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The Vision of Desire

Margaret Pedler

like a flotilla of Thames boats on a summer's day awaiting the opening of the lock gates. Half unconsciously she heard the approaching chug-chug of an engine mingling with the sound of voices singing lustily--the hilarious chorus of a crew of roysterers who had been celebrating not wisely but too well. ... It all happened with appalling suddenness. One moment she was watching the fairy fleet that glittered on the lake, the next a hubbub of hoarse, warning shouts filled the air, the throb of an engine pulsed violently in her ears, and a motor-boat, overloaded by half-tipsy revellers and travelling too fast for safety, drove past the bows of the sailing vessel and veered drunkenly towards her. Instinctively she clutched at her oars. But they were useless, pinned to the sides of her boat by the press of others round it. Then, from almost immediately above her, it seemed, a terse voice--curiously familiar--rapped out a command. _"Stand up!"_ Hardly knowing what she did, she obeyed, yielding blindly to the peremptory order. She felt her frail barque rock beneath her feet, then strong arms grasped her--strong as tempered steel--and lifted her clean up out of the lurching boat and over its side into another. Almost before she had time to realise that she was safe, the motor-boat crashed, head on, into the empty _Rêve_, staving in her side so that in an instant she had filled with water, her gunwale level with the lake. Then, as though some ghoulish hand had clutched at her from the depths below, she sank suddenly out of sight. Staring with horrified eyes at the swift and utter destruction of the _Rêve_, Ann shuddered uncontrollably. But for the unknown deliverer who had snatched her bodily from the doomed boat she herself would be struggling in that almost fathomless depth of water or, stunned by the savage drive of the motor-boat's prow, sinking helplessly down to the bottom like a stone. "Don't be afraid. You're all right." Again that strangely familiar note in the reassuring voice. Ann twisted round within the circle of the arms which held her and peered up at the face of their owner. A flickering gleam of light revealed a small white scar high up on the left cheek-bone. "You!" she exclaimed under her breath. "Is it you?" "Yes." She could detect a note of amusement in the voice that came to her through the dusk. "Your creed has proved false, you see. I expected nothing--and here I am with an altogether charming adventure." "I shouldn't describe it quite like that," she answered ruefully. "No? But then you've lost a boat, whereas I've gained a passenger. Our points of view are different." The arms which held her had not relaxed their hold, and she stirred restlessly, suddenly acutely conscious of their embrace. Instantly she felt herself released. "Will you be all right?" came in a cool voice. "Oh, yes--yes." Ann stammered a little. "This is a very steady boat, isn't it?"--wonderingly. "It's a motor-boat, that's why." Now that the uproar occasioned by the accident had died away, she could hear the soft purring of an engine forward. "Still, you'd better sit down," resumed the Englishman. "The Bacchanalian gentlemen in the boat which ran you down are still blundering about, and may quite probably cannon into us. And you don't want to take a second chance of being shot out into the lake." "Indeed I don't." She sat down hastily. "I--I don't really know how to thank you," she began haltingly, after a moment. Somehow she felt curiously shy and tongue-tied with this man. "Then don't try," he replied ungraciously. This was hardly encouraging, but Ann returned to the charge with determination. "I must," she said. "If it hadn't been for you I should certainly have been drowned." "Rather improbable," he answered--as indifferently as though it really mattered very little whether she were or not. "With so many people close at hand, some one would have been sure to fish you out. You'd have got a wetting--and so would your unfortunate rescuer. That's all. Still, I'm just as glad I saw what was going to happen. I prefer to keep a dry skin myself." "Oh! Then you would have jumped in after me?" asked Ann, with interest. He sat down in the stern of the boat, his arm on the tiller, and regarded her contemplatively. "I suppose so. A man has no choice when a woman chooses to go monkeying about in a boat and gets herself into difficulties." "'Monkeying about in a boat!'" repeated Ann indignantly. "I suppose you'll say next that I rammed my own boat and sank it!" "You certainly put yourself in the way of danger," he retorted. "Who in the name of Heaven allowed you to go out on the lake alone on a fête night like this? Isn't there any one to look after you?" "I look after myself," she replied shortly. "I'm not a child." He laughed. "Not much more, surely. How old are you? Seventeen? Eighteen?" "Add four," said Ann, "and you'll be nearer it." "So much?" He fell silent. There had been genuine surprise in his voice. Perhaps he was recalling her as he had seen her at the Kursaal--boyishly slender, her eager, pointed face alight with gay enthusiasm and amusement. _One, two, three_--nine strokes. The sound of a clock striking came wafted faintly across from the shore. Ann started up. "I must get back!" she exclaimed. "I'd forgotten all about the time." A brief smile crossed the man's dark face. "So had I," he said. And there was something in the quality of his voice which sent the colour flying up into her face. "Why must you go back in such a hurry?" he resumed composedly. "One can watch the fête very well here." "I'm going to a dance--at the Gloria," said Ann. "Some one--they are coming to fetch me, and if I'm not there--" "'They' will be disappointed," he finished for her, a veiled irony in his voice. "What time do your friends expect you?" "At ten." "And it is now only nine. If you care to watch the fête a little longer, I can land you wherever you wish and you would still be in good time. I will guarantee your safety," he added with a smile. Ann hesitated. On the one hand she was thoroughly enjoying the water-fête as viewed from the security of the Englishman's motor-boat, and the unconventionality of the circumstances added a spice of adventure to the situation. On the other, like every properly brought up young woman, she was quite aware of what would be Mrs. Grundy's pronouncement on such a matter. "You'll stay?" said the Englishman. It savoured more of a command than a question. Metaphorically Ann threw Mrs. Grundy overboard into the lake. "Yes, I'll stay," she answered. He accepted her decision without any outward sign of satisfaction, and she experienced a slight chill of disappointment. Perhaps, after all, he had only asked her to remain a little longer, not because he really desired the pleasure of her company, but merely in order that he might not be inconvenienced by the necessity of taking her back to Montricheux before he himself was ready to go. She had all the sensitiveness of youth and, once this idea had presented itself to her, she felt self-conscious and ill at ease, only anxious for the moment to arrive when she need no longer trespass on his hospitality. And then, just as though some secret wireless had acquainted him of her discomfort, he held out his hand with a sudden smile that softened the harsh lines of his face extraordinarily. "Thank you," he said quietly. "When you go to bed to-night you'll be able to feel you've done your 'kind deed' for to-day." Half reluctantly, yet unable to do otherwise, Ann laid her hand in the one he held out to her. His strong fingers closed round it possessively and she was aware of a queer, breathless feeling of captivity. She drew her hand sharply away. "Is it a 'kind deed'?" she asked lightly, for the sake of saying something--anything--which should break the tension of the silence which had followed. "Is it not? To bestow a charming half-hour of your companionship on the loneliest person in Montricheux? Oh, I think so." "You didn't look at all lonely this afternoon," flashed back Ann, remembering the pretty woman with whom she had seen him driving. "At the Battle of Flowers, you mean? No." He turned the conversation adroitly. "But I only won third prize, so I'm still in need of sympathy. Taking the third prize is rather my _métier_ in life." "Perhaps it's all you deserve," she suggested unkindly. "Anyway, you've nothing to grumble at. _We_ didn't win anything. We weren't elaborately enough decorated to compete." "Yet you looked as if you were enjoying it all," he hazarded. "Did you?" "Yes, of course I did. Didn't you?" "Not particularly--till some one threw me a rose." Ann decided to ignore the latter part of this speech. "You're such a confirmed cynic that I wonder you condescended to take part in anything go frivolous as the fête," she observed. He shrugged his shoulders. "When in Rome--Besides, it reminded me of my young days." "You talk as if you were a close relation of Methuselah. You're not so very old." "Am I not?" He paused a moment. "Old enough, at any rate, to have lost all my illusions." There was an undercurrent so bitter in the curtly uttered speech that Ann's warm young sympathies responded involuntarily. "I wish I could bring them back for you," she said impulsively. Through the flickering luminance of the lights rimming the boat's gunwale he looked at her with an odd intensity. "That's just what I'm afraid of," he said. "That you might bring them back. Fortunately, I'm leaving Montricheux to-morrow." Ann was silent. She was vibrantly conscious of the man's strange, forceful personality. His brusque, hard speeches fell on her like so many blows, and yet behind them she felt as though there were something that appealed--something hurt and seeking to hide its hurt behind an armour of savage irony. His voice, coolly indifferent once more, broke across her thoughts. "Would you like to go back now?" He spoke as though he were suddenly anxious to be rid of her as quickly as possible, and she assented hastily. His abrupt changes of mood disconcerted her. There seemed no accounting for what he might say next. He tossed a curt order to a man whom she could discern crouching forward near the engine. "_Bien, m'sieu_," came the answer, and presently the motor-boat was dexterously edging her way through the throng till she emerged into a clear space and purred briskly towards the shore. Once more the Englishman's hand closed firmly round Ann's as he helped her out on to the little landing-stage. "Good-bye," she said, a trifle nervously. "And thank you so much for coming to my rescue." Still retaining her hand in his, he stared down at her with those queerly compelling eyes of his. She felt her breath coming and going unevenly. For a moment he hesitated, as though deliberating some point within himself. Then: "Good-bye," he said. And his voice was utterly expressionless. It held not even cordiality. CHAPTER VIII A LETTER FROM ENGLAND The postman, entering through the garden gate which opened on to the street, found Ann busily engaged in cutting flowers. He greeted her with a smile, pleased to be saved the remainder of the distance to the house. "_Bonjour, mademoiselle_. Only one letter for the villa this morning." He handed her the solitary missive which the mail had brought and departed, whistling cheerfully, on his way down the street. Ann fingered the bulky envelope with satisfaction. It was addressed in Robin's handwriting, and she carried it off to a sunny corner of the garden to enjoy its contents at leisure.