The Forsyte saga - Complete
perhaps more vocal body, was for stopping the war and giving the
Boers autonomy. Until Black Week, however, the groups were
amorphous, without sharp edges, and argument remained but
academic. Jolly was one of those who knew not where he stood. A
streak of his grandfather old Jolyon’s love of justice prevented,
him from seeing one side only. Moreover, in his set of “the best”
there was a “jumping-Jesus” of extremely advanced opinions and
some personal magnetism. Jolly wavered. His father, too, seemed
doubtful in his views. And though, as was proper at the age of
twenty, he kept a sharp eye on his father, watchful for defects
which might still be remedied, still that father had an “air”
which gave a sort of glamour to his creed of ironic tolerance.
Artists, of course, were notoriously Hamlet-like, and to this
extent one must discount for one’s father, even if one loved him.
But Jolyon’s original view, that to “put your nose in where you
aren’t wanted” (as the Uitlanders had done) “and then work the
oracle till you get on top is not being quite the clean potato,”
had, whether founded in fact or no, a certain attraction for his
son, who thought a deal about gentility. On the other hand Jolly
could not abide such as his set called “cranks,” and Val’s set
called “smugs,” so that he was still balancing when the clock of
Black Week struck. One—two—three, came those ominous repulses at
Stormberg, Magersfontein, Colenso. The sturdy English soul
reacting after the first cried, “Ah! but Methuen!” after the
second: “Ah! but Buller!” then, in inspissated gloom, hardened.
And Jolly said to himself: “No, damn it! We’ve got to lick the
beggars now; I don’t care whether we’re right or wrong.” And, if
he had known it, his father was thinking the same thought.
That next Sunday, last of the term, Jolly was bidden to wine with
“one of the best.” After the second toast, “Buller and damnation
to the Boers,” drunk—no heel taps—in the college Burgundy, he
noticed that Val Dartie, also a guest, was looking at him with a
grin and saying something to his neighbour. He was sure it was
disparaging. The last boy in the world to make himself
conspicuous or cause public disturbance, Jolly grew rather red
and shut his lips. The queer hostility he had always felt towards
his second-cousin was strongly and suddenly reinforced. “All
right!” he thought, “you wait, my friend!” More wine than was
good for him, as the custom was, helped him to remember, when
they all trooped forth to a secluded spot, to touch Val on the
arm.
“What did you say about me in there?”
“Mayn’t I say what I like?”
“No.”
“Well, I said you were a pro-Boer—and so you are!”
“You’re a liar!”
“D’you want a row?”
“Of course, but not here; in the garden.”
“All right. Come on.”
They went, eyeing each other askance, unsteady, and unflinching;
they climbed the garden railings. The spikes on the top slightly
ripped Val’s sleeve, and occupied his mind. Jolly’s mind was
occupied by the thought that they were going to fight in the
precincts of a college foreign to them both. It was not the
thing, but never mind—the young beast!
They passed over the grass into very nearly darkness, and took
off their coats.
“You’re not screwed, are you?” said Jolly suddenly. “I can’t
fight you if you’re screwed.”
“No more than you.”
“All right then.”
Without shaking hands, they put themselves at once into postures
of defence. They had drunk too much for science, and so were
especially careful to assume correct attitudes, until Jolly smote
Val almost accidentally on the nose. After that it was all a dark
and ugly scrimmage in the deep shadow of the old trees, with no
one to call “time,” till, battered and blown, they unclinched and
staggered back from each other, as a voice said:
“Your names, young gentlemen?”
At this bland query spoken from under the lamp at the garden
gate, like some demand of a god, their nerves gave way, and
snatching up their coats, they ran at the railings, shinned up
them, and made for the secluded spot whence they had issued to
the fight. Here, in dim light, they mopped their faces, and
without a word walked, ten paces apart, to the college gate. They
went out silently, Val going towards the Broad along the Brewery,
Jolly down the lane towards the High. His head, still fumed, was
busy with regret that he had not displayed more science, passing
in review the counters and knockout blows which he had not
delivered. His mind strayed on to an imagined combat, infinitely
unlike that which he had just been through, infinitely gallant,
with sash and sword, with thrust and parry, as if he were in the
pages of his beloved Dumas. He fancied himself La Mole, and
Aramis, Bussy, Chicot, and D’Artagnan rolled into one, but he
quite failed to envisage Val as Coconnas, Brissac, or Rochefort.
The fellow was just a confounded cousin who didn’t come up to
Cocker. Never mind! He had given him one or two. “Pro-Boer!” The
word still rankled, and thoughts of enlisting jostled his aching
head; of riding over the veldt, firing gallantly, while the Boers
rolled over like rabbits. And, turning up his smarting eyes, he
saw the stars shining between the housetops of the High, and
himself lying out on the Karoo (whatever that was) rolled in a
blanket, with his rifle ready and his gaze fixed on a glittering
heaven.
He had a fearful “head” next morning, which he doctored, as
became one of “the best,” by soaking it in cold water, brewing
strong coffee which he could not drink, and only sipping a little
Hock at lunch. The legend that “some fool” had run into him round
a corner accounted for a bruise on his cheek. He would on no
account have mentioned the fight, for, on second thoughts, it
fell far short of his standards.
The next day he went “down,” and travelled through to Robin Hill.
Nobody was there but June and Holly, for his father had gone to
Paris. He spent a restless and unsettled Vacation, quite out of
touch with either of his sisters. June, indeed, was occupied with
lame ducks, whom, as a rule, Jolly could not stand, especially
that Eric Cobbley and his family, “hopeless outsiders,” who were
always littering up the house in the Vacation. And between Holly
and himself there was a strange division, as if she were
beginning to have opinions of her own, which was so—unnecessary.
He punched viciously at a ball, rode furiously but alone in
Richmond Park, making a point of jumping the stiff, high hurdles
put up to close certain worn avenues of grass—keeping his nerve
in, he called it. Jolly was more afraid of being afraid than most
boys are. He bought a rifle, too, and put a range up in the home
field, shooting across the pond into the kitchen-garden wall, to
the peril of gardeners, with the thought that some day, perhaps,
he would enlist and save South Africa for his country. In fact,
now that they were appealing for Yeomanry recruits the boy was
thoroughly upset. Ought he to go? None of “the best,” so far as
he knew—and he was in correspondence with several—were thinking
of joining. If they _had_ been making a move he would have gone
at once—very competitive, and with a strong sense of form, he
could not bear to be left behind in anything—but to do it off his
own bat might look like “swagger”. because of course it wasn’t
really necessary. Besides, he did not want to go, for the other
side of this young Forsyte recoiled from leaping before he
looked. It was altogether mixed pickles within him, hot and
sickly pickles, and he became quite unlike his serene and rather
lordly self.
And then one day he saw that which moved him to uneasy wrath—two
riders, in a glade of the Park close to the Ham Gate, of whom she
on the left-hand was most assuredly Holly on her silver roan, and
he on the right-hand as assuredly that “squirt” Val Dartie. His
first impulse was to urge on his own horse and demand the meaning
of this portent, tell the fellow to “bunk,” and take Holly home.
His second—to feel that he would look a fool if they refused. He
reined his horse in behind a tree, then perceived that it was
equally impossible to spy on them. Nothing for it but to go home
and await her coming! Sneaking out with that young bounder! He
could not consult with June, because she had gone up that morning
in the train of Eric Cobbley and his lot. And his father was
still in “that rotten Paris.” He felt that this was emphatically
one of those moments for which he had trained himself,
assiduously, at school, where he and a boy called Brent had
frequently set fire to newspapers and placed them in the centre
of their studies to accustom them to coolness in moments of
danger. He did not feel at all cool waiting in the stable-yard,
idly stroking the dog Balthasar, who queasy as an old fat monk,
and sad in the absence of his master, turned up his face, panting
with gratitude for this attention. It was half an hour before
Holly came, flushed and ever so much prettier than she had any
right to look. He saw her look at him quickly—guiltily of
course—then followed her in, and, taking her arm, conducted her
into what had been their grandfather’s study. The room, not much
used now, was still vaguely haunted for them both by a presence
with which they associated tenderness, large drooping white
moustaches, the scent of cigar smoke, and laughter. Here Jolly,
in the prime of his youth, before he went to school at all, had
been wont to wrestle with his grandfather, who even at eighty had
an irresistible habit of crooking his leg. Here Holly, perched on
the arm of the great leather chair, had stroked hair curving
silvery over an ear into which she would whisper secrets. Through
that window they had all three sallied times without number to
cricket on the lawn, and a mysterious game called “Wopsy-doozle,”
not to be understood by outsiders, which made old Jolyon very
hot. Here once on a warm night Holly had appeared in her
“nighty,” having had a bad dream, to have the clutch of it
released. And here Jolly, having begun the day badly by
introducing fizzy magnesia into Mademoiselle Beauce’s new-laid
egg, and gone on to worse, had been sent down (in the absence of
his father) to the ensuing dialogue:
“Now, my boy, you mustn’t go on like this.”
“Well, she boxed my ears, Gran, so I only boxed hers, and then
she boxed mine again.”
“Strike a lady? That’ll never do! Have you begged her pardon?”
“Not yet.”
“Then you must go and do it at once. Come along.”
“But she began it, Gran; and she had two to my one.”
“My dear, it was an outrageous thing to do.”
“Well, she lost her temper; and I didn’t lose mine.”
“Come along.”
“You come too, then, Gran.”
“Well—this time only.”
And they had gone hand in hand.