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Fathers and Sons

Ivan Sergeevich Turgenev

Talk of educated dogs dancing on their hind legs!... However, I could not have refused him, for, otherwise, he would have struck me and _then_"--Bazarov turned pale, for his pride had been aroused--"well, _then_ I should have strangled him like a kitten!" He returned to his microscope, but found his heart to be still beating, and the coolness necessary to scientific observation to have disappeared. "I suppose he saw us this morning," he continued to himself. "Yet surely he is not doing this on his brother's behalf? For what is there in a kiss? No; something else is in the background. Bah! What if it should be that he himself is in love with her? Yes, that is it. It is as clear as day. What a mess! Truly a horrible mess, however it be viewed! For first of all I am to have my brains blown out, and then I am to be made to leave this place! And there is Arkady to consider, and that old heifer Nikolai Petrovitch. Awkward! Awkward indeed!" However, the day dragged its slow length along. Thenichka remained practically non-existent (in other words, she kept to her room as closely as a mouse to its hole), Nikolai Petrovitch walked about with a careworn air (it had been reported to him that mildew had begun to attack the wheat), and Paul Petrovitch's mien of icy urbanity succeeded in damping the spirits of Prokofitch himself. Presently Bazarov sat down to write a letter to his father, but tore it up, and threw the pieces under the table. "Should I be killed," he reflected, "my parents will hear of it soon enough. But I shall _not_ be killed--I have yet far to wander about the world." Next he ordered Peter to call him at dawn; and inasmuch as the order was accompanied with a mention of important business, Peter jumped to the conclusion that it was Bazarov's intention to take him to St. Petersburg. Bazarov then retired to rest. Yet, late though he had done so, he was troubled with fantastic visions. Ever before him there flitted Madame Odintsov, who was also his mother. And ever behind her there walked a black cat, which was also Thenichka. For his part, Paul Petrovitch figured as a forest which the dreamer was engaged to fight. At length, when four o'clock arrived, Peter came to rouse him. Hastily dressing himself, he left the house with the valet. The morning was fine and fresh, and though a few wisps of cloud were trailing across the pale-blue transparency of the zenith, a light dew had coated the grass and foliage with drops, and was shining like silver on spiders' webs. The steaming earth seemed still to be seeking to detain the roseate traces of dawn in her embrace; but presently every quarter of the sky became lit up, and resounded again to the songs of larks. Bazarov walked straight ahead until he reached the copse--then seated himself at the shadowy edge of the trees, and explained to Peter the services which he looked to the latter to perform; upon which the "cultured" menial came near to fainting, and was calmed only with an assurance that he would but have to stand at a distance, as a looker-on, and that in no case would responsibility attach to his person. "And think," Bazarov concluded, "in what an important rôle you are about to figure!" But Peter, extending his hands deprecatingly, only turned up his eyes, became green in the face, and went and leant against a birch tree. The copse was skirted by the road from Marino, and the light coating of dust bore no mark of having been disturbed since the previous evening, whether by wheel or by foot. Involuntarily Bazarov kept glancing along this road as, plucking and chewing stems of grass, he repeated again and again to himself: "What a piece of folly!" More than once, too, the morning air made him shiver, and Peter gaze plaintively in his direction; but Bazarov only laughed, for _he_ at least was no coward. At length hoofs sounded along the road, and there came into sight from behind the trees a peasant driving two horses with traces attached. As the man passed Bazarov he looked at him inquisitively, but failed to doff his cap; and this circumstance impressed Peter unfavourably, since the valet considered it a bad omen. "Like ourselves, that peasant has risen early," thought Bazarov. "But whereas _he_ has risen to work, _we_----!" "Some one else is coming, I believe," whispered Peter. Bazarov raised his head, and saw Paul Petrovitch, in a light check jacket and a pair of snow-white trousers, walking briskly along the road. Under his arm was a green, baize-covered box. "Pardon me for having kept you waiting," he said with a bow to Bazarov, and then one to Peter (for even to the latter he, for the nonce, seemed to accord something of the respect due to a second). "As a matter of fact, I was loth to arouse my valet." "I beg that you will not mention it," replied Bazarov. "We ourselves have only just arrived." "So much the better!" And Paul Petrovitch glanced about him. "There will be no one to see us or disturb us. Are you agreeable to proceeding?" "Quite." "And I presume that you require no further explanations?" "None whatsoever." "Then kindly load these." Paul Petrovitch took from the box a brace of pistols. "No. Do you load, while I measure the distance--my legs are longer than yours." This last Bazarov added with a dry smile. "Now, one, two, three----" "I beg your pardon, sir," gasped Peter, who was trembling as with ague. "I beg your pardon, but might I move further away?" "Four, five---- Certainly, my good fellow! Pray do so. You can go and stand behind that tree there, and stop your ears--provided that you do not also stop your eyes. Lastly, should either Monsieur Kirsanov or myself fall, you are to run and pick up the fallen. Six, seven, eight----" Bazarov halted. "That will do, I suppose?" he added to Paul Petrovitch. "Or would you prefer me to add another couple of paces?" "Do as you please," the other replied as he rammed home the second of the two bullets. "Then I will add those two paces." And Bazarov scratched a line in the soil with his toe. "Here is the mark. _Apropos_, how many paces is each of us to retire from our respective marks?" "Ten, I presume," said Paul Petrovitch as he proffered Bazarov a brace of pistols. "Will you kindly make choice of these?" "I will. Nevertheless you will agree that our duel is singular, even to the point of absurdity? For pray observe the countenance of our second!" "It is still your pleasure to jest," Paul Petrovitch responded coldly. "Of the singularity of our contest I make no denial. I merely consider it my duty to warn you that I intend to right you in grim earnest. So, _à bon entendeur, salut!_" "Yet, even though we intend to exterminate one another, why should we not enjoy our jest, and thus combine _utile_ with _dulce_? You have spoken to me in French. I reply in Latin." "I repeat that I intend to fight you in grim earnest," said Paul Petrovitch; with which he moved to his place, and Bazarov, after counting ten paces from his mark, turned, and halted. "Are you ready?" inquired Paul Petrovitch. "I am." "Then engage." Bazarov started to advance, and Paul Petrovitch did the same, with his left hand thrust into his coat pocket, and his right gradually elevating the muzzle of his pistol. "The fellow is aiming straight for my nose," thought Bazarov to himself. "And how the rascal is screwing up his eyes as he marches! This is not a wholly pleasing sensation. I had better keep my eyes fixed upon his watch-chain." Past Bazarov's ear something suddenly whistled, while almost at the same moment there came the sound of a report. "I seemed to hear something, but no matter," was the thought which flashed through Bazarov's brain. Then he advanced another step, and, without aiming, pulled the trigger. As he did so Paul Petrovitch gave a faint start, and clapped his hand to his thigh, down the white trouser-leg of which there began to trickle a thin stream of blood. Bazarov threw aside his pistol and approached his antagonist. "Are you wounded?" he inquired. "Pray recall me to the mark," said Paul Petrovitch. "You have the right so to do, and we are merely wasting time. The conditions of the contest allow of a second shot apiece." "Pardon me, that can be deferred," said Bazarov, catching hold of Paul Petrovitch, who was beginning to turn pale in the face. "I am no longer a duellist, but a doctor, and must examine your wound. Peter! Here! Where the devil has the man got to?" "This is sheer folly," gasped Paul Petrovitch. "I need no help. Let us----" Yet, even as he tried to twirl his moustache, his arm fell to his side, his eyes closed, and he collapsed in a swoon. "Something new!" involuntarily cried Bazarov as he laid his antagonist upon the grass. "A swoon! Let us see what is the matter with him." Taking out his pocket-handkerchief, he wiped away the blood, and probed the neighbourhood of the wound. "The bone is intact," he muttered. "Yes, and the bullet has merely pierced the flesh a little below the surface. Nothing but the _musculus vastus externus_ is so much as touched. In three weeks' time we shall have him trotting about again. A swoon! Oh these men of nerves! What thin skins, to be sure!" "Is--is he dead?" came in Peter's tremulous voice from behind. Bazarov looked up. "No," he said. "Run for a little water, and he will outlive us both." Unfortunately the "perfect servant" did not understand what was said to him, but remained stock still. In fact, even when, the next moment, Paul Petrovitch opened his eyes Peter went on crossing himself and repeating: "He is dying!" "Monsieur Bazarov," the wounded man said with a twisted smile, "you were perfectly in the right when you said that the face of that man was the face of a fool." "It is so," agreed Bazarov. "Damn you, will you fetch some water!" (The latter to the valet.) "There is no need," put in Paul Petrovitch. "It was only a passing vertigo. Kindly assist me to sit up. That is it. A scratch like this will require only to be bandaged for me to walk home again. There will be no necessity to have the _drozhki_ sent. For that matter, the duel need not be renewed unless you wish it. At least to-day you have acted like a gentleman. Kindly note that I have said so." "To the past we have no need to refer," said Bazarov. "And, as regards the future, it calls for equally little remark, seeing that I intend to leave here at once. Allow me to bind your leg. The wound is not dangerous, but one of a nature which will make it as well to have the blood staunched. But first I must restore that stuck pig to life." Shaking Peter vigorously by the collar, he dispatched him in search of the _drozhki._ "But see that you do not alarm my brother," was Paul Petrovitch's injunction also to the man. "You are not to breathe a word of what has happened." Peter set off at full speed. During the time that he was hastening for the _drozhki_, the two antagonists sat silently side by side on the ground, while Paul Petrovitch tried his best not to look at Bazarov, for the reason that he did not feel inclined to become reconciled with him, while at the same time he felt ashamed alike of his impulsiveness, his failure, and the scheme which had had this ending, though he realised that it might have been worse. "At least will the fellow swagger here no more," he thought to himself by way of consolation. "And, for that, much thanks!" The silence was a heavy, awkward silence, for neither of the pair felt comfortable--each of them recognised that the other had taken his measure. To friends, such a recognition may be very agreeable, but to foes it is far from welcome--least of all, when neither explanations nor a parting are feasible.