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monster. Here we dug into the sand for pebbles, and skipped them upon
the surface of the water. Here we wet our feet while examining a
jelly-fish which the waves, having just tossed it up, now sought to
snatch away again. Here we trod along the brink of a fresh-water
brooklet which flows across the beach, becoming shallower and more
shallow, till at last it sinks into the sand and perishes in the effort
to bear its little tribute to the main. Here some vagary appears to
have bewildered us, for our tracks go round and round and are
confusedly intermingled, as if we had found a labyrinth upon the level
beach. And here amid our idle pastime we sat down upon almost the only
stone that breaks the surface of the sand, and were lost in an
unlooked-for and overpowering conception of the majesty and awfulness
of the great deep. Thus by tracking our footprints in the sand we track
our own nature in its wayward course, and steal a glance upon it when
it never dreams of being so observed. Such glances always make us
wiser.
This extensive beach affords room for another pleasant pastime. With
your staff you may write verses—love-verses if they please you best—and
consecrate them with a woman’s name. Here, too, may be inscribed
thoughts, feelings, desires, warm outgushings from the heart’s secret
places, which you would not pour upon the sand without the certainty
that almost ere the sky has looked upon them the sea will wash them
out. Stir not hence till the record be effaced. Now (for there is room
enough on your canvas) draw huge faces—huge as that of the Sphynx on
Egyptian sands—and fit them with bodies of corresponding immensity and
legs which might stride halfway to yonder island. Child’s-play becomes
magnificent on so grand a scale. But, after all, the most fascinating
employment is simply to write your name in the sand. Draw the letters
gigantic, so that two strides may barely measure them, and three for
the long strokes; cut deep, that the record may be permanent. Statesmen
and warriors and poets have spent their strength in no better cause
than this. Is it accomplished? Return, then, in an hour or two, and
seek for this mighty record of a name. The sea will have swept over it,
even as time rolls its effacing waves over the names of statesmen and
warriors and poets. Hark! the surf-wave laughs at you.
Passing from the beach, I begin to clamber over the crags, making my
difficult way among the ruins of a rampart shattered and broken by the
assaults of a fierce enemy. The rocks rise in every variety of
attitude. Some of them have their feet in the foam and are shagged
halfway upward with seaweed; some have been hollowed almost into
caverns by the unwearied toil of the sea, which can afford to spend
centuries in wearing away a rock, or even polishing a pebble. One huge
rock ascends in monumental shape, with a face like a giant’s tombstone,
on which the veins resemble inscriptions, but in an unknown tongue. We
will fancy them the forgotten characters of an antediluvian race, or
else that Nature’s own hand has here recorded a mystery which, could I
read her language, would make mankind the wiser and the happier. How
many a thing has troubled me with that same idea! Pass on and leave it
unexplained. Here is a narrow avenue which might seem to have been hewn
through the very heart of an enormous crag, affording passage for the
rising sea to thunder back and forth, filling it with tumultuous foam
and then leaving its floor of black pebbles bare and glistening. In
this chasm there was once an intersecting vein of softer stone, which
the waves have gnawed away piecemeal, while the granite walls remain
entire on either side. How sharply and with what harsh clamor does the
sea rake back the pebbles as it momentarily withdraws into its own
depths! At intervals the floor of the chasm is left nearly dry, but
anon, at the outlet, two or three great waves are seen struggling to
get in at once; two hit the walls athwart, while one rushes straight
through, and all three thunder as if with rage and triumph. They heap
the chasm with a snow-drift of foam and spray. While watching this
scene I can never rid myself of the idea that a monster endowed with
life and fierce energy is striving to burst his way through the narrow
pass. And what a contrast to look through the stormy chasm and catch a
glimpse of the calm bright sea beyond!
Many interesting discoveries may be made among these broken cliffs.
Once, for example, I found a dead seal which a recent tempest had
tossed into the nook of the rocks, where his shaggy carcase lay rolled
in a heap of eel-grass as if the sea-monster sought to hide himself
from my eye. Another time a shark seemed on the point of leaping from
the surf to swallow me, nor did I wholly without dread approach near
enough to ascertain that the man-eater had already met his own death
from some fisherman in the bay. In the same ramble I encountered a
bird—a large gray bird—but whether a loon or a wild goose or the
identical albatross of the Ancient Mariner was beyond my ornithology to
decide. It reposed so naturally on a bed of dry seaweed, with its head
beside its wing, that I almost fancied it alive, and trod softly lest
it should suddenly spread its wings skyward. But the sea-bird would
soar among the clouds no more, nor ride upon its native waves; so I
drew near and pulled out one of its mottled tail-feathers for a
remembrance. Another day I discovered an immense bone wedged into a
chasm of the rocks; it was at least ten feet long, curved like a
scymitar, bejewelled with barnacles and small shellfish and partly
covered with a growth of seaweed. Some leviathan of former ages had
used this ponderous mass as a jaw-bone. Curiosities of a minuter order
may be observed in a deep reservoir which is replenished with water at
every tide, but becomes a lake among the crags save when the sea is at
its height. At the bottom of this rocky basin grow marine plants, some
of which tower high beneath the water and cast a shadow in the
sunshine. Small fishes dart to and fro and hide themselves among the
seaweed; there is also a solitary crab who appears to lead the life of
a hermit, communing with none of the other denizens of the place, and
likewise several five-fingers; for I know no other name than that which
children give them. If your imagination be at all accustomed to such
freaks, you may look down into the depths of this pool and fancy it the
mysterious depth of ocean. But where are the hulks and scattered
timbers of sunken ships? where the treasures that old Ocean hoards?
where the corroded cannon? where the corpses and skeletons of seamen
who went down in storm and battle?
On the day of my last ramble—it was a September day, yet as warm as
summer—what should I behold as I approached the above-described basin
but three girls sitting on its margin and—yes, it is veritably
so—laving their snowy feet in the sunny water? These, these are the
warm realities of those three visionary shapes that flitted from me on
the beach. Hark their merry voices as they toss up the water with their
feet! They have not seen me. I must shrink behind this rock and steal
away again.
In honest truth, vowed to solitude as I am, there is something in this
encounter that makes the heart flutter with a strangely pleasant
sensation. I know these girls to be realities of flesh and blood, yet,
glancing at them so briefly, they mingle like kindred creatures with
the ideal beings of my mind. It is pleasant, likewise, to gaze down
from some high crag and watch a group of children gathering pebbles and
pearly shells and playing with the surf as with old Ocean’s hoary
beard. Nor does it infringe upon my seclusion to see yonder boat at
anchor off the shore swinging dreamily to and fro and rising and
sinking with the alternate swell, while the crew—four gentlemen in
roundabout jackets—are busy with their fishing-lines. But with an
inward antipathy and a headlong flight do I eschew the presence of any
meditative stroller like myself, known by his pilgrim-staff, his
sauntering step, his shy demeanor, his observant yet abstracted eye.
From such a man as if another self had scared me I scramble hastily
over the rocks, and take refuge in a nook which many a secret hour has
given me a right to call my own. I would do battle for it even with the
churl that should produce the title-deeds. Have not my musings melted
into its rocky walls and sandy floor and made them a portion of myself?
It is a recess in the line of cliffs, walled round by a rough, high
precipice which almost encircles and shuts in a little space of sand.
In front the sea appears as between the pillars of a portal; in the
rear the precipice is broken and intermixed with earth which gives
nourishment not only to clinging and twining shrubs, but to trees that
grip the rock with their naked roots and seem to struggle hard for
footing and for soil enough to live upon. These are fir trees, but oaks
hang their heavy branches from above, and throw down acorns on the
beach, and shed their withering foliage upon the waves. At this
autumnal season the precipice is decked with variegated splendor.
Trailing wreaths of scarlet flaunt from the summit downward; tufts of
yellow-flowering shrubs and rose-bushes, with their reddened leaves and
glossy seed-berries, sprout from each crevice; at every glance I detect
some new light or shade of beauty, all contrasting with the stern gray
rock. A rill of water trickles down the cliff and fills a little
cistern near the base. I drain it at a draught, and find it fresh and
pure. This recess shall be my dining-hall. And what the feast? A few
biscuits made savory by soaking them in sea-water, a tuft of samphire
gathered from the beach, and an apple for the dessert. By this time the
little rill has filled its reservoir again, and as I quaff it I thank
God more heartily than for a civic banquet that he gives me the
healthful appetite to make a feast of bread and water.
Dinner being over, I throw myself at length upon the sand and, basking
in the sunshine, let my mind disport itself at will. The walls of this
my hermitage have no tongue to tell my follies, though I sometimes
fancy that they have ears to hear them and a soul to sympathize. There
is a magic in this spot. Dreams haunt its precincts and flit around me
in broad sunlight, nor require that sleep shall blindfold me to real
objects ere these be visible. Here can I frame a story of two lovers,
and make their shadows live before me and be mirrored in the tranquil
water as they tread along the sand, leaving no footprints. Here, should
I will it, I can summon up a single shade and be myself her lover.—Yes,
dreamer, but your lonely heart will be the colder for such
fancies.—Sometimes, too, the Past comes back, and finds me here, and in
her train come faces which were gladsome when I knew them, yet seem not
gladsome now. Would that my hiding-place were lonelier, so that the
Past might not find me!—Get ye all gone, old friends, and let me listen
to the murmur of the sea—a melancholy voice, but less sad than yours.
Of what mysteries is it telling? Of sunken ships and whereabouts they
lie? Of islands afar and undiscovered whose tawny children are
unconscious of other islands and of continents, and deem the stars of
heaven their nearest neighbors? Nothing of all this. What, then? Has it
talked for so many ages and meant nothing all the while? No; for those
ages find utterance in the sea’s unchanging voice, and warn the
listener to withdraw his interest from mortal vicissitudes and let the
infinite idea of eternity pervade his soul. This is wisdom, and
therefore will I spend the next half-hour in shaping little boats of
driftwood and launching them on voyages across the cove, with the