About this book

The Boy with Wings

Berta Ruck

before!--and the white silk stockings, and the little white suede shoes. "'_Something old_, _something new_, _something borrowed_, _something blue_,'" Leslie capped her quotation. "Where's the '_something blue_,' Taffy?" "Ribbons in my camisole; and I shall 'borrow' your real lace handkerchief, may I?" said the bride-elect. "Rather! All that I have, even unto the half of the best-man's attention!" said Leslie, smiling gaily into the cherub face opposite. But, even as she smiled, she felt that pang which is supposed to be known only to the _man_ who sees his chosen pal prepare to be "married and done for." * * * * * For this morning, that turned an adoring sweetheart into a wife, was taking something of her own, of the bridesmaid's youth away. Gwenna Williams married! That meant one more girl-chum who would never, never be quite the same again to a once-treasured companion. That bubbling fountain of innocent confidences would now run low, as far as Leslie was concerned. No longer would the elder, quickly-sympathising, rebellious-tongued girl be the first to hear what happened to her little, ingenuous friend. The girlish gossip would have a masculine censor to pass. Leslie could foretell the little scene when it first happened. She could hear Gwenna's eager, "Oh, Paul! Leslie would so laugh at----" whatever the little incident might be. "I must tell her that!" Leslie, the bachelor-girl, could imagine the tilt of the young husband's blonde head, and his doubtful, "Don't see why it should be supposed to interest _her_." She could imagine the little wife's agreeing, "Oh! Perhaps not." And again the young husband's, "Don't you think Miss Long gets a little bit _much_ sometimes? Oh, she's all right, but--I mean, I shouldn't like _you_ to go on quite like that." It would be only after years of marriage that the once-close chum would turn for sympathy to Leslie Long. And then it would not be the same.... The last of Leslie's forebodings seemed the most inevitable. She heard Gwenna's soft Welsh voice, once so full of unexpectedness, now grown almost unrecognisably sedate. She heard it utter that finally "settled-down"-sounding phrase: "_Say 'how d'you do' nicely to Auntie Leslie, now!_" Ah! _That_ seemed to bring a shadow of Autumn already into the summer sunshine of that bridal room with its white, prepared attire, its bonnie, bright-eyed occupant. It seemed to show what must some day come: Taffy middle-aged! Also what probably would come: Taffy matter-of-fact! Taffy with all the dreams out of her eyes! Taffy whose only preoccupations were, "Really that stair-carpet's getting to look awful; I wonder if I could manage to get a new one and put it on the upper flight?" or, "_I_ never saw anything like the way _my_ children wear through their boots: it was only the other day I got that quite expensive pair of Peter Pans for little Hughie. And now look at them. _Look!..._" Yes! This sort of change was wrought, by time and marriage and domesticity, in girl after golden girl. Leslie had seen it. She would probably see Taffy, the fanciful Celt, grown stodgy; Taffy, even Taffy, the compactly supple, with all her fruit-like contours, grown _stout_!... Horrible thought.... Then Miss Long gave a protesting shrug of her slim shoulders. This wouldn't do. Come, come! Not on the wedding-morning itself should one give way to thoughts of coming middle-age! The rose, that must, some day, be overblown, was only just a pouting bud as yet. There were days and fragrant days of beauty still before her. So Leslie picked up her chum's rough towels, her loofah and her verbena-scented soap. "I'll turn on the bath for you, Taffy, shall I? Hot or cold?" "Cold, please," said the Welsh girl, springing out of bed and pattering over the oil-cloth to fetch her kimono. "Perhaps to-morrow I shall be able to have a real swim! Oh, won't that be gorgeous?" For the couple had decided upon Brighton for the honeymoon. It was near enough to London in case young Dampier received a summons; yet near also to country-tramps and sea-bathing. "I haven't had a swim this year, except in the baths. And you can't count that. Oh, _fancy_ the sea again, Leslie!" Leslie could guess what was at the back of that little exultant skip of the younger girl's through the bathroom door. It was sheer innocent delight over the prospect of being able to display to her lover at last something that she did really well. For they had never been by the sea together, he and she. And she was a pretty swimmer. * * * * * "Now I'll be your maid for the last time, and fasten you up," said Leslie, when she returned from the bathroom. "I suppose you know there isn't a _single_ eye left at the neck of this dress? Always the way with that laundry! It's nothing to _it_ that untidiness puts a man off worse than anything else (this from me). Never mind, I'll hook it into the lace.... That's all right. '_A bonnie bride is soon buskit._' Almost a pity the girls will all have gone--though I know you'd hate to have them staring. D'you know, you _are_ a little pocket-Venus? No, I'm _not_ piling it on. You're lovely, Taffy. I hope the Dampier boy tells you so, very often and much. He's vastly lucky." "It's me that's lucky," said the girl in all-white devoutly. "Now where's my hat?" "Do you think you're going to be allowed to get married in a _hat_?" "My best white one with the wings, I meant." "Pooh! I've arranged for you to have these," said Leslie, and brought out a cardboard box that she had been to fetch while Gwenna was having her bath. From it she drew a slender chaplet of dark leaves, with round white buds with waxen flowers. "Orange-blossoms! _Real_ orange-blossoms," cried Gwenna, delightedly sniffing up the sensuous perfume of them. "Oh, but _where_ did you get them?" "Covent Garden. I went down there this morning at five, with one of the housemaids whose young man is at a florist's," explained Leslie, standing above her to set the pretty wreath upon the pretty head. "Now you look like a print of 'Cupid's Coronation,' or something like that. '_Through his curls as the crown on them slips_'--I'll twist this a tiny bit tighter. And here's the veil." Gwenna stared. "A veil, too, Leslie?" "Rather. Only chance you get of appearing in this thoroughly becoming kit that carries us all back to the worst days of Woman's Enslavement. May as well take that chance!" remarked Miss Long cheerfully, as she shook out soft, transparent folds of finest white net that she herself had embroidered, working late into the night, with a border of leaves in white silk. "This is from me." "Oh, _Les_-lie! You got it as a surprise for me," said the little bride, much touched. "You worked all these beautiful little laurel-leaves----" "Not laurel, child. Meant for myrtle. Pity your geography is so weak," rattled on Leslie, as she heard, outside the Club, the stopping of the taxi which had brought the Reverend Hugh Lloyd to call for his detachment of the bridal party. "Refreshingly unconventional sort of wedding you're having in some ways, aren't you? '_The presents were few and inexpensive_' (such a change from the usual report). '_The bride was attended by one bridesmaid: her friend Miss Long, clad in mauve linen, mystic, wonderful_'--(taking into consideration that it had done her cousin for Henley last year). '_The ceremony proceeded without a hitch, except for the usual attempt on the part of the officiating clergyman to marry the bride to the best man._' Which must not be, Taffy. You must remember that I've got designs on Mr. Hugo Swayne myself----" "Don't, Leslie!" protested the bride. "You know I do so hate to think of you getting engaged in that sort of horrible way--instead of just because you can't _help_ it! If only there were somebody you could be really in love with----" "I shall be really rather in love with Uncle Hugh, I know," prophesied the bridesmaid. "_What_ a pity he isn't thirty years younger! Come along. He's waiting. I'm going to kiss _him_, anyhow. Got your gloves? Right. Got my hankerfish? You won't _want_ to shed any tears into it, but----" But there was an added brightness in the green-brown eyes of the little bride as she glanced round the girlish room where Leslie would pack up and put everything to rights for her after she had gone. Impulsively she put her arms round that good chum. "You've been so--so frightfully sweet to me, Leslie, always. Thanks so awfully----" "_Don't_ kiss me through a veil, my child!" protested Leslie, drawing back. "D'you want to bring me ill luck?" "Oh, Leslie! I should want to bring you all the good luck in the world," cried the younger girl, earnestly, over her shoulder as they went out. "If I were given three wishes _now_ for a wedding-present, one of them would be that you would some day be as happy as me!" "My dear lamb!" said Leslie lightly, running downstairs after her, "How do you know I'm not quite as happy in another--in my own way?" Gwenna shook the curly head under the orange-blossom wreath and the misty veil. It seemed to her that there was only The One Way in which a woman could be happy. "And the other two wishes?" suggested Leslie, at the sitting-room door. "What are they?" "Mustn't tell," smiled the little bride of Superstition with her finger at her lips. "If I told they _might_ not come true!" * * * * * Very earnestly she hoped that those two wishes might come true. She thought of them again, presently, as she stood, there in church, a small, white-mist-clad figure, backed by the coloured window and the crimson altar. She had the kindly glances upon her of her uncle, of her tall girl-chum, and of Hugo Swayne--who wore a perfect morning coat with a white flower and grey trousers, admirably pressed by his man Johnson. Hugo, but for his Chopin stock, would have looked the very model of a prosperous and conventional bridegroom. He did, in fact, look far more like the popular conception of a bridegroom than did young Paul Dampier in his well-cut but ancient grey tweed suit. --"The only togs I've got in the wide world," he'd confided to Gwenna, "except working clothes and evening things!" She stood with her hand in his large, boyish one, repeating in her soft, un-English accent the vows that once seemed to her such a vast and solemn and relentless undertaking. "_To love, honour, and obey ... as long as we both shall live...._" It seemed now so little to have to promise! It seemed only a fraction of all that her heart gave gladly to the lord of it! "_Till Death us do part_," she repeated quietly. And it was then she thought of the two wishes. One was that Paul should be always as much in love with her as he was at that moment. She was too young fully to realise the greater wisdom of her own second wish. _It was that she herself should always remain as much in love with Paul._ If only God would be very, very kind to them, she thought, and allow just this to be! * * * * * "And you sign your name here," said the clergyman in the vestry to the newly-made husband, who put down in his small neat handwriting, "Paul Dampier, Lieutenant Royal Flying Corps," on the grey-blue sheet, which, duly witnessed and blotted, he was going to tuck away into the breast-pocket of his tweed jacket. "No. Those marriage lines are not yours," the parson stopped him with a smile. "Those are the property of your wife." Gwenna, dazed, realised that this referred to herself. She took the folded marriage-certificate and slipped it into the white satin ribbon