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Thelma

Marie Corelli

do not understand. But I know well it is not the girl herself that speaks--it is a demon in her,--and that demon shall be cast forth before I die! Yea, with the help of the Lord I shall--" She stopped abruptly and fixed her eyes, glowing with fierce wrath, on Thelma. The girl met her evil glance with a gentle surprise. Lovisa smiled malignantly. "You know me, I think!" said Lovisa. "You have seen me before?" "Often," answered Thelma mildly. "I have always been sorry for you." "Sorry for me!" almost yelled the old woman. "Why--why are you sorry for me?" "Do not answer her, child!" interrupted Gueldmar angrily. "She is mad as the winds of a wild winter, and will but vex thee." But Thelma laid her hand soothingly on her father's, and smiled peacefully as she turned her fair face again towards Lovisa. "Why?" she said. "Because you seem so very lonely and sad--and that must make you cross with every one who is happy! And it is a pity, I think, that you do not let Britta alone--you only quarrel with each other when you meet. And would you not like her to think kindly of you when you are dead?" Lovisa seemed choking with anger,--her face worked into such hideous grimaces, that all present, save Thelma, were dismayed at her repulsive aspect. "When I am dead!" she muttered hoarsely. "So you count upon that already, do you? Ah! . . . but do you know which of us shall die first!" Then raising her voice with an effort she exclaimed-- "Stand forth, Thelma Gueldmar! Let me see you closely--face to face!" Errington said something in a low tone, and the _bonde_ would have again interfered, but Thelma shook her head, smiled and rose from her seat at table. "Anything to soothe her, poor soul!" she whispered, as she left Errington's side and advanced towards Lovisa till she was within reach of the old woman's hand. She looked like some grand white angel, who had stepped down from a cathedral altar, as she stood erect and stately with a gravely pitying expression in her lovely eyes, confronting the sable-draped, withered, leering hag, who fixed upon her a steady look of the most cruel and pitiless hatred. "Daughter of Satan!" said Lovisa then, in intense piercing tones that somehow carried with them a sense of awe and horror. "Creature, in whose veins the fire of hell burns without ceasing,--my _curse_ upon you! My curse upon the beauty of your body--may it grow loathsome in the sight of all men! May those who embrace you, embrace misfortune and ruin!--may love betray you and forsake you! May your heart be broken even as mine has been!--may your bridal bed be left deserted!--may your children wither and pine from their hour of birth! Sorrow track you to the grave!--may your death be lingering and horrible! God be my witness and fulfill my words!" And, raising her arms with wild gesture, she turned and left the house. The spell of stupefied silence was broken with her disappearance. Old Gueldmar prepared to rush after her and force her to retract her evil speech,--Errington was furious, and Britta cried bitterly. The lazy Lorimer was excited and annoyed. "Fetch her back," he said, "and I'll dance upon her!" But Thelma stood where the old woman had left her--she smiled faintly, but she was very pale. Errington approached her,--she turned to him and stretched out her hands with a little appealing gesture. "My friend," she said softly, "do you think I deserve so many curses? Is there something about me that is evil?" What Errington would have answered is doubtful,--his heart beat wildly--he longed to draw those little hands in his own, and cover them with passionate kisses,--but he was intercepted by old Gueldmar, who caught his daughter in his arms and hugged her closely, his silvery beard mingling with the gold of her rippling hair. "Never fear a wicked tongue, my bird!" said the old man fondly. "There is naught of harm that would touch thee either on earth or in heaven,--and a foul-mouthed curse must roll off thy soul like water from a dove's wing! Cheer thee, my darling--cheer thee! What! Thine own creed teaches thee that the gentle Mother of Christ, with her little white angels round her, watches over all innocent maids,--and thinkest thou she will let an old woman's malice and envy blight thy young days? No, no! _Thou_ accursed?" And the _bonde_ laughed loudly to hide the tears that moistened his keen eyes. "Thou art the sweetest blessing of my heart, even as thy mother was before thee! Come, come! Raise thy pretty head--here are these merry lads growing long-faced,--and Britta is weeping enough salt water to fill a bucket! One of thy smiles will set us all right again,--ay, there now!"--as she looked up and, meeting Philip's eloquent eyes, blushed, and withdrew herself gently from her father's arms,--"Let us finish our supper and think no more of yonder villainous old hag--she is crazy, I believe, and knows not what she says half her time. Now, Britta, cease thy grunting and sighing--'twill spoil thy face and will not mend the hole in thy grandmother's brain!" "Wicked, spiteful, ugly old thing!" sobbed Britta; "I'll never, never, never forgive her!" Then, running to Thelma, she caught her hand and kissed it affectionately. "Oh, my dear, my dear! To think she should have cursed you, what dreadful, dreadful wickedness! Oh!" and Britta looked volumes of wrath. "I could have beaten her black and blue!" Her vicious eagerness was almost comic--every one laughed, including Thelma, though she pressed the hand of her little servant very warmly. "Oh fie!" said Lorimer seriously. "Little girls mustn't whip their grandmothers; it's specially forbidden in the Prayer-book, isn't it, Phil?" "I'm sure I don't know!" replied Errington merrily. "I believe there is something to the effect that a man may not marry his grandmother--perhaps that is what you mean?" "Ah, no doubt!" murmured Lorimer languidly, as, with the others, he resumed his seat at the supper-table. "I knew there was a special mandate respecting one's particularly venerable relations, with a view to self-guidance in case they should prove troublesome, like Britta's good grand-mamma. What a frightfully picturesque mouthing old lady she is!" "She is _la petroleuse_ of Norway!" exclaimed Duprez. "She would make an admirable dancer in the Carmagnole!" Macfarlane, who had preserved a discreet silence throughout the whole scene, here looked up. "She's just a screech-owl o' mistaken piety," he said. "She minds me o' a glowerin' auld warlock of an aunt o' mine in Glasgie, wha sits in her chair a' day wi' ae finger on the Bible. She says she's gaun straight to heaven by special invitation o' the Lord, leavin' a' her blood relations howlin' vainly after her from their roastin' fires down below. Ma certes! she'll give ye a good rousin' curse if ye like! She's cursed me ever since I can remember her,--cursed me in and out from sunrise to sunset,--but I'm no the worse for't as yet,--an' it's dootful whether she's any the better." "And yet Lovisa Elsland used to be as merry and lissom a lass as ever stepped," said Gueldmar musingly. "I remember her well when both she and I were young. I was always on the sea at that time,--never happy unless the waves tossed me and my vessel from one shore to another. I suppose the restless spirit of my fathers was in me. I was never contented unless I saw some new coast every six months or so. Well! . . . Lovisa was always foremost among the girls of the village who watched me leave the Fjord,--and however long or short a time I might be absent, she was certain to be on the shore when my ship came sailing home again. Many a joke I have cracked with her and her companions--and she was a bonnie enough creature to look at then, I tell you,--though now she is like a battered figure-head on a wreck. Her marriage, spoiled her temper,--her husband was as dark and sour a man as could be met with in all Norway, and when he and his fishing-boat sank in a squall off the Lofoden Islands, I doubt if she shed many tears for his loss. Her only daughter's husband went down in the same storm,--and he but three months wedded,--and the girl,--Britta's mother,--pined and pined, and even when her child was born took no sort of comfort in it. She died four years after Britta's birth--her death was hastened, so I have heard, through old Lovisa's harsh treatment,--anyhow the little lass she left behind her had no very easy time of it all alone with her grandmother,--eh Britta?" Britta looked up and shook her head emphatically. "Then," went on Gueldmar, "when my girl came back the last time from France, Britta chanced to see her, and, strangely enough,"--here he winked shrewdly--"took a fancy to her face,--odd, wasn't it? However, nothing would suit her but that she must be Thelma's handmaiden, and here she is. Now you know her history,--she would be happy enough if her grandmother would let her alone; but the silly old woman thinks the girl is under a spell, and that Thelma is the witch that works it;"--and the old farmer laughed. "There's a grain of truth in the notion too, but not in the way she has of looking at it." "All women are witches!" said Duprez. "Britta is a little witch herself!" Britta's rosy cheeks grew rosier at this, and she tossed her chestnut curls with an air of saucy defiance that delighted the Frenchman. He forgot his wounded cheek and his disfiguring bandages in the contemplation of the little plump figure, cased in its close-fitting scarlet bodice, and the tempting rosy lips that were in such close proximity to his touch. "If it were not for those red hands!" he thought. "Dieu! what a charming child she would be! One would instantly kill the grandmother and kiss the granddaughter!" And he watched her with admiration as she busied herself about the supper-table, attending to every one with diligence and care, but reserving her special services for Thelma, whom she waited on with a mingled tenderness, and reverence, that were both touching and pretty to see. The conversation now became general, and nothing further occurred to disturb the harmony and hilarity of the party--only Errington seemed somewhat abstracted, and answered many questions that were put to him at haphazard, without knowing, or possibly caring, whether his replies were intelligible or incoherent. His thoughts were dreamlike and brilliant with fairy sunshine. He understood at last what poets meant by their melodious musings, woven into golden threads of song--he seemed to have grasped some hitherto unguessed secret of his being--a secret that filled him with as much strange pain as pleasure. He felt as though he were endowed with a thousand senses,--each one keenly alive and sensitive to the smallest touch,--and there was a pulsation in his blood that was new and beyond his control,--a something that beat wildly in his heart at the sound of Thelma's voice, or the passing flutter of her white garments near him. Of what use to disguise it from himself any longer? He loved her! The terrible, beautiful tempest of love had broken over his life at last; there was no escape from its thunderous passion and dazzling lightning glory. He drew a sharp quick breath--the hum of the gay voices around him was more meaningless to his ears than the sound of the sea breaking on the beach below. He glanced at the girl--the fair and innocent creature who had, in his imagination, risen to a throne of imperial height, from whence she could bestow on him death or salvation. How calm she seemed! She was listening with courteous patience to a long story of Macfarlane's whose Scotch accent rendered it difficult for her to understand. She was pale, Philip thought, and her eyes were heavy; but