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Thelma

Marie Corelli

He made no answer, but looked at her as she stood before him, majestic as a young empress in her straight, unadorned white gown. "Thelma!" he said suddenly, "do you know how lovely you are?" "Yes!" she answered simply; "I know it, because I am like my mother. But it is not anything to be beautiful,--unless one is loved,--and then it is different! I feel much more beautiful now, since you think me pleasant to look at!" Philip laughed and caught her hand. "What a child you are!" he said. "Now let me see this little finger." And he loosened from his watch-chain a half-hoop ring of brilliants. "This belonged to _my_ mother, Thelma," he continued gently, "and since her death I have always carried it about with me. I resolved never to part with it, except to--" He paused and slipped it on the third finger of her left hand, where it sparkled bravely. She gazed at it in surprise. "You part with it now?" she asked, with wonder in her accents. "I do not understand!" He kissed her. "No? I will explain again, Thelma!--and you shall not laugh at me as you did the very first time I saw you! I resolved never to part with this ring, I say, except to--my promised wife. _Now_ do you understand?" She blushed deeply, and her eyes dropped before his ardent gaze. "I do thank you very much, Philip,"--she faltered timidly,--she was about to say something further when suddenly Lorimer entered the saloon. He glanced from Errington to Thelma, and from Thelma back again to Errington,--and smiled. So have certain brave soldiers been known to smile in face of a death-shot. He advanced with his usual languid step and nonchalant air, and removing his cap, bowed gravely and courteously. "Let me be the first to offer my congratulations to the future Lady Errington! Phil, old man! . . . I wish you joy!" CHAPTER XV. "Why, sir, in the universal game of double-dealing, shall not the cleverest tricksters play each other false by haphazard, and so betray their closest secrets, to their own and their friends' infinite amazement?"--CONGREVE. When Olaf Gueldmar and his daughter left the yacht that evening, Errington accompanied them, in order to have the satisfaction of escorting his beautiful betrothed as far as her own door. They were all three very silent--the _bonde_ was pensive, Thelma shy, and Errington himself was too happy for speech. Arriving at the farmhouse, they saw Sigurd curled up under the porch, playing idly with the trailing rose-branches, but, on hearing their footsteps, he looked up, uttered a wild exclamation, and fled. Gueldmar tapped his own forehead significantly. "He grows worse and worse, the poor lad!" he said somewhat sorrowfully. "And yet there is a strange mingling of foresight and wit with his wild fancies. Wouldst thou believe it, Thelma, child," and here he turned to his daughter and encircled her waist with his arm--"he seemed to know how matters were with thee and Philip, when I was yet in the dark concerning them!" This was the first allusion her father had made to her engagement, and her head drooped with a sort of sweet shame. "Nay, now, why hide thy face?" went on the old man cheerily. "Didst thou think I would grudge my bird her summer-time? Not I! And little did I hope for thee, my darling, that thou wouldst find a shelter worthy of thee in this wild world!" He paused a moment, looking tenderly down upon her, as she nestled in mute affection against his breast,--then addressing himself to Errington, he went on-- "We have a story in our Norse religion, my lad, of two lovers who declared their passion to each other, on one stormy night in the depth of winter. They were together in a desolate hut on the mountains, and around them lay unbroken tracts of frozen snow. They were descended from the gods, and therefore the gods protected them--and it happened that after they had sworn their troth, the doors of the snow-bound hut flew suddenly open, and lo! the landscape had changed--the hills were gay with grass and flowers,--the sky was blue and brilliant, the birds sang, and everywhere was heard the ripple of waters let loose from their icy fetters, and gamboling down the rocks in the joyous sun. This was the work of the goddess Friga,--the first kiss exchanged by the lovers she watched over, banished Winter from the land, and Spring came instead. 'Tis a pretty story, and true all the world over--true for all men and women of all creeds! It must be an ice-bound heart indeed that will not warm to the touch of love--and mine, though aged, grows young again in the joy of my children." He put his daughter gently from him to-wards Philip, saying with more gravity, "Go to him, child!--go--with thy old father's blessing! And take with thee the three best virtues of a wife,--truth, humility, and obedience. Good night, my son!" and he wrung Errington's hand with fervor. "You'll take longer to say good night to Thelma," and he laughed, "so I'll go in and leave you to it!" And with a good-natured nod, he entered the house whistling a tune as he went, that they might not think he imagined himself lonely or neglected,--and the two lovers paced slowly up and down the garden-path together, exchanging those first confidences which to outsiders seem so eminently foolish, but which to those immediately concerned are most wonderful, delightful, strange, and enchanting beyond all description. Where, from a practical point of view, is the sense of such questions as these--"When did you love me first?" "What did you feel when I said so-and-so?" "Have you dreamt of me often?" "Will you love me always, always, always?" and so on _ad infinitum_. "Ridiculous rubbish!" exclaims the would-be strong-minded, but secretly savage old maid,--and the selfishly matter-of-fact, but privately fidgety and lonely old bachelor. Ah! but there are those who could tell you that at one time or another of their lives this "ridiculous rubbish" seemed far more important than the decline and fall of empires,--more necessary to existence than light and air,--more fraught with hope, fear, suspense, comfort, despair, and anxiety than anything that could be invented or imagined! Philip and Thelma,--man and woman in the full flush of youth, health, beauty, and happiness,--had just entered their Paradise,--their fairy-garden,--and every little flower and leaf on the way had special, sweet interest for them. Love's indefinable glories,--Love's proud possibilities,--Love's long ecstasies,--these, like so many spirit-figures, seemed to smile and beckon them on, on, on, through golden seas of sunlight,--through flower-filled fields of drowsy entrancement,--through winding ways of rose-strewn and lily-scented leafage,--on, on, with eyes and hearts absorbed in one another,--unseeing any end to the dreamlike wonders that, like some heavenly picture-scroll, unrolled slowly and radiantly before them. And so they murmured those unwise, tender things which no wisdom in the world has ever surpassed, and when Philip at last said "Good night!" with more reluctance than Romeo, and pressed his parting kiss on his love's sweet, fresh mouth,--the riddle with which he had puzzled himself so often was resolved at last,--life _was_ worth living, worth cherishing, worth ennobling. The reason of all things seemed clear to him,--Love, and Love only, supported, controlled, and grandly completed the universe! He accepted this answer to all perplexities,--his heart expanded with a sense of large content--his soul was satisfied. Meanwhile, during his friend's absence from the yacht, Lorimer took it upon himself to break the news to Duprez and Macfarlane. These latter young gentlemen had had their suspicions already, but they were not quite prepared to hear them so soon confirmed. Lorimer told the matter in his own way. "I say, you fellows!" he remarked carelessly, as he sat smoking in their company on deck, "you'd better look out! If you stare at Miss Gueldmar too much, you'll have Phil down upon you!" "Ha, ha!" exclaimed Duprez slyly, "the dear Phil-eep is in love?" "Something more than that," said Lorimer, looking absently at the cigarette he held between his fingers,--"he's an engaged man." "Engaged!" cried Macfarlane excitedly. "Ma certes! He has the deevil's own luck! He's just secured for himself the grandest woman in the warld!" "_Je le crois bien!_" said Duprez gravely, nodding his head several times. "Phil-eep is a wise boy! He is the fortunate one! I am not for marriage at all--no! not for myself,--it is to tie one's hands, to become a prisoner,--and that would not suit me; but if I were inclined to captivity, I should like Mademoiselle Gueldmar for my beautiful gaoler. And beautiful she is, _mon Dieu!_ . . . beyond all comparison!" Lorimer was silent, so was Macfarlane. After a pause Duprez spoke again. "And do you know, _cher_ Lorimer, when our Phil-eep will marry?" "I haven't the slightest idea," returned Lorimer. "I know he's engaged, that's all." Suddenly Macfarlane broke into a chuckling laugh. "I say, Lorimer," he said, with his deep-set, small grey eyes sparkling with mischief. "'Twould be grand fun to see auld Dyceworthy's face when he hears o't. By the Lord! He'll fall to cursin' an' swearin' like ma pious aunt in Glasgie, or that auld witch that cursed Miss Thelma yestreen!" "An eminently unpleasant old woman _she_ was!" said Lorimer musingly. "I wonder what she meant by it!" "She meant, _mon cher_," said Duprez airily, "that she knew herself to be ugly and venerable, while Mademoiselle was youthful and ravishing,--it is a sufficient reason to excite profanity in the mind of a lady!" "Here comes Errington!" said Macfarlane, pointing to the approaching boat that was coming swiftly back from the Gueldmars' pier. "Lorimer, are we to congratulate him?" "If you like!" returned Lorimer. "I dare say he won't object." So that as soon as Sir Philip set foot on the yacht, his hands were cordially grasped, and his friends out-vied each other in good wishes for his happiness. He thanked them simply and with a manly straightforwardness, entirely free from the usual affected embarrassment that some modern young men think it seemly to adopt under similar circumstances. "The fact is," he said frankly, "I congratulate myself,--I'm more lucky than I deserve, I know!" "What a sensation she will make in London, Phil!" said Lorimer suddenly. "I've just thought of it! Good Heavens! Lady Winsleigh will cry for sheer spite and vexation!" Philip laughed. "I hope not," he said. "I should think it would need immense force to draw a tear from her ladyship's cold bright eyes." "She used to like you awfully, Phil!" said Lorimer. "You were a great favorite of hers." "All men are her favorites with the exception of one--her husband!" observed Errington gaily. "Come along, let's have some champagne to celebrate the day! We'll propose toasts and drink healths--we've got a fair excuse for jollity this evening." They all descended into the saloon, and had a merry time of it, singing songs and telling good stories, Lorimer being the gayest of the party, and it was long past midnight when they retired to their cabins, without even looking at the wonders of, perhaps, the most gorgeous sky that had yet shone on their travels--a sky of complete rose-color, varying from the deepest shade up to the palest, in which the sun glowed with a subdued radiance like an enormous burning ruby. Thelma saw it, standing under her house-porch, where her father had joined her,--Sigurd saw it,--he had come out from some thicket where he had been hiding, and he now sat, in a humble, crouching posture at Thelma's feet. All three were silent, reverently watching the spreading