The happiness of Hazelbrook
"Thank you again and again," said the girl, as, drawing her shawl over
her head, she left the cottage.
Mrs. Lawrence gently closed the door, and went up to Katie's room.
Nelly, who had been removed into her mother's room, in order that Katie
should be by herself, had not closed her eyes the whole of that sad
night.
"Mother, mother," whispered she.
Mrs. Lawrence bent down to kiss the little excited face that was
uplifted to hers.
"Is Katie better?"
"I think so, my darling."
"Will she die, mother?"
"I pray—I hope not, Nelly."
"How good God is, mother!"
"Yes, dear child; let us pray that we may love Him as we ought, with
all our heart, and mind, and soul, and strength."
When Mrs. Lawrence entered Katie's room, she found her child still
sleeping; so she went downstairs again to call Ben, who slept with Tom
and Willie in a little room on the ground-floor of the cottage. Poor
Ben had been hard at work ploughing all the previous day, and slept
soundly. It was not that he did not share in the general anxiety about
Katie, for he was a good, affectionate boy, and loved his mother and
sisters dearly.
"It's time to get up, Ben; it's nearly five o'clock."
"How's Katie, mother?" said he, rubbing his eyes.
"Better, Ben, thank God. Fanny Price has just been here; it was she
that persuaded Katie to go with her to the fair yesterday."
"Dan Carter asked me to go over there too, mother, when I had done my
work, but I didn't fancy going, somehow. And I had some work to do in
the garden."
"You're a good lad, Ben," said his mother.
"It was Mr. Graham who warned all us boys about the fair last Sunday
morning at the school," said Ben, honestly; "perhaps I should have gone
if it had not been for that."
"May you always be able to act upon good advice, Ben."
And Mrs. Lawrence returned upstairs to her charge.
Katie was partially awake when her mother entered the room and was
moaning sadly, as if in pain.
As her mother approached the bed, she opened her eyes, and gazed wildly
round the room.
"Where am I? Where am I? Is the storm over? Oh, mother, mother!"
And meeting her mother's eyes lovingly fixed upon her, Katie's thoughts
returned, and the warm tears rolled down her cheeks.
"Oh, mother!" she said, in a weak and broken voice. "I have behaved so
ill! You don't know all; if you did, you never would forgive me. I know
I am very ill—do you think I shall die, mother?" And the old look of
terror returned.
"Hush, Katie darling! The doctor says you must be very, very quiet,
and not excite yourself. I know 'all,' Katie—everything, and I have
forgiven you long since."
"Dear, dear mother! But will God forgive me? It was a judgment upon
me yesterday; I am sure it was; and I feel as if I could never be
forgiven."
"You need not feel so, Katie dear. You know our blessed Saviour forgave
all who truly repented and came to Him—even His disciple, Peter, when
he had denied Him. It is for Jesus Christ's sake that God will forgive
you, and change your heart by His Holy Spirit.
"'Whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in My name, He will give you,'
are Jesus' own words.
"And He promised that the Father would give His Holy Spirit to all them
that ask Him. But you must not talk any more now, Katie; shut your
eyes, and try to sleep again."
"Sing me that hymn, mother."
The tears tame into Mrs. Lawrence's eyes as she complied with Katie's
request. She knew well what hymn her child meant. She had been used to
sing it to her when quite a little girl, but latterly Katie had not
cared much about such things. And the mother's tears were tears of joy
as she heard Katie asking for the favourite hymn of her childhood.
Mrs. Lawrence sat by the bedside, holding Katie's hand, and singing in
a low voice,—
"'Rock of Ages, cleft for me,
Let me hide myself in Thee
Let the water and the blood,
From Thy riven side which flowed,
Be of sin the double cure,—
Cleanse me from its guilt and power.'"
Before the hymn was finished, Katie had again fallen into a calm and
peaceful slumber.
When the doctor came that morning, he told Mrs. Lawrence that all
immediate danger was over, and that, with perfect quiet and rest, her
daughter would now soon come round again. How thankful Mrs. Lawrence
was to hear such good news!
Fanny Price came again in the course of the day to inquire after Katie.
And Mrs. Lawrence spoke kindly to her, advising her to get a situation,
and try to become an industrious girl.
"You ought to be earning your own living, and helping your parents,
Fanny: you are nearly sixteen, are you not?"
"I was sixteen last week."
"Take my advice, then, and get into service as soon as you can."
Fanny blushed deeply as she replied,—
"We girls have got a bad name in the village, Mrs. Lawrence: I fear no
one would take me. A friend of Mrs. Graham's was asking the other day
for a girl to help in the nursery, and mother went to the rectory about
me, but Mrs. Graham said she could not recommend me to her friend."
"See what it is, Fanny, to lose your good name. Solomon says, 'A good
name is rather to be chosen than great riches.'"
"I didn't seem to care at all about it till last night," said Fanny.
"And now I do care, it's no use," added she, in a doleful tone.
"Don't say that, Fanny; it is of great use to care; and the very fact
of your caring shows that God has softened your heart by the events of
last evening. It is never too late to do better."
"It seems harder than ever now to do right, Mrs. Lawrence."
"Ask God for strength, then, to begin at once, and I am sure Mrs.
Graham will be one of the first to encourage you to persevere, when she
sees you making an effort to do better."
"Oh, Mrs. Lawrence, how kind you are!" said Fanny, with tears in her
eyes. "I said yesterday I was glad you were not my mother, but now I
feel so differently: no one talks to me at home as you do."
"That may be, Fanny; but you might learn far more than I could teach
you if you were to attend the Sunday school, and go more regularly to a
place of worship."
"I don't like asking Mrs. Graham to let me go to school again, after
behaving so ill, and saying I would not go."
"That is false pride," said Mrs. Lawrence, "and you should not listen
to it."
"Would you mind asking Mrs. Graham for me?"
"I will do so willingly, Fanny, if you will make up your mind to attend
regularly."
"I will indeed, Mrs. Lawrence," said Fanny, and as she spoke, she
shivered violently.
"Did you get wet yesterday?" asked Mrs. Lawrence.
"No, we were in the tent in the fair, all the time of the storm; but I
have felt ill ever since. I don't know what is the matter with me."
"Go home now, and keep yourself quiet, Fanny, and don't come up here
again to-day. Ben shall call and tell you how Katie goes on, and I will
speak to Mrs. Graham when I see her to-morrow."
Mrs. Lawrence had spoken to Fanny at the door, not wishing to ask her
in, lest the sound of her voice might excite Katie.
It so happened that by the next evening Fanny Price, Bessie Thompson,
and Dan Carter were all taken seriously ill, and the doctor soon
pronounced it to be a most virulent kind of smallpox. Dan Carter
remembered hearing a tramp, who had been sitting all the afternoon
drinking in the tent, say that some of his folk had been very bad with
the smallpox.
But it had never struck him that there could be any fear of infection.
The heated, bad air of the tent, which became crowded to excess as
the storm came on, all added to the danger, and Fanny and her friends
happened to be most of the time quite close to the tramp and his wife,
who had persuaded the weak, foolish girls to allow her to tell them
their fortunes.
Dan's recollection of the tramp's words was his last act of
consciousness. From the first, the doctor gave but little hope of him.
He had led a very loose life, which was terribly against him. And in
less than a week from the day of the fair, the wretched young man was
hurried into his Maker's presence, without one moment for repentance,
for he had been in a high state of delirium from the time he was first
taken ill.
There was weeping, and mourning too, in other cottage houses in
Hazelbrook. Bessie Thompson also sank under the violence of the
disease, although she lived nearly a week longer than Dan Carter; and
God mercifully restored her to consciousness for the last two or three
days of her life. Those who witnessed her death-bed scene, never forgot
it to the latest moment of their lives. Mr. Graham prayed constantly
with her; and trembling, almost despairingly, the unhappy girl was
enabled to throw herself at the foot of the cross. We dare not say her
end was peace, or that her death presented other than a fearful warning
to all who are lovers of pleasure more than lovers of God.
For many days Fanny Price's life was despaired of. The anxiety she
had suffered about Katie all seemed to aggravate her illness, and for
nearly a week she was quite insensible, raving continually in a manner
which affected all who heard her.
After that time, however, she began to recover, although very, very
slowly. And we are happy to say she arose from her bed, which had been
so nearly one of death, an altered girl. She now listened meekly and
thankfully to the teachings of God's Holy Spirit, which she had before
so often rejected; and in humble faith, she begged forgiveness of her
former sins for Jesus Christ's sake, and prayed for strength to live a
new life for the future.
CHAPTER V
The Happy Island
ONE fine Sabbath afternoon about three weeks after the day of the
storm, Mabel Tracy, on entering Widow Lawrence's cottage, found Nelly
in her old place by the window, and Katie sitting in her mother's large
arm-chair. Mrs. Lawrence had gone to church, and taken little Esther
and her brothers with her; and Katie and Nelly were anxiously expecting
Miss Mabel's visit. Mabel had been several times to see Katie during
her illness, and had brought her each time some little dainty to tempt
her appetite.
"I am glad to see you downstairs again, Katie," said Mabel, in her
pleasant, cheerful voice, as she entered. "I am a little later than
usual to-day."
"We were so afraid you were not coming," said Nelly.
"I have been round to see poor old Granny Hale; she has kept her bed
since Thursday, and the doctor seems to think her very ill. I never
like to disappoint her, for it is not as if she could see to read. The
time must pass very lonely with her sometimes, and yet she generally
seems cheerful. Besides which, I was the bearer of very good news to
her."
"Mother told us this morning that Granny Hale's son was coming home
from across the sea," said Katie.
"Yes; that is what I was going to tell you. She has had a letter from
him to-day. It is many, many years since she heard of him before. Papa
says he was a sad wild lad, and ran away to sea, and nearly broke his
poor mother's heart. However, as she says, she still prayed for him, in
humble faith on His promise who had said, 'Ask, and it shall be given
you;' and firmly believed that in His own good time God would answer
her prayer. And He has done so."
"Do you think it is right to pray to God about trifles, Miss Mabel?"
asked Katie.
"Papa was talking to me on that very subject this morning," answered
Mabel: "he said we ought to learn to ask God's blessing on little
things as well as great; and that there is nothing which is right for
us to do, but it is also right to ask that God would bless it. For
there is nothing so little but the frown of God can change it into the
greatest calamity, or His smile raise it into a memorable mercy.
"There was once a very good man named Bishop Heber, and when his famous