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The Countess of Pembroke's Arcadia

Philip Sidney

own, and am not so very a fool, as though I keep his commandments in others, to bar myself. I rest only extremely perplexed, because having nothing in the world I wish for, but the enjoying you and your favour, I think it a much pleasanter conquest to come to it by your own consent, than to have it by such a charming force as this is. Now therefore choose, since have you I will, in what sort I shall have you.” But never child was so desirous of a gay puppet, as Mopsa was to be in the tree, and therefore without squeamishness, promising all he would, she conjured him by all her precious loves that she might have the first possession of the wishing tree, assuring him that for the {470} enjoying her, he would never need to climb far. Dorus, to whom time was precious, made no great ceremonies with her; but helping her up to the top of the tree, from whence likewise she could ill come down without help, he muffled her round about the face, so truly, that she herself could not undo it. And so he told her the manner was, she should hold her mind in continual devotion to Apollo, without making at all any noise, till at the farthest within twelve hours’ space, she should hear a voice call her by name three times, and that till the third time she must in no wise answer; “and then you shall not need to doubt your coming down, for at that time,” said he, “be sure to wish wisely, and in what shape soever he come unto you, speak boldly unto him, and your wish shall have as certain effects as I have a desire to enjoy your sweet love.” In this plight did he leave Mopsa, resolved in her heart to be the greatest lady in the world, and never after to feed on worse than frumenty. Thus Dorus having delivered his hands of his three tormentors, took speedily the benefit of his device, and mounting the gracious Pamela upon a fair horse he had provided for her, he thrust himself forthwith into the wildest part of the desert, where he had left marks to guide him from place to place to the next seaport, disguising her very fitly with scarfs; although he rested assured he should meet that way with nobody, till he came to his bark, into which he meant to enter by night. But Pamela, who all this while transported with desire and troubled with fear, had never free scope of judgment to look with perfect consideration into her own enterprise, but even by the laws of love, had bequeathed the care of herself upon him, to whom she had given herself; now that the pang of desire, with evident hope was quieted, and most part of the fear passed, reason began to renew his shining in her heart, and make her see herself in herself; and weigh with what wings she flew out of her country; and upon what ground she built so strong a determination. But love, fortified with her lover’s presence, kept still his own in her heart; so that as they rode together, with her hand upon her faithful servant’s shoulder, suddenly casting her bashful eyes to the ground, and yet binding herself towards him (like the client that commits the cause of all his worth to a well-trusted advocate) from a mild spirit said unto him these sweetly delivered words: “Prince Musidorus, for so my assured hope is I may justly call you, since with no other my heart would ever have yielded to go; and if so I do not rightly term you, all other words are as bootless, as my deeds miserable, and I as unfortunate, as you wicked, my prince Musidorus, I say now that the vehement shows of your faithful love towards me have brought my mind to answer it in so due a proportion, that contrary to {471} all general rules of reason, I have laid in you my estate, my life, my honour: it is your part to double your former care, and make me see your virtue no less in preserving, than in obtaining: and your faith to be a faith as much in freedom, as bondage. Tender now your own workmanship, and so govern your love towards me, that I may still remain worthy to be loved. Your promise you remember, which here by the eternal givers of virtue I conjure you to observe, let me be your own as I am, but by no unjust conquest; let not our joys which ought ever to last, be stained in our own consciences, let no shadow of repentance steal into the sweet consideration of our mutual happiness; I have yielded to be your wife, stay then till the time that I may rightly be so; let no other defiled name burden my heart, what should I more say? if I have chosen well, all doubt is past, since your action only must determine, whether I have done virtuously or shamefully in following you.” Musidorus, that had more abundance of joy in his heart than Ulysses had what time with his own industry he stole the fatal Palladium, imagined to be the only relic of Troy’s safety, taking Pamela’s hand, and many times kissed it. “What I am,” said he, “the gods I hope will shortly make your own eyes judge; and of my mind towards you, the meantime shall be my pledge unto you; your contentment is dearer to me than mine own, and therefore doubt not of his mind, whose thoughts are so thralled unto you, as you are to bend or slack them as it shall seem best unto you. You do wrong to yourself, to make any doubt that a base estate could ever undertake so high an enterprise or a spotted mind be able to behold your virtues. Thus much only I confess, I can never do, to make the world see you have chosen worthily, since all the world is not worthy of you.” In such delightful discourses, kept they on their journey, maintaining their hearts in that right harmony of affection, which doth interchangeable deliver each to other the secret workings of their souls, till with the unusual travel, the princess being weary, they alighted down in a fair thick wood, which did entice them with the pleasantness of it to take their rest there. It was all of pine trees, whose broad heads meeting together, yielded a perfect shade to the ground, where their bodies gave a spacious and pleasant room to walk in, they were set in so perfect an order that every way the eye being full, yet no way was stopped. And even in the midst of them, were there many sweet springs which did lose themselves upon the face of the earth. Here Musidorus drew out such provisions of fruits and other cates, as he had brought for that day’s repast, and laid it down upon the fair carpet of the green grass. But Pamela had much more pleasure to walk under {472} those trees, making in their barks pretty knots, which tied together the names of Musidorus and Pamela, sometimes intermixedly changing them, to Pammidorus and Musimela, with twenty other flowers of her travelling fancies, which had bound themselves to a greater restraint than they could without much pain well endure: and to one tree more beholding to her than the rest, she entrusted the treasure of her thoughts in these verses: Do not disdain, O straight up-raised pine, That wounding thee, my thoughts in thee I grave: Since that my thoughts as straight as straightness thine, No smaller wound, alas! far deeper have. Deeper engraved, which salve nor time can save, Giv’n to my heart, by my forewounded eyne: Thus cruel to myself how canst thou crave My inward hurt should spare thy outward rine? Yet still fair tree, lift up thy stately line, Live long, and long witness my chosen part, Which barr’d desires, barr’d by myself, impart, And in this growing-bark grow verses mine. My heart my word, my word hath giv’n my heart; The giver giv’n from gift shall never part. Upon a root of the tree, that the earth had left something barer than the rest, she wrote this couplet: Sweet root say thou, the root of my desire Was virtue clad in constant love’s attire. Musidorus, seeing her fancies drawn up to such pleasant contemplations, accompanied her in them, and made the trees as well bear badges of his passions, as this song engraved in them did testify: You goodly pines, which still with brave ascent, In nature’s pride your heads to heav’nward heave; Though you besides such graces earth hath lent, Of some late grace a greater grace receive. By her who was (O blessed you) content With her fair hand, your tender barks to cleave, And so by you (O blessed you) hath sent, Such piercing words as no thoughts else conceive. Yet yield your grant, a baser hand may leave His thoughts in you, where so sweet thoughts were spent, For how would you the mistress’s thoughts bereave Of waiting thoughts all to her service meant. {473} Nay higher thoughts (though thralled thoughts) I call My thoughts then hers, who first your rind did rent: Than hers, to whom my thoughts a lonely thrall Rising from low, are to the highest bent; Where hers, whom worth makes highest over all Coming from her, cannot but downward fall. While Pamela sitting her down under one of them, and making a poesy of the fair undergrowing flowers, filled Musidorus’s ears with the heavenly sound of her music, which before he had never heard, so that it seemed unto him a new assault given to the castle of his heart, already conquered: which to signify, and withal reply to her sweet notes, he sung in a kind of still, but ravishing tune, a few verses: her song was this, and his reply follows. PAMELA Like divers flowers, whose divers beauties serve To deck the earth with his well-coloured weed, Though each of them, his private form preserve, Yet joining forms one sight of beauty breed. Right so my thoughts, whereon my heart I feed: Right so my inward parts, and outward glass, Though each possess a divers working kind; Yet all well knit to one fair end do pass: That he to whom these sundry gifts I bind, All what I am, still one, his own, do find. MUSIDORUS All what you are still one, his own to find, You that are born to be the world’s eye; What were it else but to make each thing blind: And to the sun with waxen wings to fly. No, no, such force with my small force to try, Is not my skill, or reach of mortal mind: Call me but yours, my title is most high: Hold me most yours, then my long suit is sign’d. You none can claim but you yourself aright, For you do pass yourself, in virtue’s might. So both are yours: I bound with gaged heart: You only yours, too far beyond desert. {474} In this virtuous wantonness, suffering their minds to descend to each tender enjoying their united thoughts, Pamela having tasted of the fruits, and growing extreme sleepy, having been long kept from it with the perplexity of her dangerous attempt, laying her head in his lap, was invited by him to sleep with these softly uttered verses: Look up, fair lids, the treasure of my heart, Preserve those beams, this age’s only light: To her sweet sense, sweet sleep some ease impart, Her sense too weak to bear her spirit’s might. And while, O sleep, thou closest up her sight, Her sight where love did forge his fairest dart, O harbour all her parts in easeful plight: Let no strange dream make her fair body start. But, O dream, if thou wilt not depart In this rare subject from thy common right: But wilt thyself in such a seat delight, Then take my shape, and play a lover’s part: Kiss her from me, and say unto her sprite, Till her eyes shine, I live in darkest night. The sweet Pamela was brought into a sweet sleep with this song, which gave Musidorus opportunity at leisure to behold her excellent beauties. He thought her fair forehead was a field where all his fancies fought, and every hair of her head seemed a strong chain that tied him. Her fairer lids then hiding her fairer eyes, seemed unto him sweet boxes of mother-of-pearl, rich in themselves, but containing in them far richer jewels. Her cheeks with their colour most delicately