Resurrection
she thought she would be setting Nekhludoff free, and felt glad that she
had done what she meant to do, and yet she suffered at parting from him.
She pressed his hand, turned quickly and left the room.
Nekhludoff was ready to go, but saw that the Englishman was noting
something down, and did not disturb him, but sat down on a wooden seat
by the wall, and suddenly a feeling of terrible weariness came over him.
It was not a sleepless night that had tired him, not the journey, not
the excitement, but he felt terribly tired of living. He leaned against
the back of the bench, shut his eyes and in a moment fell into a deep,
heavy sleep.
“Well, would you like to look round the cells now?” the inspector asked.
Nekhludoff looked up and was surprised to find himself where he was. The
Englishman had finished his notes and expressed a wish to see the cells.
Nekhludoff, tired and indifferent, followed him.
CHAPTER XXVI.
THE ENGLISH VISITOR.
When they had passed the anteroom and the sickening, stinking corridor,
the Englishman and Nekhludoff, accompanied by the inspector, entered the
first cell, where those sentenced to hard labour were confined. The beds
took up the middle of the cell and the prisoners were all in bed. There
were about 70 of them. When the visitors entered all the prisoners
jumped up and stood beside the beds, excepting two, a young man who was
in a state of high fever, and an old man who did nothing but groan.
The Englishman asked if the young man had long been ill. The inspector
said that he was taken ill in the morning, but that the old man had long
been suffering with pains in the stomach, but could not be removed, as
the infirmary had been overfilled for a long time. The Englishman shook
his head disapprovingly, said he would like to say a few words to these
people, asking Nekhludoff to interpret. It turned out that besides
studying the places of exile and the prisons of Siberia, the Englishman
had another object in view, that of preaching salvation through faith
and by the redemption.
“Tell them,” he said, “that Christ died for them. If they believe in
this they shall be saved.” While he spoke, all the prisoners stood
silent with their arms at their sides. “This book, tell them,” he
continued, “says all about it. Can any of them read?”
There were more than 20 who could.
The Englishman took several bound Testaments out of a hang-bag, and many
strong hands with their hard, black nails stretched out from beneath the
coarse shirt-sleeves towards him. He gave away two Testaments in this
cell.
The same thing happened in the second cell. There was the same foul air,
the same icon hanging between the windows, the same tub to the left of
the door, and they were all lying side by side close to one another, and
jumped up in the same manner and stood stretched full length with their
arms by their sides, all but three, two of whom sat up and one remained
lying, and did not even look at the newcomers; these three were also
ill. The Englishman made the same speech and again gave away two books.
In the third room four were ill. When the Englishman asked why the sick
were not put all together into one cell, the inspector said that they
did not wish it themselves, that their diseases were not infectious, and
that the medical assistant watched them and attended to them.
“He has not set foot here for a fortnight,” muttered a voice.
The inspector did not say anything and led the way to the next cell.
Again the door was unlocked, and all got up and stood silent. Again the
Englishman gave away Testaments. It was the same in the fifth and sixth
cells, in those to the right and those to the left.
From those sentenced to hard labour they went on to the exiles.
From the exiles to those evicted by the Commune and those who followed
of their own free will.
Everywhere men, cold, hungry, idle, infected, degraded, imprisoned, were
shown off like wild beasts.
The Englishman, having given away the appointed number of Testaments,
stopped giving any more, and made no speeches. The oppressing sight, and
especially the stifling atmosphere, quelled even his energy, and he went
from cell to cell, saying nothing but “All right” to the inspector’s
remarks about what prisoners there were in each cell.
Nekhludoff followed as in a dream, unable either to refuse to go on or
to go away, and with the same feelings of weariness and hopelessness.
CHAPTER XXVII.
KRYLTZOFF AT REST.
In one of the exiles’ cells Nekhludoff, to his surprise, recognised the
strange old man he had seen crossing the ferry that morning. This old
man was sitting on the floor by the beds, barefooted, with only a dirty
cinder-coloured shirt on, torn on one shoulder, and similar trousers.
He looked severely and enquiringly at the newcomers. His emaciated body,
visible through the holes of his shirt, looked miserably weak, but in
his face was even more concentrated seriousness and animation than when
Nekhludoff saw him crossing the ferry. As in all the other cells, so
here also the prisoners jumped up and stood erect when the official
entered, but the old man remained sitting. His eyes glittered and his
brows frowned with wrath.
“Get up,” the inspector called out to him.
The old man did not rise and only smiled contemptuously.
“Thy servants are standing before thee. I am not thy servant. Thou
bearest the seal--” The old man pointed to the inspector’s forehead.
“Wha-a-t?” said the inspector threateningly, and made a step towards
him.
“I know this man,” Nekhludoff hastened to say; “what is he imprisoned
for?”
“The police have sent him here because he has no passport. We ask them
not to send such, but they will do it,” said the inspector, casting an
angry side look at the old man.
“And so it seems thou, too, art one of Antichrist’s army?” the old man
said to Nekhludoff.
“No, I am a visitor,” said Nekhludoff.
“What, hast thou come to see how Antichrist tortures men? There, look,
he has locked them up in a cage, a whole army of them. Men should eat
bread in the sweat of their brow. And he has locked them up with no work
to do, and feeds them like swine, so that they should turn into beasts.”
“What is he saying?” asked the Englishman.
Nekhludoff told him the old man was blaming the inspector for keeping
men imprisoned.
“Ask him how he thinks one should treat those who do not keep to the
laws,” said the Englishman.
Nekhludoff translated the question. The old man laughed in a strange
manner, showing his teeth.
“The laws?” he repeated with contempt. “He first robbed everybody, took
all the earth, all the rights away from men, killed all those who were
against him, and then wrote laws, forbidding robbery and murder. He
should have written these laws before.”
Nekhludoff translated. The Englishman smiled. “Well, anyhow, ask him how
one should treat thieves and murderers at present?”
Nekhludoff again translated his question.
“Tell him he should take the seal of Antichrist off himself,” the
old man said, frowning severely; “then there will be no thieves and
murderers. Tell him so.”
“He is crazy,” said the Englishman, when Nekhludoff had translated the
old man’s words, and, shrugging his shoulders, he left the cell.
“Do thy business and leave them alone. Every one for himself. God knows
whom to execute, whom to forgive, and we do not know,” said the old man.
“Every man be his own chief, then the chiefs will not be wanted. Go,
go!” he added, angrily frowning and looking with glittering eyes at
Nekhludoff, who lingered in the cell. “Hast thou not looked on long
enough how the servants of Antichrist feed lice on men? Go, go!”
When Nekhludoff went out he saw the Englishman standing by the open door
of an empty cell with the inspector, asking what the cell was for. The
inspector explained that it was the mortuary.
“Oh,” said the Englishman when Nekhludoff had translated, and expressed
the wish to go in.
The mortuary was an ordinary cell, not very large. A small lamp hung on
the wall and dimly lit up sacks and logs of wood that were piled up in
one corner, and four dead bodies lay on the bedshelves to the right. The
first body had a coarse linen shirt and trousers on; it was that of a
tall man with a small beard and half his head shaved. The body was quite
rigid; the bluish hands, that had evidently been folded on the breast,
had separated; the legs were also apart and the bare feet were sticking
out. Next to him lay a bare-footed old woman in a white petticoat, her
head, with its thin plait of hair, uncovered, with a little, pinched
yellow face and a sharp nose. Beyond her was another man with something
lilac on. This colour reminded Nekhludoff of something. He came nearer
and looked at the body. The small, pointed beard sticking upwards, the
firm, well-shaped nose, the high, white forehead, the thin, curly hair;
he recognised the familiar features and could hardly believe his eyes.
Yesterday he had seen this face, angry, excited, and full of suffering;
now it was quiet, motionless, and terribly beautiful. Yes, it was
Kryltzoff, or at any rate the trace that his material existence had left
behind. “Why had he suffered? Why had he lived? Does he now understand?”
Nekhludoff thought, and there seemed to be no answer, seemed to be
nothing but death, and he felt faint. Without taking leave of the
Englishman, Nekhludoff asked the inspector to lead him out into the
yard, and feeling the absolute necessity of being alone to think over
all that had happened that evening, he drove back to his hotel.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
A NEW LIFE DAWNS FOR NEKHLUDOFF.
Nekhludoff did not go to bed, but went up and down his room for a long
time. His business with Katusha was at an end. He was not wanted,
and this made him sad and ashamed. His other business was not only
unfinished, but troubled him more than ever and demanded his activity.
All this horrible evil that he had seen and learned to know lately, and
especially to-day in that awful prison, this evil, which had killed
that dear Kryltzoff, ruled and was triumphant, and he could foreseen
possibility of conquering or even knowing how to conquer it. Those
hundreds and thousands of degraded human beings locked up in the noisome
prisons by indifferent generals, procureurs, inspectors, rose up in
his imagination; he remembered the strange, free old man accusing the
officials, and therefore considered mad, and among the corpses the
beautiful, waxen face of Kryltzoff, who had died in anger. And again the
question as to whether he was mad or those who considered they were in
their right minds while they committed all these deeds stood before him
with renewed force and demanded an answer.
Tired of pacing up and down, tired of thinking, he sat down on the sofa
near the lamp and mechanically opened the Testament which the Englishman
had given him as a remembrance, and which he had thrown on the table
when he emptied his pockets on coming in.
“It is said one can find an answer to everything here,” he thought, and
opened the Testament at random and began reading Matt. xviii. 1-4: “In
that hour came the disciples unto Jesus, saying, Who then is greatest in
the Kingdom of Heaven? And He called to Him a little child, and set him
in the midst of them, and said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye turn
and become as little children, ye shall in nowise enter into the Kingdom
of Heaven. Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child
the same is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.”
“Yes, yes, that is true,” he said, remembering that he had known the
peace and joy of life only when he had humbled himself.
“And whosoever shall receive one such little child in My name receiveth