That Which Hath Wings: A Novel of the Day
"I will at once. Dear Pat! how glad I shall be to have her!"
"This is Patrine speaking now!"
Saxham's steady hand touched Patrine's in transferring the receiver of
the telephone, and the chill of it stung like the touch of death. She
could not control her trembling as she answered:
"You are always so kind to me, dear Aunt Lynette!"
"No, dear! In an hour, then? Take care of my precious," the sweet
voice pleaded, "until I see you both..."
"Yes--yes!"
Saxham's hand hung up the receiver, rang off, and steadied Patrine,
whose knees were melting under her weight:
"Don't ask me ... any more ... I--can't!" she begged of him brokenly.
He said, and with those deep lines that showed in his hard grey face,
and his light eyes staring haggardly from caves that grief had dug about
them, Saxham looked older by twenty years:
"I know it was hard, but the thing had got to be done. How could I
bludgeon her with the truth, whispered over a wire? Once face to face,
the first glimpse of me will show her that I have lied to her. God help
me!" said the Dop Doctor; "I told her I had stayed on here with Bawne to
give him the treat of seeing a night-flying display."
"How--horribly clever of you!"
"So clever," Saxham answered harshly, "that I shall probably regret it
to the end of my days. In the whole of my practice I have never known a
well-meant deceit do any good--rather the opposite. Consequently, I
preach to my patients Truth before everything--and break down and lie
when my own turn comes--like the damned coward I am."
"We shall leave here now in a few minutes," went on the Doctor,
glowering at his chronometer. "I sent Keyse away with the car upon a
message. He will be here to take us home to Harley Street at half-past
nine. You have ample time to telephone to Berkeley Square for your
clothes and so on.... Lady Beauvayse's maid can pack them for you, I
presume?"
"Oh, yes. She's decent in the way of doing things for me."
"Very well."
The Doctor left the telegraph-hut, and Patrine 'phoned to Berkeley
Square. Then, with a sudden recollection of an appointment which must
be cancelled, she gave the number that meant Margot's newly-furnished
mansion, and presently heard the little bird-like voice chirping:
"Yes, this is 00, Cadogan Place. I'm Lady Norwater! ... Is that you,
Pat? Yes? What cheer? ... I'm having a long, deadly domestic evening.
Franky's reading an improving book aloud to me--at least he was when you
rang up--'Matrimony for Beginners. A Handbook to Happiness,' it's
called. But I don't believe the man who wrote it ever had a live wife."
"Probably not. Margot, pet, I can't possibly lunch with you to-morrow!"
"Don't say you back out because of the book! Fits has got it now under
the sofa." Fits was Franky's lady bull-terrier. "And by the time she's
done with it there won't be much left. Say you'll come!" Margot urged.
"Franky's got to test a new car--so Rhona Helvellyn's coming with two or
three Militant pals of hers. I'll give you lobster _Americaine_ and
cold lamb in mint aspic--and strawberry mousse. There!"
"I'm frightfully sorry, my dinkie, but it simply can't be!"
"What tosh! And we're going to talk over ideas for speeches at the
Monster Meeting of Women in October at the Royal Hall. And Rhona has a
Grand Slam in the way of surprises--did she say anything to you about
the Mansion House Banquet demonstration she's thought of for Monday
night?"
"Yes, and I'm down on it--like houses!" declared Patrine. "Is Rhona
really spoiling for a taste of skilly and yard-exercise? Don't you get
mixed up. Think of Franky reading the paragraphs: 'POPULAR YOUNG
PEERESS ON THE SUFFRAGE WAR-PATH. SOCIETY BEAUTY HECKLES THE LORD
MAYOR! VISCOUNTESS NORWATER BURSTS UPON BANQUETING BISHOPS, IN THE
CHARACTER OF A WOMAN WHO WANTS A VOTE!'"
Patrine called good-bye and rang off, turning with the smile upon her
lips to see Sherbrand standing behind her with a long white coat upon
his arm.
"I have brought you a wrap. A lady forgot it here the other day. Let
me help you to put it on."
Patrine shivered as he drew the large loose garment round her. It was a
white Malta blanket-coat, very soft and fleecy and warm.
"Shall we have another turn on the Grounds before the Doctor's car----"
Sherbrand was beginning, when the Chief removed the Wireless head-band
and came forward.
"Miss Saxham, I must detain you for a minute, I am afraid."
Sherbrand went out of the hut. At a sign the pale clerk evaporated.
Sir Roland moved nearer to Patrine. How old he looked! she thought.
"You are done up! _Esquinte_, aren't you?'
"I am tired, but neither done up nor the other thing. Miss Saxham, you
just now put me in possession of the details of a Suffragist plot. The
friend of a friend of yours, backed by some other viragoes of the
militant order, intends--I quote your own words!--to a bid for a diet of
skilly, and prison-yard exercise, by interrupting the after-dinner
speakers at the Mansion House Banquet on Monday night. Kindly let her
know from me that the stewards will be prepared to prevent her doing
so,--and tell her that women will never make successful conspirators
until they learn to hold their tongues! Now, good-night. Your
incautiousness has rendered Miss Helvellyn a service. She will bless it
one day if she doesn't now."
He took Patrine's hand in his frank, strong clasp. The haggard lines on
the keen bronzed face did not mar the beauty of its kindliness.
"You have given her a chance. Let's hope she makes the most of it. To
herd with the--wild she-asses isn't the way to serve her sex. Rowdiness
and shrieking will never get the Vote for Women. Burning down empty
country-houses won't land a female Member in the House of Parliament. It
isn't Propaganda to--behave like an improper goose. Mind you tell her!
That you, Saxham?" as a tall figure came towards them out of the
glimmering darkness fitfully splashed by the petrol-flares now burnt
down and dying out. "Best take your niece home to Harley Street, she is
thoroughly tired. Sherbrand and myself and Mr. Burgin here are good for
hours yet."
*CHAPTER XLII*
*SAXHAM BREAKS THE NEWS*
"Owen! ..."
Lynette was dressed in a delicate, filmy black chiffon dinner-gown, and
as Saxham's latch-key clicked in the front door-lock and she rose up out
of the tail carved armchair that stood beside the large hall fireplace,
her paleness seemed to diffuse light, like the whiteness of the moon.
"Owen ... He is not ... What ..."
Her wide bright glance went past the tall wrapped-up figure of Patrine
to the taller shape that bulked behind her. No small active boy-form
danced in its wake. She put out her arms, groping blindly--swayed and
would have fallen, but that Saxham strode past Patrine, caught the
slender figure in his powerful embrace, turned and carried his wife away
down the short corridor that led to the consulting-room.
"Miss Pat, my dear! There's cold supper all laid an' ready waitin' in
the dining-room. By the Doctor's special orders, and I was to see you
eat."
Thus Mrs. Keyse, now for years housekeeper at Harley Street, a little
light-haired woman, common of speech and innocent of grammar, but a
pearl of price in the Doctor's estimation and her mistress's right hand.
"Don't say they fed you at 'Endon on 'am and salad an' pigeon-pie.
Trash is the word," said Mrs. Keyse, "for resturong pastry, and them
there piegeons, if language could be given 'em, would bear me out in
what I say."
But Patrine refused baked meats, submitting to be escorted to her room
and tenderly fussed over by the kind, Cockney-tongued little woman, and
yellow-haired pink-cheeked thirteen-year-old Janey, out of whose small
triangular face looked the honest grey eyes of W. Keyse.
Both Mrs. Keyse and Janey had been crying, for Keyse, who acted as the
Doctor's chauffeur, had broken bad news in the kitchen-regions. Master
Bawne, according to Keyse, had been taken for a trip in one of them
Hairos by a German flying-bloke, and it was feared--not having returned
or been heard of--that Something or Other had gone wrong.
Mrs. Keyse, a born optimist, rejected the idea of accident or casualty
with ringing sniffs of incredulity. Master Bawne, the blessed dear! had
prob'ly bin kidnup' by some foreign Nobleman wanting a Nair. Trust a
German, Mrs. Keyse would never! having when a young woman in service at
Alexandra Crescent, Kentish Town, N.W., been treated something frightful
by a young man who travelled in shaving-sets of German silver and other
fancy articles of Teuton origin. Keyse must often have heard her
mention That There Green?
Keyse responded, lighting his pipe, for his wife and daughter had
accompanied him to their own private parlour in the basement, looking
out across the yard to the garage over which Billy and Janey had been
born:
"Twice a day since you and me stood up before the dodger to git married.
But you never tipped me as 'ow the bloke was a bloomin' Fritzer before.
'Ow do you make it out? Switch me on to the notion! 'Cos o' somethink
in the German nickel 'e drummed in gettin' into 'im an' affectin' 'is
blood?"
Mrs. Keyse, impervious to sarcasm as incapable of grammar, maintained
that the subject under discussion had spoke wiv' a Naxent particularly
noticeable when upset. Broken English, in moments of passion, with red
eyes and white 'air simpular to one o' them Verbenas, had in conjunction
with a decided bent towards bigamy, and an appetite for other people's
savings, distinguished That There Green.
W. Keyse and Janey went off to bed, and the other servants, instructed
through the Doctor's consulting-room speaking-pipe, shut up the house
and retired, all save the night-maid who answered the telephone, and
attended to the midnight rings at the hall-door. But Mrs. Keyse did not
follow the household. The Doctor and Mrs. Saxham were still shut up
together in the consulting-room. Mrs. Keyse owned to herself that she
had talked all that rubbage about That There Green and cetra, to hide
that her heart was as water in her bosom, and that she trimbled and
shook all over after the fashion of them Fancy shapes of Chicken in
Haspeck, or Coffin cream, or Blue Mange coloured with Scotch Anneal.
It grew late and later. The flares on the Flying Ground, many times
renewed, had died down to greasy black ash in the scorched and dented
buckets, before there was a movement or a sound in the dark
consulting-room. Then the woman who sat in the chair sighed, and the
long quivering breath she drew, stirred the thick hair of the man who
knelt upon the floor before her, holding her in his arms.
"Owen!"
"My wife!"
The sigh that had escaped her seemed to flutter through the unlighted
room like some dusky-winged creature of the darkness. She leaned her
face upon his brow, pressing her lips upon the smooth place above the
broad meeting eyebrows. The first kiss she had ever given Saxham had
been placed just there. Now the sweet lips were cold. He could feel
how the delicate white teeth were set behind them. Had she relaxed her
grip upon herself he knew she must have cried aloud. Nor could he help
her save by his sustaining hold, and the silence of a grief only
equalled by her own. Thus they had remained, speechless through the
hours; drawn closer than ever by the anguish of mutual loss.
Now she stirred in Saxham's arms, and spoke collectedly:
"Tell me Bawne is not--dead! Give me courage to go on waiting. And
yet, do not help me to deceive myself or you, with a false hope."
"If the worst had happened," said Saxham, almost appealingly, "should we
not have known it?"