The Black Moth: A Romance of the XVIIIth Century

nought for what he calls 'home-life' when there are routs, and the play, and _real_ life. He--he is so--so--so _staid,_ Tracy, and careful!" "A good trait in a husband, Lavinia," replied his Grace cynically. "'Tis because I do not possess it that I am single now." Her lips curled scornfully at this, for well she knew her brother. "No, Tracy, that is not so! It is because you are a devil! No woman would marry you!" "That is most interesting, my dear," purred his Grace. "But pray strive to be a little more original. Continue your analysis of Richard's sterling character." "'Tis only that we are so different," she sighed. "I always desire to do things quickly--if I think of something, I want it at once--at once! You know, Tracy! And he likes to wait and think on it, and--oh, 'tis so tiresome, and it puts me in a bad humour, and I behave like a hysterical bourgeoise!" She got up swiftly, clasping her nervous little hands. "When he speaks to me in that gentle, reasoning way, I could scream, Tracy! Do you think I am mad?" She laughed unmusically. "No," he replied, "but the next thing to it: a Belmanoir. Perhaps it was a pity you ever married Richard. But there is always the money." "There is not," she cried out sharply. "Not? What mean you?" "Tracy, 'tis of this that I wanted to speak! You think my lord left his money to Dick?" "Certainly. He should be stupendously wealthy." "He is not!" "But, my good girl, the revenue must be enormous. He has the land, surely?" "No! No! He has not the land! Oh, but I am angry whenever I think on it! He induced my lord to leave it to John. _He_ has but his younger son's portion!" "I still fail to understand. You informed me that the Earl left all to Richard?" "He changed his will, Tracy!" "He--changed--his--will! Then, my dear, must you have played your cards very badly!" "'Twas not my fault, Tracy--indeed 'twas not! I knew nought until the will was read. Richard never spoke a word to me about it! And now we are comparatively poor!" Her voice trembled with indignation, but his Grace only whistled beneath his breath. "I always knew, of course, that Dick was a fool, but I never guessed how much so till now!" At that she flared up. "He is not a fool! He is an honest man, and 'tis we_--we_, I tell you--who are mean and despicable and mercenary!" "Undoubtedly, Lavinia, but pray do not excite yourself over it. I suppose he is still devoted to that young hothead?" "Yes, yes--'tis all Jack, Jack, Jack, until I am sick to death of the sound of his name--and--" She broke off, biting her lip. "And what?" "Oh, nought! But 'tis all so disagreeable, Tracy!" "It certainly is slightly disturbing. You had better have chosen John, in spite of all, it seems." She stamped angrily. "Oh, where's the good in being flippant?" "My dear Lavinia, where's the good in being anything else? The situation strikes me as rather amusing. To think of the worthy Richard so neatly overturning all my plans!" "If it had not been for you, I might never have married him. Why did you throw them both in my way? Why did I ever set eyes on either?" "It should have been a good match, my dear, and, if I remember rightly, no one was more alive to that fact than yourself." She pouted angrily and turned her shoulder to him. "Still," he continued reflectively, "I admit that for the smart lot we are, we do seem rather to have bungled the affair." Lavinia swept round upon him. "Oh, do you care no more than that? How can you be so casual! Does it affect you not at all?" He wrinkled his thin nose expressively. "I shall not weep over it, Lavinia, but 'tis a plaguey nuisance. But we must see what can be done. And that brings me back to the original subject. Despite these upsetting revelations, I still require that money." "Oh, dear! How much must you have, Tracy?" "Five hundred might suffice." "Tracy, do not the estates bring in anything?" she asked petulantly. "And Andrew told us you had a run of marvellous luck not a fortnight since?" "Since then, my dear, I have had three runs of marvellous ill-luck. As to the estates, they are mortgaged up to the hilt, as you very well know. What little there is is between three. And Robert is extravagant." "I hate Robert!" "I am not partial to him myself, but it makes no odds." "I wish he might die!--oh no, no! Now I am become ill-natured again--I don't wish it--only I am so tired of everything. You shall have that money as soon as possible; but be careful, Tracy--please be careful! 'Tis not easy to get money from Dick!" "No, I should imagine not. However, we have managed rather well up to the present, take it all in all." "Up to the present he has had all the money he wanted. My lord denied him nought!" "Well, 'tis unfortunate, as I said before, but it must be endured. Where is Dick?" "I know not. You will stay to dinner, Tracy?" "Thank you. I shall be charmed." "Yes, yes--oh, how prodigiously pleasant it is to see you again! Soon I shall come to Andover. Will you let me stay a few days?" "The question is, will Richard allow you to stay so long in my contaminating presence?" "Richard would never keep me away, Tracy!" she replied proudly. "He _could_ not. Oh, why is it that I don't love him more? Why do I not care for him as much as I care for you even?" "My dear Lavinia, like all Belmanoirs, you care first for yourself and secondly for the man who masters you. That, alas! Richard has not yet succeeded in doing." "But I _do_ love Richard. I do, I do, yet--" "Exactly. 'Yet!' The 'grand passion' has not yet touched you, my dear, and you are quite self-absorbed." "Self-absorbed! Those are hard words." "But not too hard for the case. You think solely of yourself, your own pleasure, your own character, your own feelings. If you could cast yourself into the background a little, you would be less excitable and considerably less discontented." "How dare you, Tracy! Pray, what of you? Are you so selfless?" "Not at all. I am precisely the same. I was merely suggesting that you might be happier an you could depose 'self.'" "You had best do the same yourself!" "My dear Lavinia, when I feel the need of greater happiness, I most undoubtedly shall. At present I am quite content." "You are unkind!" she protested. "And you sneer at me." "Pray, accept my heartfelt apologies! You shall come to Andover if the worthy Richard permits." Her face cleared as by magic. "Oh, Tracy! Oh, I am so desirous to be gay once more! I cannot even receive now, on account of this mourning! But when I am at Andover--oh, we will not worry over anything, and I can be bad-tempered without feeling that someone is being hurt by me! Oh, come to Dicky at once--at once!" He rose leisurely. "I can imagine that you try Richard's patience somewhat," he remarked. "Happily, your impetuosity in no way disturbs me. We will go in search of Richard." Half-way down the great staircase she perceived her husband, and flew to meet him. "Richard, I was coming in search of you! Tracy has invited me to Andover for a week--he purposes to ask several people to stay, and there will be parties--and entertainment! You will let me go? Say yes, Dicky--say yes, quickly!" Carstares bowed to his Grace, who stood watching them from the stairs. The bow was returned with exaggerated flourish. Carstares looked down at his wife. "So soon, Lavinia?" he remonstrated, and indicated her mourning. She shook his hand off impatiently. "Oh, Dicky, does it matter? What can it signify? I do not ask you to come--" "No," he said half-sadly, half-amusedly. "I notice that, my dear." "No, no! I did not mean to be unkind--you must not think that! You _don't_ think it, do you, Dick?" "Oh, no," he sighed. "Good Dicky!" She patted his cheek coaxingly. "Then you will allow me to go--ah, but yes, yes, you must listen! You know how dull I am, and how silly--'tis because I need a change, and I _want_ to go to Andover. I _want_ to go!" "Yes, dear, I know. But my father is not yet dead six weeks, and I cannot think it seemly--" "Please, Dick, please! Please do not say no! 'Twill make me so unhappy! Oh, you will not be so unkind? You will not forbid me to go?" "I ask you not to, Lavinia. If you need a change, I will take you quietly to Bath, or where you will. Do not pain me by going to Andover just now." "Bath! Bath! What do I want with Bath at this time of the year? Oh, 'tis kind in you to offer, but I want to go to Andover! I want to see all the old friends again. And I want to get away from everything here--'tis all so gloomy--after--after my lord's death!" "Dearest, of course you shall go away--but if only you would remember that you are in mourning--" "But 'tis what I wish to forget! Oh, Dicky, don't, don't, don't be unkind." "Very well, dear. If you must go--go." She clapped her hands joyfully. "Oh thank you, Dicky! And you are not angry with me?" "No, dear, of course not." "Ah! Now I am happy! 'Tis sweet of you, Dicky, but confess you are secretly thankful to be rid of me for a week! Now are you not?" She spread out her fan in the highest good-humour and coquetted behind it. Richard was induced to smile. "I fear I shall miss you too sadly, dear." "Oh!" She dropped the fan. "But think how you will look forward to seeing me again, and I you. Why, I shall be so thankful to be back after a week away, that I shall be good for months!" His face lightened, and he caught her hands in his. "Darling, if I thought you would miss me--" "But of course I shall miss you, Dick--oh, _pray_, mind my frock! Shall I not miss him, Tracy?" Richard suddenly remembered his brother-in-law's presence. He turned and went to the foot of the stairs. "So you are determined to wrest my wife from me?" he smiled. Tracy descended leisurely, opening his snuff-box. "Yes, I require a hostess," he said. "And I have"--he paused--"induced her to honour Andover with her presence. Shall we have the felicity of seeing you at any time?" "I thank you, no. I am not, you will understand, in the mood for the gaiety for which my poor Lavinia craves." The Duke bowed slightly, and they all three went out on to the terrace, Lavinia laughing and talking as Richard had not heard her laugh or talk for days. She was the life and soul of the little dinner-party, flirting prettily with her husband and exerting herself to please him in every way. She had won her point; therefore she was in excellent spirits with all the world, and not even the spilling of some wine on her new silk served to discompose her. CHAPTER VI BATH: 29 QUEEN SQUARE The autumn and the winter passed smoothly, and April found the Carstares installed at Bath, whither Lady Lavinia had teased her husband into going, despite his desire to return to Wyncham and John. She herself did not care to be with the child, and was perfectly content that Richard should journey occasionally to Wyncham to see that all was well with him. On the whole, she had enjoyed the winter, for she had induced Richard to open Wyncham House, Mayfair, the Earl's town residence, where she had been able to hold several entirely successful routs, and many select little card-parties. Admirers she had a-many, and nothing so pleased her vain little heart as masculine adulation. Carstares never entered his home without stumbling against some fresh flame of hers, but as they mostly consisted of what he rudely termed the lap-dog type, he was conscious of no jealous qualms, and patiently submitted to their inundation of his house. He was satisfied that Lavinia was happy, and, as he assured himself at times when he was most tried, nothing else signified.