on the alert, and whose diamond eyes pierce
the blackest midnight in search of the partner of its kind.
A footstep she knew approached. A familiar voice called her:
"Uncle Owen." The spell broke. Her mind leaped up alert and quivering.
"Have you any news--of Bawne?"
"I have news!"
"Not----"
"Not the worst news," said Saxham's harsh voice, "but not--hopeful!"
"They are not coming back?" She strove to set her heel on the
treacherous hope that he would say No! For how could she bring herself
to desire the enemy's return. And yet the thought of Bawne was a stab
of anguish in her bosom. What was the Doctor saying?
"The last definite intelligence received of them confirms the certainty
that Captain von Herrnung is now over the North Sea. He alighted
nowhere; that we have positively learned from many different
news-centres. A tractor-monoplane answering to the description and
carrying two-passengers passed the Bull Light on Spurn Head, at a few
minutes before eight. The lighthouse-keeper signalled that bad weather
might be expected. The pilot paid no attention. And later on----"
As Saxham spoke, with that strange hoarseness, Patrine took his arm
tremblingly. Her heart plunged as though it would burst its prison as
the Doctor went on:
"An hour or more later a Wireless came in. It had been sent on to Sir
Roland from the Admiralty!--I will not puzzle you with technical
details. But at 8.30 the officer on duty on the upper-bridge of the
second-in-line of a Battle Squadron steaming through Northern Waters on
the way to a Southern rendezvous, reported having heard an aeroplane
pass overhead, crossing the course of the Squadron
diagonally--apparently flying due east----"
Saxham added:
"The aviator made no signal for assistance. But the engine-beat told of
trouble developing.... There is nothing to do but wait and hope!"
What had really happened on board H.M.S. _Rigasamos_, maintaining her
appointed speed of fifteen knots, and her statutory two-cable-lengths
from the stern of the Flagship ahead, and the bows of the sister-ship
following her, had been that as the ship's band struck into _The Roast
Beef of Old England_, and the Owner took his place at the head of the
Ward-room mess-table, his Second in Command on the fore-bridge got a
speaking-tube message from the Navigating Lieutenant on the
upper-bridge, to say that the drone of an aeroplane, flying at about
four hundred overhead, had been picked up by Warrant Officer So-and-So,
of the gun and searchlight control, _per_ medium of the microphone.
The Second in Command called back through the voice-tube:
"An aeroplane.... You're sure? Could hear her racket myself, without
assistance. But put it down to a Fleet Seaplane taking a flip round the
Squadron for exercise, or one of the Goody-Two-Shoes from the R.N.A.S.
Station at Rosforth, blown out to sea doing Coast Patrol."
An answer rumbled down the pipe:
"It was an aero all right, sir! The rattle of her floats 'ud have given
away a Goody.... Travelling east against the side-drive of a
forty-mile-an-hour north-west gale.... And with engine trouble well
developed. Missing and back-firing like the gayest kind of hell!"
The Second in Command took his ear from the mouth of the speaking-tube,
and with a glance that included the figures of his Sub-Lieutenant, the
Midshipman, signalmen, and lookouts at their posts swung into the
chart-house and logged the occurrence in the plain language of the sea.
The clock told 8.35 P.M. as he finished, capped his fountain pen, and
slipped it in an inside pocket, soliloquising:
"Travelling east against a forty-mile-an-hour gale from the north-west,
and with engine-trouble to top up with ... Little Willie will be seeing
the angels pretty soon at this rate! Or piling himself up somewhere on
the coast of Holland! Wonder who the bally idiot is?"
Saxham continued, and now he croaked as hoarsely as a raven:
"Sir Roland has little doubt that the aeroplane heard on the _Rigasamos_
was Sherbrand's 'Bird of War.' If so, there would be very little hope
left, unless it had been previously arranged that a vessel belonging
to--a foreign Power!--was to watch for and give help if she should
require it. Now you know as much as I do. I have telephoned to both
Lady Beauvayse and your mother that you return with me to Harley Street.
We shall go presently. First, I want you to speak on the telephone to
Lynette."
"To--Lynette!" Patrine breathed. The Doctor told her: "I have kept the
worst from Lynette hitherto.... I shall do so until the ultimate hope is
abandoned. My wife knows my voice so well.... You understand.... She
would suspect something ..."
His voice stumbled and broke. And clinging to the arm of the big man
standing quietly beside her, potent in inertia as a lump of raw iron,
Patrine realised that her anguish was a drop in the ocean of his. She
took his hand and said in a tone he had never before heard from her:
"Come, dear! We will go and speak to her now."
So they went across to the telegraph-cabin, raw with unshaded electric
light and littered with papers. The Chief was there, looking livid and
careworn, leaning one elbow on the edge of the stand that supported the
Wireless, and wearing the telephone head-band with the ear-pieces, as he
dictated to the pallid clerk who occupied a Windsor chair at a stained
deal desk, and wrote with a spluttering pen on a depleted paper-pad. At
first sight there seemed to be nothing else in the place but a low voice
speaking, a Railway Key instrument, a file for telegrams and an
overpowering odour of rum.
The odour of rum consolidated to Patrine's view into a stocky thickset
man with a square heavy yellow face set into a tragic mask of despair.
It was Macrombie, ex-Petty Officer telegraphist, whom the Royal Navy had
spat forth for being D.O.D. fifteen full years before. Sacked now from
his civil employment, for the old glaring, unblinkable offence.
The liquor had barely faded out in him; his breath came across the
little cabin like a flaming sword, and his eyes under their beetling
coal-black eyebrows looked burnt-out. He rose from the debilitated
office-stool he had been sitting on, saluted Patrine stiffly and said:
"Mem, this is no place for a leddy, wi' a drucken wastrel like mysel' in
it. Ay! I hae lat ower a drap too mony, I am awa' the noo wi' my
weicht o' wyte. But no wi'oot a warstle have I yielded to the Enemy!"
His anguish broke the flood-gates in a rumbling roar. "Like Job I hae
cried oot in the nicht-watches to my Creator, speiring o' Him why He
made weak men an' strong rum? He didna' gie me ony answer--and I am
ganging down the Broad Road's fast as my bluidy thirrst can carry me--a
disgraced and ruined man!"
"Mr. Sherbrand will give you another chance. I know he will!--I'll ask
him!" came impetuously in the big warm womanly baritone.
"You're a grand woman to luik at, and the lad'll gie in--an' the haill
deil's dance to begin ance mair.... Na, na, my bonny leddy!" said
Macrombie, "ye can never lippen to the promises o' a drunkard. Best lat
me gang my gait to muckle Hell. Ay! I'll no' be lonesome there for
want o' company.... Toch! what a regiment o' Macrombies deid an' damned
will answer 'Present' to auld Satan's rollcall! Guid-nicht, my leddy,
an' thanks to ye a' the same."
He took his cap from a peg, and from the corner a bundle of
miscellaneous possessions, rolled up in apparently a worn alpaca
office-coat, and girt about with knotted string. He saluted the Chief
and Saxham, and nodded to the telegraph clerk, and went out of the cabin
in a plodding kind of hurry as though no grass should grow under his
feet before he set them for good upon the dreadful downward Road.
His vice had played into an enemy's hands, and he would trust himself no
longer. He meted out judgment to rum-soaked Macrombie, assuming for
himself the prerogative of the One Judge. But he got his chance in
spite of himself, when Britain's Hour came.
*CHAPTER XLI*
*SAXHAM LIES*
At Saxham's nod Patrine rang up Lynette, and the familiar voice that
came back, spun out to a spider-thread of sweetness across the distance,
stabbed the listener to the heart like a delicate blade of gold-wrought
steel. It said, with a quiver in it:
"Of course, I am not nervous at all. And I know how much Bawne would
enjoy the night-flying. But if Owen were not there, perhaps I might
be--afraid that something was wrong. Owen!"
"Say that I am here," the Doctor signed, and Patrine obeyed.
"Tell my darling to speak to me," said the voice, and Patrine, dropping
the microphone from suddenly useless fingers, saw Saxham take it and
force his stiff white lips to speech:
"It is not possible--just at this moment. You forget----"
"Of course ... The fireworks!"
"Just so. The fireworks. Expect us in another hour. And--Patrine is
here and coming back to Harley Street. To stay. Please tell Mrs. Keyse
and Janey to get a room ready."
The cordial answer came: