The House of the Seven Gables
to Hepzibah’s shop-door, and upward to the arched window, whence Phœbe
and Clifford were looking down. Every moment, also, he took off his
Highland bonnet, and performed a bow and scrape. Sometimes, moreover,
he made personal application to individuals, holding out his small
black palm, and otherwise plainly signifying his excessive desire for
whatever filthy lucre might happen to be in anybody’s pocket. The mean
and low, yet strangely man-like expression of his wilted countenance;
the prying and crafty glance, that showed him ready to gripe at every
miserable advantage; his enormous tail (too enormous to be decently
concealed under his gabardine), and the deviltry of nature which it
betokened,—take this monkey just as he was, in short, and you could
desire no better image of the Mammon of copper coin, symbolizing the
grossest form of the love of money. Neither was there any possibility
of satisfying the covetous little devil. Phœbe threw down a whole
handful of cents, which he picked up with joyless eagerness, handed
them over to the Italian for safekeeping, and immediately recommenced a
series of pantomimic petitions for more.
Doubtless, more than one New-Englander—or, let him be of what country
he might, it is as likely to be the case—passed by, and threw a look at
the monkey, and went on, without imagining how nearly his own moral
condition was here exemplified. Clifford, however, was a being of
another order. He had taken childish delight in the music, and smiled,
too, at the figures which it set in motion. But, after looking awhile
at the long-tailed imp, he was so shocked by his horrible ugliness,
spiritual as well as physical, that he actually began to shed tears; a
weakness which men of merely delicate endowments, and destitute of the
fiercer, deeper, and more tragic power of laughter, can hardly avoid,
when the worst and meanest aspect of life happens to be presented to
them.
Pyncheon Street was sometimes enlivened by spectacles of more imposing
pretensions than the above, and which brought the multitude along with
them. With a shivering repugnance at the idea of personal contact with
the world, a powerful impulse still seized on Clifford, whenever the
rush and roar of the human tide grew strongly audible to him. This was
made evident, one day, when a political procession, with hundreds of
flaunting banners, and drums, fifes, clarions, and cymbals,
reverberating between the rows of buildings, marched all through town,
and trailed its length of trampling footsteps, and most infrequent
uproar, past the ordinarily quiet House of the Seven Gables. As a mere
object of sight, nothing is more deficient in picturesque features than
a procession seen in its passage through narrow streets. The spectator
feels it to be fool’s play, when he can distinguish the tedious
commonplace of each man’s visage, with the perspiration and weary
self-importance on it, and the very cut of his pantaloons, and the
stiffness or laxity of his shirt-collar, and the dust on the back of
his black coat. In order to become majestic, it should be viewed from
some vantage point, as it rolls its slow and long array through the
centre of a wide plain, or the stateliest public square of a city; for
then, by its remoteness, it melts all the petty personalities, of which
it is made up, into one broad mass of existence,—one great life,—one
collected body of mankind, with a vast, homogeneous spirit animating
it. But, on the other hand, if an impressible person, standing alone
over the brink of one of these processions, should behold it, not in
its atoms, but in its aggregate,—as a mighty river of life, massive in
its tide, and black with mystery, and, out of its depths, calling to
the kindred depth within him,—then the contiguity would add to the
effect. It might so fascinate him that he would hardly be restrained
from plunging into the surging stream of human sympathies.
So it proved with Clifford. He shuddered; he grew pale; he threw an
appealing look at Hepzibah and Phœbe, who were with him at the window.
They comprehended nothing of his emotions, and supposed him merely
disturbed by the unaccustomed tumult. At last, with tremulous limbs, he
started up, set his foot on the window-sill, and in an instant more
would have been in the unguarded balcony. As it was, the whole
procession might have seen him, a wild, haggard figure, his gray locks
floating in the wind that waved their banners; a lonely being,
estranged from his race, but now feeling himself man again, by virtue
of the irrepressible instinct that possessed him. Had Clifford attained
the balcony, he would probably have leaped into the street; but whether
impelled by the species of terror that sometimes urges its victim over
the very precipice which he shrinks from, or by a natural magnetism,
tending towards the great centre of humanity, it were not easy to
decide. Both impulses might have wrought on him at once.
But his companions, affrighted by his gesture,—which was that of a man
hurried away in spite of himself,—seized Clifford’s garment and held
him back. Hepzibah shrieked. Phœbe, to whom all extravagance was a
horror, burst into sobs and tears.
“Clifford, Clifford! are you crazy?” cried his sister.
“I hardly know, Hepzibah,” said Clifford, drawing a long breath. “Fear
nothing,—it is over now,—but had I taken that plunge, and survived it,
methinks it would have made me another man!”
Possibly, in some sense, Clifford may have been right. He needed a
shock; or perhaps he required to take a deep, deep plunge into the
ocean of human life, and to sink down and be covered by its
profoundness, and then to emerge, sobered, invigorated, restored to the
world and to himself. Perhaps again, he required nothing less than the
great final remedy—death!
A similar yearning to renew the broken links of brotherhood with his
kind sometimes showed itself in a milder form; and once it was made
beautiful by the religion that lay even deeper than itself. In the
incident now to be sketched, there was a touching recognition, on
Clifford’s part, of God’s care and love towards him,—towards this poor,
forsaken man, who, if any mortal could, might have been pardoned for
regarding himself as thrown aside, forgotten, and left to be the sport
of some fiend, whose playfulness was an ecstasy of mischief.
It was the Sabbath morning; one of those bright, calm Sabbaths, with
its own hallowed atmosphere, when Heaven seems to diffuse itself over
the earth’s face in a solemn smile, no less sweet than solemn. On such
a Sabbath morn, were we pure enough to be its medium, we should be
conscious of the earth’s natural worship ascending through our frames,
on whatever spot of ground we stood. The church-bells, with various
tones, but all in harmony, were calling out and responding to one
another,—“It is the Sabbath!—The Sabbath!—Yea; the Sabbath!”—and over
the whole city the bells scattered the blessed sounds, now slowly, now
with livelier joy, now one bell alone, now all the bells together,
crying earnestly,—“It is the Sabbath!”—and flinging their accents afar
off, to melt into the air and pervade it with the holy word. The air
with God’s sweetest and tenderest sunshine in it, was meet for mankind
to breathe into their hearts, and send it forth again as the utterance
of prayer.
Clifford sat at the window with Hepzibah, watching the neighbors as
they stepped into the street. All of them, however unspiritual on other
days, were transfigured by the Sabbath influence; so that their very
garments—whether it were an old man’s decent coat well brushed for the
thousandth time, or a little boy’s first sack and trousers finished
yesterday by his mother’s needle—had somewhat of the quality of
ascension-robes. Forth, likewise, from the portal of the old house
stepped Phœbe, putting up her small green sunshade, and throwing upward
a glance and smile of parting kindness to the faces at the arched
window. In her aspect there was a familiar gladness, and a holiness
that you could play with, and yet reverence it as much as ever. She was
like a prayer, offered up in the homeliest beauty of one’s
mother-tongue. Fresh was Phœbe, moreover, and airy and sweet in her
apparel; as if nothing that she wore—neither her gown, nor her small
straw bonnet, nor her little kerchief, any more than her snowy
stockings—had ever been put on before; or, if worn, were all the
fresher for it, and with a fragrance as if they had lain among the
rosebuds.
The girl waved her hand to Hepzibah and Clifford, and went up the
street; a religion in herself, warm, simple, true, with a substance
that could walk on earth, and a spirit that was capable of heaven.
“Hepzibah,” asked Clifford, after watching Phœbe to the corner, “do you
never go to church?”
“No, Clifford!” she replied,—“not these many, many years!”
“Were I to be there,” he rejoined, “it seems to me that I could pray
once more, when so many human souls were praying all around me!”
She looked into Clifford’s face, and beheld there a soft natural
effusion; for his heart gushed out, as it were, and ran over at his
eyes, in delightful reverence for God, and kindly affection for his
human brethren. The emotion communicated itself to Hepzibah. She
yearned to take him by the hand, and go and kneel down, they two
together,—both so long separate from the world, and, as she now
recognized, scarcely friends with Him above,—to kneel down among the
people, and be reconciled to God and man at once.
“Dear brother,” said she earnestly, “let us go! We belong nowhere. We
have not a foot of space in any church to kneel upon; but let us go to
some place of worship, even if we stand in the broad aisle. Poor and
forsaken as we are, some pew-door will be opened to us!”
So Hepzibah and her brother made themselves, ready—as ready as they
could in the best of their old-fashioned garments, which had hung on
pegs, or been laid away in trunks, so long that the dampness and mouldy
smell of the past was on them,—made themselves ready, in their faded
bettermost, to go to church. They descended the staircase
together,—gaunt, sallow Hepzibah, and pale, emaciated, age-stricken
Clifford! They pulled open the front door, and stepped across the
threshold, and felt, both of them, as if they were standing in the
presence of the whole world, and with mankind’s great and terrible eye
on them alone. The eye of their Father seemed to be withdrawn, and gave
them no encouragement. The warm sunny air of the street made them
shiver. Their hearts quaked within them at the idea of taking one step
farther.
“It cannot be, Hepzibah!—it is too late,” said Clifford with deep
sadness. “We are ghosts! We have no right among human beings,—no right
anywhere but in this old house, which has a curse on it, and which,
therefore, we are doomed to haunt! And, besides,” he continued, with a
fastidious sensibility, inalienably characteristic of the man, “it
would not be fit nor beautiful to go! It is an ugly thought that I
should be frightful to my fellow-beings, and that children would cling
to their mothers’ gowns at sight of me!”
They shrank back into the dusky passage-way, and closed the door. But,
going up the staircase again, they found the whole interior of the
house tenfold more dismal, and the air closer and heavier, for the
glimpse and breath of freedom which they had just snatched. They could
not flee; their jailer had but left the door ajar in mockery, and stood
behind it to watch them stealing out. At the threshold, they felt his
pitiless gripe upon them. For, what other dungeon is so dark as one’s
own heart! What jailer so inexorable as one’s self!
But it would be no fair picture of Clifford’s state of mind were we to
represent him as continually or prevailingly wretched. On the contrary,