The House of Mirth
was so unlike him to yield to such an irrational impulse! Did he
really mean to ask her to marry him? She had once shown him the
impossibility of such a hope, and his subsequent behaviour seemed
to prove that he had accepted the situation with a reasonableness
somewhat mortifying to her vanity. It was all the more agreeable
to find that this reasonableness was maintained only at the cost
of not seeing her; but, though nothing in life was as sweet as the
sense of her power over him, she saw the danger of allowing the
episode of the previous night to have a sequel. Since she could
not marry him, it would be kinder to him, as well as easier for
herself, to write a line amicably evading his request to see her:
he was not the man to mistake such a hint, and when next they met
it would be on their usual friendly footing.
Lily sprang out of bed, and went straight to her desk. She wanted
to write at once, while she could trust to the strength of her
resolve. She was still languid from her brief sleep and the
exhilaration of the evening, and the sight of Selden’s writing
brought back the culminating moment of her triumph: the moment
when she had read in his eyes that no philosophy was proof against
her power. It would be pleasant to have that sensation again . . .
no one else could give it to her in its fulness; and she could
not bear to mar her mood of luxurious retrospection by an act of
definite refusal. She took up her pen and wrote hastily: “TOMORROW
AT FOUR;” murmuring to herself, as she slipped the sheet into its
envelope: “I can easily put him off when tomorrow comes.”
* * * * *
Judy Trenor’s summons was very welcome to Lily. It was the first
time she had received a direct communication from Bellomont
since the close of her last visit there, and she was still
visited by the dread of having incurred Judy’s displeasure.
But this characteristic command seemed to reestablish their
former relations; and Lily smiled at the thought that her friend
had probably summoned her in order to hear about the Brys’
entertainment. Mrs. Trenor had absented herself from the feast,
perhaps for the reason so frankly enunciated by her husband,
perhaps because, as Mrs. Fisher somewhat differently put it, she
“couldn’t bear new people when she hadn’t discovered them herself.”
At any rate, though she remained haughtily at Bellomont, Lily
suspected in her a devouring eagerness to hear of what she had
missed, and to learn exactly in what measure Mrs. Wellington Bry
had surpassed all previous competitors for social recognition. Lily
was quite ready to gratify this curiosity, but it happened that she
was dining out. She determined, however, to see Mrs. Trenor for a
few moments, and ringing for her maid she despatched a telegram to
say that she would be with her friend that evening at ten.
She was dining with Mrs. Fisher, who had gathered at an informal
feast a few of the performers of the previous evening. There was
to be plantation music in the studio after dinner—for Mrs. Fisher,
despairing of the republic, had taken up modelling, and annexed to
her small crowded house a spacious apartment, which, whatever its
uses in her hours of plastic inspiration, served at other times for
the exercise of an indefatigable hospitality. Lily was reluctant
to leave, for the dinner was amusing, and she would have liked to
lounge over a cigarette and hear a few songs; but she could not
break her engagement with Judy, and shortly after ten she asked
her hostess to ring for a hansom, and drove up Fifth Avenue to the
Trenors’.
She waited long enough on the doorstep to wonder that Judy’s
presence in town was not signalized by a greater promptness in
admitting her; and her surprise was increased when, instead of
the expected footman, pushing his shoulders into a tardy coat,
a shabby care-taking person in calico let her into the shrouded
hall. Trenor, however, appeared at once on the threshold of the
drawing-room, welcoming her with unusual volubility while he
relieved her of her cloak and drew her into the room.
“Come along to the den; it’s the only comfortable place in the
house. Doesn’t this room look as if it was waiting for the body
to be brought down? Can’t see why Judy keeps the house wrapped up
in this awful slippery white stuff—it’s enough to give a fellow
pneumonia to walk through these rooms on a cold day. You look a
little pinched yourself, by the way: it’s rather a sharp night
out. I noticed it walking up from the club. Come along, and I’ll
give you a nip of brandy, and you can toast yourself over the fire
and try some of my new Egyptians—that little Turkish chap at the
Embassy put me on to a brand that I want you to try, and if you
like ’em I’ll get out a lot for you: they don’t have ’em here yet,
but I’ll cable.”
He led her through the house to the large room at the back, where
Mrs. Trenor usually sat, and where, even in her absence, there was
an air of occupancy. Here, as usual, were flowers, newspapers,
a littered writing-table, and a general aspect of lamp-lit
familiarity, so that it was a surprise not to see Judy’s energetic
figure start up from the arm-chair near the fire.
It was apparently Trenor himself who had been occupying the seat
in question, for it was overhung by a cloud of cigar smoke, and
near it stood one of those intricate folding tables which British
ingenuity has devised to facilitate the circulation of tobacco and
spirits. The sight of such appliances in a drawing-room was not
unusual in Lily’s set, where smoking and drinking were unrestricted
by considerations of time and place, and her first movement was
to help herself to one of the cigarettes recommended by Trenor,
while she checked his loquacity by asking, with a surprised glance:
“Where’s Judy?”
Trenor, a little heated by his unusual flow of words, and perhaps
by prolonged propinquity with the decanters, was bending over the
latter to decipher their silver labels.
“Here, now, Lily, just a drop of cognac in a little fizzy water—you
do look pinched, you know: I swear the end of your nose is red.
I’ll take another glass to keep you company—Judy?—Why, you see,
Judy’s got a devil of a head ache—quite knocked out with it, poor
thing—she asked me to explain—make it all right, you know—Do come
up to the fire, though; you look dead-beat, really. Now do let me
make you comfortable, there’s a good girl.”
He had taken her hand, half-banteringly, and was drawing her toward
a low seat by the hearth; but she stopped and freed herself quietly.
“Do you mean to say that Judy’s not well enough to see me? Doesn’t
she want me to go upstairs?”
Trenor drained the glass he had filled for himself, and paused to
set it down before he answered.
“Why, no—the fact is, she’s not up to seeing anybody. It came on
suddenly, you know, and she asked me to tell you how awfully sorry
she was—if she’d known where you were dining she’d have sent you
word.”
“She did know where I was dining; I mentioned it in my telegram.
But it doesn’t matter, of course. I suppose if she’s so poorly she
won’t go back to Bellomont in the morning, and I can come and see
her then.”
“Yes: exactly—that’s capital. I’ll tell her you’ll pop in tomorrow
morning. And now do sit down a minute, there’s a dear, and let’s
have a nice quiet jaw together. You won’t take a drop, just for
sociability? Tell me what you think of that cigarette. Why, don’t
you like it? What are you chucking it away for?”
“I am chucking it away because I must go, if you’ll have the
goodness to call a cab for me,” Lily returned with a smile.
She did not like Trenor’s unusual excitability, with its too
evident explanation, and the thought of being alone with him,
with her friend out of reach upstairs, at the other end of the
great empty house, did not conduce to a desire to prolong their
TETE-A-TETE.
But Trenor, with a promptness which did not escape her, had moved
between herself and the door.
“Why must you go, I should like to know? If Judy’d been here you’d
have sat gossiping till all hours—and you can’t even give me five
minutes! It’s always the same story. Last night I couldn’t get near
you—I went to that damned vulgar party just to see you, and there
was everybody talking about you, and asking me if I’d ever seen
anything so stunning, and when I tried to come up and say a word,
you never took any notice, but just went on laughing and joking
with a lot of asses who only wanted to be able to swagger about
afterward, and look knowing when you were mentioned.”
He paused, flushed by his diatribe, and fixing on her a look in
which resentment was the ingredient she least disliked. But she
had regained her presence of mind, and stood composedly in the
middle of the room, while her slight smile seemed to put an ever
increasing distance between herself and Trenor.
Across it she said: “Don’t be absurd, Gus. It’s past eleven, and I
must really ask you to ring for a cab.”
He remained immovable, with the lowering forehead she had grown to
detest.
“And supposing I won’t ring for one—what’ll you do then?”
“I shall go upstairs to Judy if you force me to disturb her.”
Trenor drew a step nearer and laid his hand on her arm. “Look here,
Lily: won’t you give me five minutes of your own accord?”
“Not tonight, Gus: you——”
“Very good, then: I’ll take ’em. And as many more as I want.” He
had squared himself on the threshold, his hands thrust deep in his
pockets. He nodded toward the chair on the hearth.
“Go and sit down there, please: I’ve got a word to say to you.”
Lily’s quick temper was getting the better of her fears. She drew
herself up and moved toward the door.
“If you have anything to say to me, you must say it another time. I
shall go up to Judy unless you call a cab for me at once.”
He burst into a laugh. “Go upstairs and welcome, my dear; but you
won’t find Judy. She ain’t there.”
Lily cast a startled look upon him. “Do you mean that Judy is not
in the house—not in town?” she exclaimed.
“That’s just what I do mean,” returned Trenor, his bluster sinking
to sullenness under her look.
“Nonsense—I don’t believe you. I am going upstairs,” she said
impatiently.
He drew unexpectedly aside, letting her reach the threshold
unimpeded.
“Go up and welcome; but my wife is at Bellomont.”
But Lily had a flash of reassurance. “If she hadn’t come she would
have sent me word——”
“She did; she telephoned me this afternoon to let you know.”
“I received no message.”
“I didn’t send any.”
The two measured each other for a moment, but Lily still saw her
opponent through a blur of scorn that made all other considerations
indistinct.
“I can’t imagine your object in playing such a stupid trick on me;
but if you have fully gratified your peculiar sense of humour I
must again ask you to send for a cab.”
It was the wrong note, and she knew it as she spoke. To be stung by
irony it is not necessary to understand it, and the angry streaks
on Trenor’s face might have been raised by an actual lash.
“Look here, Lily, don’t take that high and mighty tone with me.” He
had again moved toward the door, and in her instinctive shrinking
from him she let him regain command of the threshold. “I DID play a
trick on you; I own up to it; but if you think I’m ashamed you’re
mistaken. Lord knows I’ve been patient enough—I’ve hung round and
looked like an ass. And all the while you were letting a lot of
other fellows make up to you . . . letting ’em make fun of me,
I daresay . . . I’m not sharp, and can’t dress my friends up to
look funny, as you do . . . but I can tell when it’s being done to
me.... I can tell fast enough when I’m made a fool of....”
“Ah, I shouldn’t have thought that!” flashed from Lily; but her
laugh dropped to silence under his look.