The slave ship
slave! Bartram seemed to stand beside me in his cabin.
“David, let us sail her still together! I wadna like another----”
And I was idle and indolent and slow in the inner man, distasting
change where I had taken the groove.
As well be unhappy on the _Janet_ as away from her! As for the
slave trade and slavery, they would persist while I lived and while
I died. The earth was wound with a chain. My being Captain of the
_Janet_ wouldn’t enslave and wouldn’t free a Negro of them all.
Another wouldn’t be so merciful a captain, and that was the solitary
difference.
I saw the chain around the earth and that it held white men as well
as black. It held us all, though some it appeared to gall less than
others. Degrees of harshness and various masters, but all, all, all,
possessors and possessed, in slavery!
I was again at My Fancy, roaming the great rooms at night and unhappy
almost to self-murder.
I rose from the stone and mounted my horse and rode back to
Kingston, and happening to meet North in the street, “Captain of the
_Janet_, is it?” he asked, and I answered, “Not yet.”
But next day, being on the _Janet_, silently, swiftly, like a
serpent raising his head, David Scott spoke to that Unnamed One in
prison within him, “If I am lost anyhow, I will walk, dance, and run
a little first!” And sat down at his table in his cabin and wrote to
North that he would take the ship.
CHAPTER XXVI
“So the rum’s not for you?” said Rathbone Lace.
“No.”
“Then let us row without it up to Oil Palm village.”
“I’m not going up the river.”
He stared, peeled the fruit beside him and ate it, then spoke. “Does
that mean that my room is better than my company?”
“No. But I have settled it that as I am Captain, I will be Captain.”
“You mean captain like Holy Bartram? There are others you might copy.
They live--he’s dead.”
“Yes.”
“Your ambition is to be called Saintly Scott?”
“Perhaps----”
He and I were at table on his veranda and it was dusk. He pushed back
his native-wrought chair, I mine. A Negro woman with a large soft tread
cleaned away food and dishes. Lace and I sat upon the steps where the
night wind might find us. It was hot and there sounded a dull moaning
and roaring from the bar.
“Daga----” he said, and stopped to light his pipe.
“I saw this place,” I said, “before I came to it. There was a wild
night in Edinburgh and I was in danger. I stood against a wall,
listening and looking into darkness. It opened before me, this African
ocean and that castle, that beach, those palms. Had my ear been as keen
as my eye, I would have heard those drums.”
They were beating below us, below Factor’s Hill, in Daga village. They
had, likewise, a bonfire down there and some celebration. Beat, beat,
beat, beat----
“I’ve heard tell of visions,” he said. “I don’t have them.”
“I can have them,” I answered, “but the trouble with me is action.”
“You are beautifully clear.--An uninformed man would say that your life
was sufficiently active.”
“So he would--the uninformed.”
He laughed. “The same old David--plunging always from your stake and
being brought up short! Now I--I am free!”
The bowl of his pipe glowed. “Daga suits me. I don’t even want to be
Captain of the _Janet_. There’s danger there--and no danger here.”
“I suppose not. At times life seems to me a very big thing--but the
next hour a most puny and wretched one!”
He made a smoke cloud. Below us the drums were beating and beating.
“Then I say again, Let’s go in the old boat to-morrow up to Oil Palm
village.”
“No.”
Something appeared on the step beside us--rum in a decanter with
glasses. The African woman with no noise had put it there, then
vanished. Lace poured himself out a dram. “None for you?”
“No.”
He drank--the odor of the thing that made you forget, that made you
seem to yourself powerful and gigantic, was in the air--the drums were
beating, beating.
“Man is a preying animal,” he said. “White, black, red or yellow, what
does it matter? The successful is he who recognizes the fact and preys
and joys in it.--You’ll be happier, Scott, when you bow to Nature!”
Through the dusk the sea still gleamed and the _Janet_ was riding
there. Nearer at hand a last glow struck Daga castle and its barracoon
that was filling for the _Janet_. The palms were drawn against a
copper sky. “I do bow, Lace,” I said and got to my feet.
“Aren’t you going to sleep ashore?”
“No.”
“Bartram again!” he said. “When you fell heir to his ship did you
_become_ him?”
In a certain sense it seemed to me that I had. Going out to the
_Janet_, while the men rowed, hearing the waves upon the bar,
marking the stars lighted above Africa, it was Bartram that I assumed.
Assumed him in the sheer feeling older--first manhood all passed,
maturity here and here for some time; assumed him in the watchful,
plodding care for the ship and her great worth to me, her great and yet
melancholy worth; assumed him in a concentration on getting the thing
done in the best way possible; assumed him in his eye upon the stars.
The _Janet_ encreased before me. I heard Olafson’s deep slow voice
and a fiddle in the forecastle.
Within a week we began lading--Negroes from Dahomey, from the
Camaroons, the Niger and the Zaire. At last all was done and we would
depart in the night. The elder and the younger Lace and the captains of
ships in harbor came aboard to drink farewell and good voyage. Again
in the cabin I was Bartram.--Garth was here and he noticed it. “By
God, you’ve but to let your beard grow, Scott, to be Bartram! And let
me tell you, you might do worse. Damn me, he trod too soft with his
niggers and his sailors, but he was a big man!”
They drank and talked and departed, and I was glad to see them go, and
that, too, was Bartram. It was night. We made sail and slipped the
land while our slaves were below in thick darkness. It never did to
let them see at any close range the receding shores. But up through
the gratings, as I walked the deck, came the familiar crying and the
familiar odor from miserably crowded bodies in a tropic night. We
sailed, and I looked out and upward at Bartram’s stars.
Olafson rested first mate, and a good one, almost as good as
McNaughton. He and I had our own sympathy, the big Norseman, with
some story, I knew, behind and around and before him. For second mate
I had taken on a Scot, Alexander Nicol, who had been the same on the
_John Land_, lost by fire. And for surgeon, in Colley’s place,
there was Lisle from the same ship--a good man, but not Colley. Wheeler
the boatswain, Michaelson, and the seamen who had outlived the plague
remained, and Tom and Don who would stay with the _Janet_ till she
sank. And in Kingston and in Bridgetown we gathered two-score and five
seamen. As far as I could I picked them out; they were not a bad lot.
Now and again, for mysterious reasons, the Company operating there in
England produced changes in routes and markets afar. For a long space
of time a ship might be for the Islands, steady as a ferry between the
Slave Coast and the British Indies. Then a notification, and for a
string of voyages ports of North America. We had gone to Charlestown in
South Carolina the voyage before the disastrous voyage. It was my port
now. The Company agent there was one Trevannion.
Using Bartram’s cabin, taking his place at table, sailing his ship,
more and more I felt Bartram and his stars. Yet was I also David Scott.
And around David Scott and Bartram and all came at times like a flicker
that strange sense of being another and a larger, a Some One that held
and understood the others, but was not they.
This first voyage from Daga proved a straight, quiet, successful one.
I delivered my cargo, smaller by a very little than when it was taken
on. Trevannion I had met before. Charlestown harbor and waterside,
Charlestown inns and their frequenters, some of the houses, the low,
sandy, flowery country round about, the rice fields and the great pine
timber became familiar. With a number of differences it yet reminded me
of Virginia.
Beginning now to use the continent and not the islands, I reasoned one
night, standing before the minute mirror in Bartram’s cabin, as to
whether, after all these years, David Scott should strive to provide
for himself a different physical aspect. As Garth had suggested, I
might become bearded like Bartram. It was possible perhaps slightly to
change my voice and manner of speaking.--As for my story, that had long
been provided. Africa, Indies and the sea between, it was known and
forgotten that I was some kin of Bartram, a Scot whose youth had been
passed in France but who had joined the _Janet_ on some one of her
returns to Bristol.
And long ago Bartram and I had discussed it, whether or no I should
change my name. But in us both was something that clung to the given
name--especially if it was good Scots--and that hated for their own
sakes disguises.
It was not far from seven years since I had run away from Daniel
Askew. Standing before the mirror, I put side by side my man then and
my man now, noted the difference and thought that the Captain of the
_Janet_ was safe enough, even though some fate should drive him
into Chesapeake. And even if that were so, how unlikely any meeting
with any who had known Daniel Askew’s or Amory Hall while he was there!
On my forehead I carried a jagged line of white, scar of a wound
received at Amory Hall in a wood we were felling. A great storm came
up suddenly with wind that tore branches from the trees and sent them
flying. Such a one was borne endwise against me like a spear and gave
the hurt. But who would ever meet me who knew that? I dismissed all
thought of it.
Trevannion was a different man from North and other agents that I knew.
I could tell tales of him, and of Charlestown that was both fair and
unfair, courteous and uncourteous, right and wrong like the rest of the
world. But now I am back upon the _Janet_, and we go to Africa for
more Negroes.
So, coming and going, with various fortunes, David Scott spent two
years.
CHAPTER XXVII
Through that great block of space and time my mood was often and over
the mood of My Fancy. Unhappy enough, I roamed an inner world that was
a dark world, with here and there a tarnished gold. But then again I
came to the outside and stayed there with the day’s work and at night
hard, dead sleep. Or if I could not ignore the inner world, I busily
packed it with false shapes. And again there were other moods. In some
sort I loved the ship and the sea and, strange to say, the human race,
and in some sort I hardened to my trade. I became Bartram.
In Charlestown once I met travellers, a learned German with a book in
mind, a gentleman from New England and another from New York. I forget
what was the relationship between the three, but the two Americans,
having leisure and liking adventure, were engaged in piloting the
European down the continent, from snow in June to flowers in January.
Massachusetts to Georgia, the colonies had passed or were passing
before them. The German had a library of notebooks.
Charlestown is a town of a very polite society. When it read the
travellers’ introductory letters they did not lack entertainment. I
met them at a supper party in a genteel inn, and I was there because
I was in port and Trevannion took me. Trevannion was asked because the
German had mentioned that he would like to meet the servant of the
Royal African Company, one of his notebooks having a page devoted to
that concern. The party was not a large one but was devised to furnish
the learned man with the various information for which he hungered and
thirsted. Three or four planters, a couple of considerable merchants, a