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The Boy with Wings

Berta Ruck

bet! Scrap's bound to come; yes. Sooner or later." "Yes, Paul; but _when_?" "How should I know, my _dear_ child?" retorted the young Airman. "Why didn't you ask Lord Thingummy, or Conyers at the Club just now?" he laughed. "Good speech of his, wasn't it?" "Does _he_ know?" persisted Gwenna, paling. "About the war coming, I mean?" "More likely to know than I am, those people. Not that they'd give it away if they did. It won't be to-morrow, anyway. To-morrow; that's Sunday. _Our_ holiday. Another day we shall have all to ourselves. Tell me what time I'm to call for you at the Club." Not to be put off, she retorted, timid, persistent, "Tell me when _you_ think it would come. Soon?" Half laughing, half impatient, he said, "I _don't_ know. Soon enough for it to be in my time, I hope." "But--" she said, with a little catch in her voice, "you're not a soldier?" He said quietly, "I'm an aviator." An aviator; yes. That was what she meant. He belonged to the most daring and romantic of professions; the most dangerous, but not _that_ danger. An inventor, part of his time; the rest of his time an airman at Hendon who made flights above what the man with the megaphone called the "Aer-rio-drome" above the khaki-green ground with the pylons and the border of summer-frocked spectators. _Her_ boy! An aviator.... Would that mean presently a man flying above enemy country, to shoot and be shot at? ("_Fired at by both friend and foe._"). She said quiveringly: "_You_ wouldn't have to fight?" He said: "Hope so, I'm sure." "Oh, Paul!" she cried, aghast, her hands on his arm. "Just when--when I've only just _got_ you! To lose you again so soon----! Oh, no----!" "Oh, I say, darling, don't be so silly," he said briskly and reassuringly. He patted the little hands. "We're not going to talk about this sort of thing, d'you hear? There's nothing to talk _about_. Actually, there's nothing. Understand?" "Yes," she murmured slowly. She thought, "Actually, 'there's nothing to talk about' in what's between him and me. _But it's there all the time._" And then, gradually, that presentiment of War began to fade in the reality of her joy at being with him now, with him still.... They turned up the Hampstead Road, flaring with naphtha-lights above the stalls, noisy with shouts of costers, crowded with the humble shoppers of Saturday night. "Well, and what about to-morrow?" Dampier took up. "I _was_ going with Leslie to----" "So you said. With Leslie, indeed! D'you think you're going to be allowed to go anywhere again, except with _me_?" he muttered as he put his arms about her. He held her as close as he had done on the scaffolding, that afternoon when he had arranged with himself never to see the Little Thing again; close as he'd done next time he did see her, at the Factory. "Oh, _you_ don't know!" he said quite resentfully (while she laughed softly and happily in his hold), "you _don't_ know how I've wanted you with me. I--I haven't been able to think of anything--You _have_ got a fellow fond of you in a jolly short time, haven't you? How've you done it? M'm? I--Here!" he broke off savagely, "what _is_ this dashed idiot stopping the taxi for?" "Because I get out here. It's the Club," Gwenna explained to him gravely, opening the door of the cab for herself. "Good-night." "What? No, you don't," protested the boy. "We're going up the Spaniards Road and down by the Whitestone Pond, and round by Hendon first. I must take you for a drive. It's not so late. Hang it, I haven't _seen_ you to speak to----" She had made a dash out and across the lamp-lighted asphalt, and now she nodded to him from the top step of the house, with her key already clicking in the lock. "There," she thought. For even in the tie that binds the most adoring heart there is twisted some little gay strand of retaliation. Let _him_ feel that after a whole evening of sitting in her pocket he hadn't seen anything of her. She'd known that sort of feeling long enough. Let _him_ take his turn; let _him_ have just a taste of it! "Good-night!" she called softly to her lover before she disappeared. "See you to-morrow!" CHAPTER III THE LAST SUNDAY OF PEACE Never had Gwenna risen so early after having spent so little of a night in sleep! Into the small hours she had crouched in her kimono on the edge of Leslie's camp bedstead in the light that came from the street lamp outside the window; and she had talked and talked and talked. For by "not saying anything about it" she had never meant keeping her happiness from that close chum. Miss Long, sincerely delighted, had listened and had nodded her wise black head from the pillow. She had thrown in the confidante's running comments of "There! What did Leslie tell you?... Oh, he would, of course.... Good.... Oh, my dear, _how_ exactly like them all.... No, no; I didn't mean that. (Of course there's nobody like _him_); I meant 'Fancy!' ... Yes and then what did Paul say, Virginia?" At last repetitions had cropped up again and again into the softly chattered recital, with all its girlish italics of: "Oh, but you _don't_ know what he's like; oh, Leslie, no, you _can't_ imagine!"--At last Leslie had sighed, a trifle enviously. And little Gwenna, pattering to the head of the bed, had put her cheek to the other girl's and had whispered earnestly: "Oh, Leslie, if I only could, d'you know what I'd do? I'd arrange so that he had a twin-brother _exactly_ like him, to fall in love with _you_!" "Taffy! you are too ... _sweet_," the elder girl had whispered back in a stifled voice. Gwenna never guessed how Leslie Long had had much ado not to giggle aloud over that idea. To think of her, Leslie, finding rapture with any one of the type of the Dampier boy.... A twin-brother of _his_? Another equally bread-and-buttery blonde infant--an infant-in-arms who was even "simpler" than Monty Scott? Oh, Ishtar!... For thus does one woman count as profoundest boredom what brings to her sister Ecstasy itself. And now here was Gwenna, all in white, coming down to the Club's Sunday breakfast with her broad hat already on her head and her gloves and her vanity-bag in her hand. At the head of the table sat the Vicar's widow with the gold curb brooch and the look of resigned disapproval. Over the table Miss Armitage and the other suffrage-workers were discussing the Cat-and-Mouse Act. Opposite to them one of the art-students, with her hair cut a la Trilby, was listening bewildered, ready to be convinced.... Not one of the usual things remained unsaid.... Presently Gwenna's neighbour and _bete noire_, Miss Armitage, was denouncing the few remaining members of her sex who still seemed to acquiesce in the Oriental attitude towards Woman; who still remained serfs or chattels or toys. "However! _Thy_ needn't think thy _caount_," declared the lecturer firmly, stretching without apology across her neighbour to get the salt. With some distaste Gwenna regarded her. She had spots on her face. "Pleasers of Men!" she pursued, with noble scorn. "The remnant of the Slyve-girl Type, now happily extinct----" "Loud cheers," from Leslie Long. "The serpent's tile," continued the suffragette, "the serpent's tile that, after the reptile has been beaten to death, still gows on feebly wriggling----" "Better wriggle off now, Taffy, my child," murmured Leslie, who sat facing the breakfast-room window. "Here's a degraded Oriental coming up the path now to call for his serf." "_You_ come," said Gwenna, warmly flushed as she rose. And she held her chum's long arm, dragging her with her as she came into the hall where the tall, typically English figure of her Airman stood, his straw hat in his hand. A splash of scarlet from the stained glass of the hall door fell upon his fair head and across his cheek as he turned. "Good-morning," said Gwenna sedately, and without giving him so much as a glance. She felt at that moment that she would rather keep him at arm's length for ever than allow him even to hold her hand, with Leslie there. For it takes those who are cooler in temperament than was the little Welsh girl, or those who care less for their lovers than she did, to show themselves warmer in the presence of others. "Hullo," said Paul Dampier to her. Then, "Hullo, Miss Long! How d'you do?" Leslie gave him a very hearty shake of the hand, a more friendly glance and a still more demure inquiry about that Machine of his. Paul Dampier laughed, returning her glance. She was a sport, he thought. She could be trusted not to claim, just yet, the bet she'd won from his cousin; the laughing wager about the Aeroplane versus the Girl. Fifteen to one on the Girl, wasn't it? And here was the Girl home in his heart now, with the whole of a gorgeous July Sunday before them for their first holiday together. "I say, I'm not too early now, am I?" he asked as he and the girl walked down the Club steps together. "I was the first time, so I just went for a walk round the cricket-pitch and back. Sickening thing I couldn't rake up a car anywhere for to-day. Put up with trains or tubes and taxis instead, I'm afraid. D'you mind? Where shall we go?" * * * * * "Flying, of course," was Gwenna's first thought. "Now at last he'll take me up." But that would be for the afternoon. For the morning they wanted country, and grass, and trees to sit under.... Not Hampstead; Richmond Park was finally decided upon. "We'll taxi to Waterloo," the boy said, with an inward doubt. He dived a long brown hand into his pocket as they walked together down the road that Gwenna used to take every morning to her Westminster bus. He was particularly short of money just then. Dashed nuisance! Just when he would have wished to be particularly flush! That's what came of buying a clock for the Machine before it was wanted. Still, he couldn't let the Little Thing here know that. Manage somehow. A taxi came rattling down the Pond Street Hill from Belsize Park as they reached the stopping-place of the buses, and Paul held up his hand. "Taxi!" But the driver shook his head. He pulled up the taxi in front of a small, rather mean-looking house close to where Gwenna and Paul were standing on the pavement. Then his fare came out of the house, a kit-bag in each hand and a steamer-rug thrown over his arm; he was a small, compactly-built young man in clothes so new and so smart that they seemed oddly out of place with the slatternly entrance of his lodging-house. It was this that made Paul Dampier look a little hard at him. Gwenna was wondering where she'd seen that blonde, grave face of his before. He sprang lightly into the cab; a pink-faced girl was sitting there, whom Gwenna did not see. If she had seen her, she would have recognised her Westminster colleague, Ottilie Becker. "Liverpool Street," ordered Miss Becker's companion, setting down his luggage. Then, raising his head, he caught the eyes upon him of the other young man in the street. He put a hand to his hat, gave a quick little odd smile, and leaned forward out of the cab. "_Auf Wiedersehen!_" he called, as the taxi started off--for Liverpool Street. "Deuce did he mean by that?" exclaimed the young Englishman, staring after the cab. "Who on earth was that fellow? I didn't know him." "Nor did I. But I _have_ seen him," said Gwenna. "I believe I have, somewhere," said Paul, musing. They puzzled over it for a bit as they went on to Waterloo on the top of their bus. And then, when they were passing "The Horse Shoe" in Tottenham Court Road, and when they were talking about something quite different (about the river-dance, in fact), they both broke off talking sharply. Gwenna,