The Mystery of a Turkish Bath
She's a pretty little Frenchwoman, and always waits in the cooling-room
for her mistress. But she didn't seem to think anything of it. She
said she very often does that, and it is best not to try and waken her.
I must say she seemed much better afterwards. Brighter and more alert.
What a lovely creature she is!" she added enthusiastically. "I suppose
you know you're the most envied person in the hotel at this present
moment?"
He smiled, but his face still looked anxious and disturbed.
"Because I have the privilege of being her friend?" he said. "Well, I
am not going to deny that it _is_ a privilege--a most enviable one."
"I should think," said Mrs Jefferson meaningly, "it is also one that
has its dangers."
The calm grey eyes met her sharp inquisitive glance, but were utterly
unrevealing.
"I will not affect to misunderstand you," he said, "but there are men
who covet danger for its own sake. They may seem foolhardy, but they
are only accountable to themselves for the risks they run."
"Well," said Mrs Jefferson warmly, "I'm only a woman, and yet if it's
possible to fall in love with one of my own sex, I've done it. She's
perfectly charmed me. I can't get her out of my head for a single
moment. It's not only her wonderful beauty, but her mind. As for our
poet," she added, laughing, "he's quite gone. He's done nothing all day
but moon about under the pine trees. Writing sonnets, I guess, and
hoping to catch a glimpse of her. All useless--she's not left the hotel
to-day, and I suppose she'll not favour us to night."
Colonel Estcourt was silent. Conversation was more or less general, but
it sounded vague and unmeaning to him. He heard a voice on his left
holding forth with energy, but he did not heed it until Mrs Jefferson
touched his arm and whispered an entreaty.
"Do listen," she said, "it's Diogenes. Isn't he coming out? I surmise
it's _her_ influence. You remember last night?"
"An atheist," said the dogmatic voice of the individual who had given
that common-sense view of spiritualism the previous evening, "must be a
fool of the most complete type. Because he doubts what _men_ teach of
God, is no reason for doubting the existence of God. I grant that the
Reverend John Smith, with his high-falutin' trappings of Ritualism on
one side, and the Reverend Josiah Stiggins, with his coarse and
commonplace familiarity with the Almighty (whose personality he has the
effrontery to expound as if he were discussing the characteristics of an
ordinary mortal), on the other, are enough to drive hundreds of people
out of the pale of Christianity, and force them to take refuge in
defiance and opposition. But, all the same, the expectation of another
life is a rooted belief in the minds of all men, quite apart from
religion. Even the savage has it. If we call it human nature to eat,
drink, fight, love, or desire, it must also be human nature that gives
universal assent to this idea of an after existence. The fact of
finding it in all races is but a proof that Man is the creation of a
Power that intends him for a far wider range of existence than he sees
before him. There are many things affirmed by man's consciousness that
he cannot really or logically explain. Yet it is a narrow reasoning
that bids us reject the inexplicable."
"Yet you reject spiritualism," said Mrs Jefferson quickly.
"Not at all, my dear madam. I only reject the humiliating and degrading
trickery that is its sensational form. I only repeat what I said
yesterday, that no lofty or educated mind could do anything but resent
the idea of being subjugated to a mere material will, and being forced
by that will to perform conjuring tricks in order that a small portion
of the civilised world should gape, and gaze, and cry out `How
wonderful!' To deny that spirits exist, aye and work, would be to deny
the very crudest faith in Christianity."
"There is no doubt," said Colonel Estcourt, "that everything _is_
explicable, but we must wait for the growth and development of our
higher natures before we can comprehend half the mysteries of the higher
life. The great fault of the materialist and the scientist is, that
they would fain bring everything down to the level of their _present_
comprehension, instead of patiently waiting the completion of their
future spiritual forces. It is quite evident that we are not meant to
attain our full mental stature on the earth-plane, or what would be left
to achieve in the countless ages of immortality? Man believes in
immortality and yet seems to contemplate it as a state of stagnation and
quiescence. Why he believes in it he cannot fully explain. It is, as
you said before, a consciousness given to the races of humanity, but no
more capable of commonplace analysis than time, or space, or thought."
"The beautiful is as the cloud that floats in radiant space," murmured
the poet. "The very vagueness of form permits the eye to clothe it in
the loveliest tints of Fancy."
"Now that's what I call rational," murmured Mrs Jefferson in Colonel
Estcourt's ear. "Do you think he knows what he means. I guess he
don't... Gracious!"
She started, and suddenly grasped his arm. "Look," she said, "there's
the princess in the doorway. Is she coming in? No! She's moving away.
I believe she's going into the drawing-room after all. Did you see
her?"
"No," said Colonel Estcourt. "Are you sure it was the princess?"
His face looked strangely pale. She saw that his hand trembled as he
laid down his knife on the plate before him.
"Sure?" exclaimed Mrs Jefferson, with asperity. "Of course I'm sure!
It's not easy to mistake _her_, I fancy. I can't think why you didn't
catch sight of her. She just looked in as she passed, I suppose."
"No doubt," he said. But the gravity and uneasiness of his face
deepened.
Just then one of the waiters paused beside Mrs Jefferson's chair. She
turned eagerly to him. "Watson," she said, "just oblige me by going to
the drawing-room and finding out if Madame Zairoff is there. I guess,"
she added laughingly to Colonel Estcourt, "that I'm not going to waste
my time over thirteen courses if she is."
Still he did not speak, and his unusual pallor and gravity began to
affect the lively little American woman. She helped herself to truffled
pheasant, and became absorbed in gastronomical duties.
Two or three minutes passed, when the man who had gone on her errand
returned. She glanced eagerly up.
"Madame Zairoff is not in the drawing-room," he said in a low voice. "I
met her maid on the stair-case, and she says that madame is not well
enough to leave her apartments this evening."
"But, good gracious me," began Mrs Jefferson, with angry impatience.
"I saw--"
"Hush," said Colonel Estcourt in a low, impressive voice. "Oblige me by
saying nothing about it. Remember, I too was looking in the same
direction, yet I saw--nothing."
Mrs Jefferson dropped her knife and fork and stared at him.
"Now, Colonel," she said, "am I in my senses, or am I not? I've only
had iced water to drink. I believe I'm a commonplace person eating a
commonplace, though very excellent, dinner. Nothing's been playing
tricks with my nerves I can swear, and I do assure you that the Princess
Zairoff stood there in that doorway and looked in here, not five minutes
ago. Why, I'll even tell you the gown she had on. It was thick white
silk and had a border of soft-looking white fur. There!" she added
triumphantly. "You may go up to her rooms after dinner, and if she
hasn't got that gown on, and if she didn't come by that doorway--well--
I'll say I've gone stark staring mad! That's so!"
CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
A PROMISE.
Just as the ladies had left the dining-room, a note was put into Colonel
Estcourt's hand.
He opened it and read the two brief lines it contained. "I will see you
in my boudoir when you have finished dinner."
He pushed aside the glass he had just filled and left the table at once.
He knocked at the door of her room, and the low, sweet voice that bade
him enter, thrilled his heart with its accustomed sorcery. He opened
the door, but as he stepped across the threshold, he suddenly paused,
and for a moment it seemed to him that his heart ceased to beat. Was it
only chance that reproduced the dream-scene of the previous night, for
the suite of rooms were thrown open, and through the delicate amber
tints of the satin hangings gleamed the faint rose-hue of lamplight,
paling into opal in the farthest chamber but giving to all the soft and
glowing colouring he remembered so well. Swiftly as his eyes took in
the picture, they seemed also to take in the lovely figure reclining
among soft snowy furs, robed in colourless silk bordered with the same
fur.
She raised herself on her arm as he approached. "I have not treated you
well to-day, Julian," she said. "But I have been ill--nervous--
disturbed. I slept badly, and had terrible dreams. You must forgive
me."
He bent over the extended hand and touched it with his lips.
"You are cold," she said. "What is the matter?"
"I too, had a terrible dream," he said. "I suppose the effects are
still upon me." Then he looked calmly and fixedly at her.
"You were downstairs a few moments ago," he said. "Why?"
She looked surprised. "Did you see me?" she asked.
He shook his head. "No," he said. "It was your American friend."
Her face grew thoughtful. "Then the power _is_ coming back," she said.
"I wonder why."
He seated himself beside her. "Of course," he said, "it was not really
yourself?"
"I have not left this couch for three hours," she said. "All the same,
I wanted to have a peep at you all."
"I hope you will not exercise that power too frequently," he said. "You
know I never liked it."
"I know," she said, smiling up at his grave face, "that you were always
afraid I should not come back from my flights, but I always do. _They_
send me--very much against my will--still, I must obey."
She sighed. Then after a moment she put out her hand with a caressing
little gesture. "What was your terrible dream?" she said. "I see it is
troubling you still. You are _distrait_ and absent. Tell me."
He touched the white hand with his lips.
"I would rather not," he said, "because you were concerned in it, and it
seemed as if you were trying to reveal something or show me something
that I dreaded to see. It was in fighting against seeing it that I
awoke."
She started from her reclining position and fixed her eyes on his face.
"Julian," she cried, in a sudden breathless way, "was it--was it?--No."
She broke off and wrung her hands helplessly. "It has escaped me again.
I _cannot_ remember. Oh, that I could! It tortures me so. Julian--"
and she looked at him appealingly. "_You_ must help me--you must bring
it back. I will not wed you till that mystery is solved. Something
warns me against it."
"My dearest," he said soothingly, "do not excite yourself in this
fashion. It can make no difference to me that there should be mystery
or tragedy in your past life. Have I not always loved you? Have we not
chosen the same path in life, only now we shall tread it side by side,
not one far in advance of the other? The infinite delight of that
companionship shall not be marred by any memories of the past. If I am
content to let it rest, surely you may be."
She drew herself away. Her deep strange eyes looked coldly and yet
mournfully back to his yearning gaze.
"You were never a coward, Julian," she said. "What is it you fear now?"
He threw himself on his knees by her side and buried his face in the
soft white furs. She saw that he was trembling greatly. "I cannot
tell," he said hoarsely. "Would to God that I could! But if you should