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Thelma

Marie Corelli

be so?" He laughed. "I believe you would do it if I asked you!" he said. "But, of course! I am quite happy alone with you. I care nothing for this party,--what is it to me if you do not wish to go?" He kissed her again. "Thelma, don't spoil me too much! If you let me have my own way to such an extent, who knows what an awful domestic tyrant I may become! No, dear--we must go tonight--there's no help for it. You see we've accepted the invitation, and it's no use being churlish. Besides, after all"--he gazed at her admiringly--"I want them to see my Norwegian rose! Come along! The carriage is waiting." They passed out into the hall, where Britta was in attendance with a long cloak of pale-blue plush lined with white fur, in which she tenderly enveloped her beloved "Froeken," her rosy face beaming with affectionate adoration as she glanced from the fair diamond-crowned head down to the point of a small pearl-embroidered shoe that peeped beneath the edge of the rich, sheeny white robe, and saw that nothing was lacking to the most perfect toilette that ever woman wore. "Good-night, Britta!" said Thelma kindly. "You must not sit up for me. You will be tired." Britta smiled--it was evident she meant to outwatch the stars, if necessary, rather than allow her mistress to be unattended on her return. But she said nothing--she waited at the door while Philip assisted his wife into the carriage--and still stood musingly under the wide portico, after they had driven away. "Hadn't you better come in, Miss Britta?" said the butler respectfully,--he had a great regard for her ladyship's little maid. Britta, recalled to herself, started, turned, and re-entered the hall. "There will be many fine folks there to-night, I suppose?" she asked. The butler rubbed his nose perplexedly. "Fine folks at Winsleigh House? Well, as far as clothes go, I dare say there will. But there'll be no one like her ladyship--no one!" And he shook his grey head emphatically. "Of course not!" said Britta, with a sort of triumphant defiance. "We know that very well, Morris! There's no one like her ladyship anywhere in the wide world! But I tell you what--I think a great many people will be jealous of her." Morris smiled. "You may take your oath of that, Miss Britta," he said with placid conviction. "Jealous! Jealous isn't the word for it! Why," and he surveyed Britta's youthful countenance with fatherly interest, "you're only a child as it were, and you don't know the world much. Now, I've been five and twenty years in this family, and I knew Sir Philip's mother, the Lady _Eulalie_--he named his yacht after her. Ah! she was a sweet creature--she came from Austria, and she was as dark as her present ladyship is fair. Wherever she went, I tell you, the women were ready to cry for spite and envy of her good looks--and they would say anything against her they could invent. That's the way they go on sometimes in society, you know." "As bad as in Bosekop," murmured Britta, more to herself than to him, "only London is a larger place." Then raising her voice again, she said, "Perhaps there will be some people wicked enough to hate her ladyship, Morris?" "I shouldn't wonder," said Morris philosophically. "I shouldn't wonder at all! There's a deal of hate about one way or another,--and if a lady is as beautiful as an angel, and cuts out everybody wherever she goes, why you can't expect the other ladies to be very fond of her. 'Tisn't in human nature--at least not in feminine human nature. Men don't care much about their looks, one way or the other, unless they're young chaps--then one has a little patience with them and they come all right." But Britta had become meditative again. She went slowly up into her mistress's room and began arranging the few trifles that had been left in disorder. "Just fancy!"--she said to herself--"some one may hate the Froeken even in London just as they hated her in Bosekop, because she is so unlike everybody else. _I_ shall keep my eyes open,--and _I_ shall soon find out any wickedness against her! My beautiful, dear darling! I believe the world is a cruel place after all,--but _she_ shan't be made unhappy in it, if I can help it!" And with this emphatic declaration, she kissed a little shoe of Thelma's that she was just putting by--and, smoothing her curls, went down to her supper. CHAPTER XX. "Such people there are living and flourishing in the world,--Faithless, Hopeless, Charityless,--let us have at them, dear friends, with might and main!"--THACKERAY. Who can adequately describe the thrilling excitement attending an aristocratic "crush,"--an extensive, sweeping-off-of-old-cores "at home,"--that scene of bewildering confusion which might be appropriately set forth to the minds of the vulgar in the once-popular ditty, "Such a getting-up-stairs I never did see!" Who can paint in sufficiently brilliant colors the mere _outside_ of a house thus distinguished by this strange festivity, in which there is no actual pleasure,--this crowding of carriages--this shouting of small boys and policemen?--who can, in words, delineate the various phases of lofty indignation and offense on the countenances of pompous coachmen, forced into contention with vulgar but good-natured "cabbys"--for right of way? . . . who can sufficiently set forth the splendors of a striped awning avenue, lined on both sides with a collection of tropical verdure, hired for the occasion at so much per dozen pots, and illuminated with Chinese lanterns! Talk of orange groves in Italy and the languid light of a southern moon! What are they compared to the marvels of striped awning? Mere trees--mere moonlight--(poor products of Nature!) do not excite either wonder or envy--but, strange to say, an awning avenue invariably does! As soon as it is erected in all its bland suggestiveness, no matter at what house, a small crowd of street-arabs and nursemaids collect to stare at it,--and when tired of staring, pass and repass under it with peculiar satisfaction; the beggar, starving for a crust, lingers doubtfully near it, and ventures to inquire of the influenza-smitten crossing-sweeper whether it is a wedding or a party? And if Awning Avenue means matrimony, the beggar waits to see the guests come out; if, on the contrary, it stands for some evening festivity, he goes, resolving to return at the appointed hour, and try if he cannot persuade one "swell" at least to throw him a penny for his night's supper. Yes--a great many people endure sharp twinges of discontent at the sight of Awning Avenue,--people who can't afford to give parties, and who wish they could,--pretty, sweet girls who never go to a dance in their lives, and long with all their innocent hearts for a glimpse,--just _one_ glimpse!--of what seems to them inexhaustible, fairy-like delight,--lonely folks, who imagine in their simplicity that all who are privileged to pass between the lines of hired tropical foliage aforementioned, must perforce be the best and most united of friends--hungry men and women who picture, with watering mouths, the supper-table that lies _beyond_ the awning, laden with good things, of the very names of which they are hopelessly ignorant,--while now and then a stern, dark-browed Thinker or two may stalk by and metaphorically shake his fist at all the waste, extravagance, useless luxury, humbug, and hypocrisy Awning Avenue usually symbolizes, and may mutter in his beard, like an old-fashioned tragedian, "A time _will_ come!" Yes, Sir Thinker!--it will most undoubtedly--it _must_--but not through you--not through any mere human agency. Modern society contains within itself the seed of its own destruction,--the most utter Nihilist that ever swore deadly oath need but contain his soul in patience and allow the seed to ripen. For God's justice is as a circle that slowly surrounds an evil and as slowly closes on it with crushing and resistless force,--and feverish, fretting humanity, however nobly inspired, can do nothing either to hasten or retard the round, perfect, absolute and Divine Law. So let the babes of the world play on, and let us not frighten them with stories of earthquakes; they are miserable enough as it is, believe it!--their toys are so brittle, and snap in their feeble hands so easily, that one is inclined to pity them! And Awning Avenue, with its borrowed verdure and artificial light, is frequently erected for the use of some of the most wretched among the children of the earth,--children who have trifled with and lost everything,--love, honor, hope, and faith, and who are travelling rapidly to the grave with no consolation save a few handfuls, of base coin, which they must, perforce, leave behind them at the last. So it may be that the crippled crossing-sweeper outside Winsleigh House is a very great deal happier than the master of that stately mansion. He has a new broom,--and Master Ernest Winsleigh has given him two oranges, and a rather bulky stick of sugar candy. He is a _protege_ of Ernest's--that bright handsome boy considers it a "jolly shame"--to have only one leg,--and has said so with much emphasis,--and though the little sweeper himself has never regarded his affliction quite in that light, he is exceedingly grateful for the young gentleman's patronage and sympathy thus frankly expressed. And on this particular night of the grand reception he stands, leaning on his broom and munching his candy, a delighted spectator of the scene in Park Lane,--the splendid equipages, the prancing horses, the glittering liveries, the excited cabmen, the magnificent toilettes of the ladies, the solemn and resigned deportment of the gentlemen,--and he envies none of them--not he! Why should he? His oranges are in his pocket--untouched as yet--and it is doubtful whether the crowding guests at the Winsleigh supper-table shall find anything there to yield them such entire enjoyment as he will presently take in his humble yet refreshing desert. And he is pleased as a child at a pantomime--the Winsleigh "at home" is a show that amuses him,--and he makes sundry remarks on "'im" and "'er" in a meditative _sotto voce_. He peeps up Awning Avenue heedless of the severe eye of the policeman on guard,--he sweeps the edge of the crimson felt foot-cloth tenderly with his broom,--and if he has a desire ungratified, it is that he might take a peep just for a minute inside the front door, and see how "they're all a'goin' it!" And how _are_ they a'goin' it! Well, not very hilariously, if one may judge by the aspect of the gentlemen in the hall and on the stairs,--gentlemen of serious demeanor, who are leaning, as though exhausted, against the banisters, with a universal air of profound weariness and dissatisfaction. Some of these are young fledglings of manhood,--callow birds who, though by no means innocent,--are more or less inexperienced,--and who have fluttered hither to the snare of Lady Winsleigh's "at home," half expecting to be allowed to make love to their hostess, and so have something to boast of afterwards,--others are of the middle-aged complacent type, who, though infinitely bored, have condescended to "look in" for ten minutes or so, to see if there are any pretty women worth the honor of their criticism--others again (and these are the most unfortunate) are the "nobodies"--or husbands, fathers, and brothers of "beauties," whom they have dutifully escorted to the scene of triumph, in which they, unlucky wights! are certainly not expected to share. A little desultory conversation goes on among these stair-loungers,--conversation mingled with much dreary yawning,--a trained opera-singer is shaking forth chromatic roulades and trills in the great drawing-room above,--there is an incessant stream of people