The Love-Story of Aliette Brunton
not entitled to a yard of territory more than we guaranteed her by the
Treaty of London," says Julia Cavendish, society-woman.
The camera continues its work.
Third impression: the secretary of the Spanish embassy would look
exactly like a bull-fighter if he wore the national costume instead of
civilized evening-dress--General Fellowes has aged since the War Office
inquiry--a fine type--the big woman he has taken in to dinner would look
like a cantaloup melon if you cut her in two--the pretty girl flirting
with the young soldier (Guards?) must be her daughter.
"Aren't you rather hard on our allies, Mrs. Cavendish?" chips in Hector
Brunton.
"I have no patience with d'Annunzio."
"But at least you will admit that he is a patriot," protests Sir Simeon.
"No bombastic person is really patriotic. Patriotism is a dumb virtue."
"But is patriotism a virtue?" asks the K.C.
"Almost the greatest."
Julia's mental camera snaps again.
Impression of Hector Brunton: a would-be cave-man--not as strong as he
imagines himself--putty in the hands of a sexful woman--rather a
difficult problem for a fastidious wife--obstinate--capable of cruelty.
At which precise moment, the mother ousted the craftswoman from Julia's
brain. She began to wonder if Ronnie were enjoying himself. If only he
weren't so shy with women! Women made men's careers. He had taken down
that charming Mrs. Brunton. She looked down the table and caught his
eyes across the scarlet flowers. He smiled at her. He must be enjoying
himself. She had done right, then, to make him accept the invitation.
"I gather you prefer patriotism to the League of Nations," remarked her
host.
"Your League of Nations," answered Julia, "is merely the sentimental
impulse translated into terms of international diplomacy. Every one
wants it to work--every one realizes it unworkable."
Answering, she thought that she had rarely seen Ronnie look so happy.
But not even the mother in Julia Cavendish knew the cause of Ronnie's
happiness; she was as blind to her son's infatuation as Hector Brunton
to his wife's. She could not divine that the pair of them had passed
beyond mere happiness into a little illusive world of their own making.
For the moment, Aliette and Ronnie dwelt in a rose-bubble of
enchantment. A frail bubble! Yet it cut them off, as surely as though it
had been opaque crystal, from their fellow-guests. Physical passion
found no place in that rose-bubble. Their bodies, the bodies which made
pretense of eating and drinking, which uttered the most absurdly
conventional sentiments, dwelt outside of its magic; while within, their
minds, their natures, their very souls, held secret commune--as two
friends so set in friendship that words have become unnecessary. Yet
actually, magic apart, they were merely a man and a woman, each lonely,
each too healthy for that loneliness which is the prerogative of the
sick and the abnormal.
They had been lonely; now they were no longer lonely. They had been
obsessed with visions of each other; now they no longer saw visions.
They saw each other; and their souls were satisfied.
But of all that their souls knew, their lips spoke no word.
"I've often thought about that run we had," said the man. "One doesn't
get a gallop like that every day of one's life. Did you have many other
good days?"
"I didn't go out again last season," said the woman.
"Really? How was that?"
"Oh, I went down to Devonshire with my sister."
"You didn't take Miracle?"
"No." It pleased her that he remembered Miracle's name. "By the way, I'm
quite angry with you, Mr. Cavendish. Mr. Wilberforce told us on Sunday
that you preferred golf to our society."
"Jimmy's a mischief-maker. Why isn't your sister here to-night, Mrs.
Brunton?" Man-like, he wondered--now--why he had refused to call on her.
"Mollie's at a dance. I believe Mr. Wilberforce will be there too."
"Jimmy's a great dancer." Did she know, he speculated, about Jimmy and
her sister? Probably. Women--according to Ronnie--always told one
another that sort of thing.
"And you?" she asked.
"Oh, I'm like the Tenth. I don't dance."
Aliette dimpled to laughter at the old jest. It mattered so little what
he said to her with his lips. His eyes gave her the answer to the one
question; the only question she had ever asked herself in vain. His eyes
said: "Yes. This is Love. This is the Real Thing." She wondered if his
brain knew the message of his eyes. She marveled at herself for not
having sooner known the message of her heart. "I'm in love with him,"
she thought. "I've been in love with him ever since that Sunday at Key
Hatch." All the gray unease of the past months, of the past years,
diffused to amber sunshine.
The Spanish secretary, sitting on her right, chimed in to their
conversation. "You do not dance, Cavendish. That is strange. I thought
all English people danced."
The rose-bubble of enchantment was broken. Talk grew general. Dinner
drew to its end.
6
"You look a little tired, Mrs. Cavendish. Can't I get you some more
coffee? A cigarette, perhaps?"
"Thank you so much. I think I would like a cigarette."
Aliette and Julia sat together in a palm-screened corner of the vast
Louis Quinze drawing-room. The men were still downstairs. The younger
woman rose; and fetched a silver cigarette-box, matches.
Julia lit her cigarette. She felt very old, very weary, quite unlike
herself. The pain nagged at her back.
"I'm afraid I'm not a very gay companion for a beautiful young woman.
You mustn't mind my paying you compliments." Aliette had raised a
protesting hand at the word "beautiful." "When I was your age,
compliments were in vogue. Nowadays they're out of fashion--like good
manners."
"Surely good manners are never out of fashion," said Aliette.
"Only--like fashions--they change."
Lady Simeon veered toward them, but diverted her course. They talked on,
drawn to each other by a kindred obsession--Ronnie.
"I'd love to ask her what she thought of him," mused Julia Cavendish. "I
simply daren't mention her son," mused Aliette Brunton.
Thus the man found them when he came upstairs. They made an exquisite
picture, there, under the green--his mother, dignified, strong (not
wishing to let him guess her weariness, she had pulled herself together
at his approach), the halo of intellectual achievement setting her apart
from every other woman in the room; and the vivid, exquisite, but
equally dignified creature at his mother's side.
"You don't often smoke, mater." He felt consoled that these two should
be together. For the last twenty minutes the sight of Hector
Brunton--holding forth, loud-voiced, over a cigar--had made him feel a
little guilty.
"Mrs. Brunton insisted. Come and sit down, Ronnie. Unless"--servants
with card-tables made a belated appearance--"you want to play bridge."
"I'd just as soon talk."
They made place for him. He and his mother began to discuss their
fellow-guests, critically, but without malice. Listening, Aliette felt
like an interloper. Even if she had been unmarried, how could she
interpose her love--for it was love, she knew that now, knew it
irremediably--between these two? Her mind reacted from happiness to
depression.
He said to her, "You're looking very thoughtful."
She answered absent-mindedly, "Am I?"
He said: "Yes. Don't you want to play? They're making up tables."
She said: "No. I'd rather sit here and watch."
Sir Simeon drifted up to them, bringing the young Guardee and the pretty
girl he had taken down to dinner. The pair were still flirting,
butterfly-like. Their host had insisted on introducing them to Julia.
They suffered the introduction, and flitted away. "Who _is_ Julia
Cavendish?" asked the boy. "Silly! She writes poetry," answered the
girl. "Oh, I say, ought I to have read it?" "Of course you ought. I wish
we were going to dance, don't you?" "Rather."
The cantaloup lady rolled up to Sir Simeon, and dragged him away to show
her his pictures. Julia relapsed into mono-syllables. It must be nearly
half-past ten. Thank goodness! She could just manage another thirty
minutes. Meanwhile Ronnie could continue talking to this pretty woman.
Perhaps he would stay on. That would be best. She wanted to go home
alone. In the morning she could telephone Dot for the name of his
doctor.
And so, once again, the rose-bubble of enchantment formed itself about
those two lovers. But now both were conscious of the bubble's frailty.
And the man thought: "This cannot endure. I cannot endure this. To-night
must be the last time we meet." He saw her husband, pompous, considering
the call of a hand. He knew that he abhorred Brunton for the possession
of this exquisite woman. He loathed himself for abhorring Brunton.
The woman, too, saw her husband. But she could only feel sorrow for him.
Poor Hector, who would have been satisfied with so little of her; who
had never known how much she had to give. And now--now no man would ever
know. Unless----Her fastidiousness revolted abruptly from introspection.
She felt glad of Julia's:
"I think the brougham should be here by now, Ronnie. Do you mind finding
out? And don't worry to see me home. I'm sure Mrs. Brunton will never
forgive me if I drag you away."
"Don't be absurd, mater. Of course I sha'n't let you go home by
yourself." Ronnie rose, and made his way across the room.
"You'll persuade him to stop? I--I'd rather go home alone," said Julia.
"Because you're tired. Because you don't want him to see it." The words
escaped Aliette before she could control them. She covered herself
quickly. "I'm sure that must be the reason. I'm sure, if I had a son, I
should never want him to think that I was tired."
"You have children then--girls? You couldn't have known otherwise." The
novelist in Julia was asleep; she could see no other reason why this
"charming creature" should have divined her mentality.
"No. I have no children, worse luck!"
Ronnie came back to say that the brougham waited.
"You mustn't come with me, Ronnie." Julia got to her feet.
"Mater, I insist."
"Persuade him to stay, Mrs. Brunton."
Subconsciously, Aliette knew the incident momentous. His blue eyes were
looking down into hers. Behind them she read indecision. He wanted to
see his mother home: he wanted to stay with her. She could keep him at
her side. Only, if she did keep him--and it would take the littlest
look, the littlest gesture,--then she would be interloper indeed.
Consciously now, she made her first sacrifice.
"I think a son's first duty is to his mother," smiled Aliette Brunton.
CHAPTER V
1
Ten days went by.
For Aliette, the trivial round of London continued.
She attended a terrific _tamasha_ of a wedding--all frocks and roses--at
St. George's, Hanover Square; she dined at the Carlton with Hector and a
sumptuous client from the money-making North; she walked the park with
Ponto, her harlequin Dane, who, as though he understood his mistress was
troubled, kept close at heel while she footed it, and thrust a
consolatory nose into her lap whenever she sat down; she played
lawn-tennis at Queen's; she did her household duties at Lancaster Gate,
fighting and defeating a miniature revolution among the female staff.
But her emotions she could neither fight nor defeat.
These emotions were all strange, sweet, disturbing. For the first time
in her life a man obscured the entire mental horizon. Constantly she
thought of Ronnie--imagining him her confidant, her friend, her lover.
Her mind took a whole week to formulate that last definite word; and
even then the word seemed inadequate.
Except for Mary O'Riordan and Mollie, Aliette possessed no intimates of