The House of the Seven Gables
while she sat by him. A beauty,—not precisely real, even in its utmost
manifestation, and which a painter would have watched long to seize and
fix upon his canvas, and, after all, in vain,—beauty, nevertheless,
that was not a mere dream, would sometimes play upon and illuminate his
face. It did more than to illuminate; it transfigured him with an
expression that could only be interpreted as the glow of an exquisite
and happy spirit. That gray hair, and those furrows,—with their record
of infinite sorrow so deeply written across his brow, and so
compressed, as with a futile effort to crowd in all the tale, that the
whole inscription was made illegible,—these, for the moment, vanished.
An eye at once tender and acute might have beheld in the man some
shadow of what he was meant to be. Anon, as age came stealing, like a
sad twilight, back over his figure, you would have felt tempted to hold
an argument with Destiny, and affirm, that either this being should not
have been made mortal, or mortal existence should have been tempered to
his qualities. There seemed no necessity for his having drawn breath at
all; the world never wanted him; but, as he had breathed, it ought
always to have been the balmiest of summer air. The same perplexity
will invariably haunt us with regard to natures that tend to feed
exclusively upon the Beautiful, let their earthly fate be as lenient as
it may.
Phœbe, it is probable, had but a very imperfect comprehension of the
character over which she had thrown so beneficent a spell. Nor was it
necessary. The fire upon the hearth can gladden a whole semicircle of
faces round about it, but need not know the individuality of one among
them all. Indeed, there was something too fine and delicate in
Clifford’s traits to be perfectly appreciated by one whose sphere lay
so much in the Actual as Phœbe’s did. For Clifford, however, the
reality, and simplicity, and thorough homeliness of the girl’s nature
were as powerful a charm as any that she possessed. Beauty, it is true,
and beauty almost perfect in its own style, was indispensable. Had
Phœbe been coarse in feature, shaped clumsily, of a harsh voice, and
uncouthly mannered, she might have been rich with all good gifts,
beneath this unfortunate exterior, and still, so long as she wore the
guise of woman, she would have shocked Clifford, and depressed him by
her lack of beauty. But nothing more beautiful—nothing prettier, at
least—was ever made than Phœbe. And, therefore, to this man,—whose
whole poor and impalpable enjoyment of existence heretofore, and until
both his heart and fancy died within him, had been a dream,—whose
images of women had more and more lost their warmth and substance, and
been frozen, like the pictures of secluded artists, into the chillest
ideality,—to him, this little figure of the cheeriest household life
was just what he required to bring him back into the breathing world.
Persons who have wandered, or been expelled, out of the common track of
things, even were it for a better system, desire nothing so much as to
be led back. They shiver in their loneliness, be it on a mountain-top
or in a dungeon. Now, Phœbe’s presence made a home about her,—that very
sphere which the outcast, the prisoner, the potentate,—the wretch
beneath mankind, the wretch aside from it, or the wretch above
it,—instinctively pines after,—a home! She was real! Holding her hand,
you felt something; a tender something; a substance, and a warm one:
and so long as you should feel its grasp, soft as it was, you might be
certain that your place was good in the whole sympathetic chain of
human nature. The world was no longer a delusion.
By looking a little further in this direction, we might suggest an
explanation of an often-suggested mystery. Why are poets so apt to
choose their mates, not for any similarity of poetic endowment, but for
qualities which might make the happiness of the rudest handicraftsman
as well as that of the ideal craftsman of the spirit? Because,
probably, at his highest elevation, the poet needs no human
intercourse; but he finds it dreary to descend, and be a stranger.
There was something very beautiful in the relation that grew up between
this pair, so closely and constantly linked together, yet with such a
waste of gloomy and mysterious years from his birthday to hers. On
Clifford’s part it was the feeling of a man naturally endowed with the
liveliest sensibility to feminine influence, but who had never quaffed
the cup of passionate love, and knew that it was now too late. He knew
it, with the instinctive delicacy that had survived his intellectual
decay. Thus, his sentiment for Phœbe, without being paternal, was not
less chaste than if she had been his daughter. He was a man, it is
true, and recognized her as a woman. She was his only representative of
womankind. He took unfailing note of every charm that appertained to
her sex, and saw the ripeness of her lips, and the virginal development
of her bosom. All her little womanly ways, budding out of her like
blossoms on a young fruit-tree, had their effect on him, and sometimes
caused his very heart to tingle with the keenest thrills of pleasure.
At such moments,—for the effect was seldom more than momentary,—the
half-torpid man would be full of harmonious life, just as a long-silent
harp is full of sound, when the musician’s fingers sweep across it.
But, after all, it seemed rather a perception, or a sympathy, than a
sentiment belonging to himself as an individual. He read Phœbe as he
would a sweet and simple story; he listened to her as if she were a
verse of household poetry, which God, in requital of his bleak and
dismal lot, had permitted some angel, that most pitied him, to warble
through the house. She was not an actual fact for him, but the
interpretation of all that he lacked on earth brought warmly home to
his conception; so that this mere symbol, or life-like picture, had
almost the comfort of reality.
But we strive in vain to put the idea into words. No adequate
expression of the beauty and profound pathos with which it impresses us
is attainable. This being, made only for happiness, and heretofore so
miserably failing to be happy,—his tendencies so hideously thwarted,
that, some unknown time ago, the delicate springs of his character,
never morally or intellectually strong, had given way, and he was now
imbecile,—this poor, forlorn voyager from the Islands of the Blest, in
a frail bark, on a tempestuous sea, had been flung, by the last
mountain-wave of his shipwreck, into a quiet harbor. There, as he lay
more than half lifeless on the strand, the fragrance of an earthly
rose-bud had come to his nostrils, and, as odors will, had summoned up
reminiscences or visions of all the living and breathing beauty amid
which he should have had his home. With his native susceptibility of
happy influences, he inhales the slight, ethereal rapture into his
soul, and expires!
And how did Phœbe regard Clifford? The girl’s was not one of those
natures which are most attracted by what is strange and exceptional in
human character. The path which would best have suited her was the
well-worn track of ordinary life; the companions in whom she would most
have delighted were such as one encounters at every turn. The mystery
which enveloped Clifford, so far as it affected her at all, was an
annoyance, rather than the piquant charm which many women might have
found in it. Still, her native kindliness was brought strongly into
play, not by what was darkly picturesque in his situation, nor so much,
even, by the finer graces of his character, as by the simple appeal of
a heart so forlorn as his to one so full of genuine sympathy as hers.
She gave him an affectionate regard, because he needed so much love,
and seemed to have received so little. With a ready tact, the result of
ever-active and wholesome sensibility, she discerned what was good for
him, and did it. Whatever was morbid in his mind and experience she
ignored; and thereby kept their intercourse healthy, by the incautious,
but, as it were, heaven-directed freedom of her whole conduct. The sick
in mind, and, perhaps, in body, are rendered more darkly and hopelessly
so by the manifold reflection of their disease, mirrored back from all
quarters in the deportment of those about them; they are compelled to
inhale the poison of their own breath, in infinite repetition. But
Phœbe afforded her poor patient a supply of purer air. She impregnated
it, too, not with a wild-flower scent,—for wildness was no trait of
hers,—but with the perfume of garden-roses, pinks, and other blossoms
of much sweetness, which nature and man have consented together in
making grow from summer to summer, and from century to century. Such a
flower was Phœbe in her relation with Clifford, and such the delight
that he inhaled from her.
Yet, it must be said, her petals sometimes drooped a little, in
consequence of the heavy atmosphere about her. She grew more thoughtful
than heretofore. Looking aside at Clifford’s face, and seeing the dim,
unsatisfactory elegance and the intellect almost quenched, she would
try to inquire what had been his life. Was he always thus? Had this
veil been over him from his birth?—this veil, under which far more of
his spirit was hidden than revealed, and through which he so
imperfectly discerned the actual world,—or was its gray texture woven
of some dark calamity? Phœbe loved no riddles, and would have been glad
to escape the perplexity of this one. Nevertheless, there was so far a
good result of her meditations on Clifford’s character, that, when her
involuntary conjectures, together with the tendency of every strange
circumstance to tell its own story, had gradually taught her the fact,
it had no terrible effect upon her. Let the world have done him what
vast wrong it might, she knew Cousin Clifford too well—or fancied
so—ever to shudder at the touch of his thin, delicate fingers.
Within a few days after the appearance of this remarkable inmate, the
routine of life had established itself with a good deal of uniformity
in the old house of our narrative. In the morning, very shortly after
breakfast, it was Clifford’s custom to fall asleep in his chair; nor,
unless accidentally disturbed, would he emerge from a dense cloud of
slumber or the thinner mists that flitted to and fro, until well
towards noonday. These hours of drowsihead were the season of the old
gentlewoman’s attendance on her brother, while Phœbe took charge of the
shop; an arrangement which the public speedily understood, and evinced
their decided preference of the younger shopwoman by the multiplicity
of their calls during her administration of affairs. Dinner over,
Hepzibah took her knitting-work,—a long stocking of gray yarn, for her
brother’s winter wear,—and with a sigh, and a scowl of affectionate
farewell to Clifford, and a gesture enjoining watchfulness on Phœbe,
went to take her seat behind the counter. It was now the young girl’s
turn to be the nurse,—the guardian, the playmate,—or whatever is the
fitter phrase,—of the gray-haired man.
X.
The Pyncheon Garden
Clifford, except for Phœbe’s more active instigation, would ordinarily
have yielded to the torpor which had crept through all his modes of
being, and which sluggishly counselled him to sit in his morning chair
till eventide. But the girl seldom failed to propose a removal to the
garden, where Uncle Venner and the daguerreotypist had made such
repairs on the roof of the ruinous arbor, or summer-house, that it was
now a sufficient shelter from sunshine and casual showers. The
hop-vine, too, had begun to grow luxuriantly over the sides of the
little edifice, and made an interior of verdant seclusion, with
innumerable peeps and glimpses into the wider solitude of the garden.